Things I Can Change

~2 Weeks Later~
Emma’s POV
Everything was going great for me and Travis, that is until one day when he was out at work late which wasn’t unusual.. I had to use his computer cause mine wasn’t working for some stupid reason.. So I log on I knew his password for it so continuing to log, in his email was still logged-in so before logging him out I check a few of his emails..
“What’s the worst that can happen?’ I say to myself while reading an emails from his mother Sandra who lives in Chicago, Amanda four from his sister who live in Ontario, and six from his brother Alex who loves in California.. There was one from someone who I didn’t know is, so it was already read, open so I debate whether to read it or not...That went on for 15 minutes then I just decided to read it...
“Oh My Fucking God...”I whisper through tears that are starting in my eyes…After reading the email I sat there for 20 minutes just trying to absorb what I just read, I mean I we’re ok.. At Least I thought so.. so I continue going through his email and I went back one month and say that there were more from this same girl.. The base of all the emails she’s asking him to leave his girlfriend which is me, and will he be with her and all that shit... So I got pissed and starting pacing around the coffee table.. Thinking to myself “Ask Him about the emails?” “Who the fuck is this girl?”
So, what I decide to do is wait it out, maybe it’s nothing in several of the email he tells her he can’t leave, and that he just got his relationship back on track and that he can’t risk it.. At the point I was happy that he was defending our relationship, but disappointed that he didn’t tell me, maybe he didn’t want to worry me.. Or maybe he was wanting to leave me and I didn’t know.. I’m not gonna say that it hadn’t crossed my mind, hell we’ve been together a yr. we had out up and downs like every other couple, different music tastes and fashion choices.. So I got up, showered and changed got dressed.. I threw on some jeans and my fave The Story So Far shirt with my jacket, with my black low-top Converses and my fave Paramore Symbol necklace, grabbed my keys to my 1979 Impala that I got for a graduation gift a few years ago from my dad.. I lock the apartment door and got in my car and turned on the radio and my fave song off all time came on.. I Starting singing more like screaming i..
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

After a few minutes and singing to Metallica I arrive to the bar where Travis worked I walked on, and was greeted my Mike a fellow bartender..
“Hey, Em..” he says to me with a warm smile and a wave..
“Hey Mike, have you seen Travis around?” I ask, he looks at me with a smile while serving someone their drink…
“Uh nope I haven’t seen him, maybe he’s home..” he says with a nervous tone while wiping down the bar counter.. I look at Mike while stepping closer to the bar..
“Really, have you seen him, cause he isn’t home?” I ask again now in a somewhat serious tone with a small smile.. Mike runs his hands through his brown hair, he was looking at a certain table behind me.. I don’t bother to turn around to see what he’s looking at..
“Mike, tell me the truth have you seen him because he said he was working late, so you’ve must have seen him at some point?” I said.. Which seemed odd that he would be.. He’s been working a lot lately in the past few weeks which seemed odd since he worked in a bar.. He looks at me then looking back at the same table again.. Which now it’s really starting to aggravate me as to why Mike is lying to me, cause it’s not like him to lie to me or to anyone else for that matter…
"Mike, stop fucking lying to me, it’s really starting to piss me off..” I’m getting angrier by the second now, both of my hands on my bar counter looking Mike in the eyes… He looks like he’s about to say something he puts the bar rag down and moves closer to the bar where I’m standing.. He lets out a sigh and looks at me..
"Look Em, I love you like a sister and I would never want you to get hurt, but Travis has been seeing someone else, he hasn’t been working late he told me to lie to you if you asked, but I can’t lie to you..” He says to me, I’m completely confused and not sure what to say…
“What are you talking about?” I ask in disbelief and shock, not sure what to think or do, I sit down on the stool and breathe… Then Mike points to the table behind me and I don’t wanna turn around, but deep down I know I have to..

Notes

so here's the second chapter.. sorry it's a long one.. I hope you guys enjoy it.. -DaniVengeance