Seventeen and Pregnant (Avenged Sevenfold)

I laid in my bed crying my eyes out. Jimmy was gone, I was so scared that something happened and now that it did, I felt so lost and broken. I wish that night never happened, I know that what done is done but I don’t care anymore. Katie was talking to Matt about something, I don’t know what but I didn’t care either. How could I have slept with Zacky? God I felt like such a whore. I just wanted my Jimmy. I would do anything for him to make it up for him even if that meant to just diss my brother and his friends and get an abortion. I can’t get an abortion though, that’s murder.
I sighed, gripping onto my pillow looking at my phone at me and Jimmy being together. It made me smile and realize that everything was going to change. My skateboarding, my life, my love life of course. I didn’t want Zacky to be the father, that was going to be way to…complicating. I was head over heels in love with Jimmy. No matter what, I wanted him and nobody else. He was my all in all and he was gone. Slipped right though my fingers.
I wanted to talk to him but there was no way in heck I was going to be able to do that. It was bad enough that I was going to have to tell my brother that I was pregnant and that was going to be a living hell. Then my parents, then Jimmy. I shook my head, just thinking about it made my stomach upset, which made me go and throw up. This just can’t be happening. I can’t…I can’t put up with this anymore. It’s only been one freaking day of knowing that I was pregnant and I was already totally freaking out.
“Sis?” The knock on the door shook me from my thoughts and I looked to the door and sighed, coming and answering it seeing Katie standing there with a small smile on her face, “Can I come in?” She asked and I shrugged.
“Why the hell not?” I muttered and moved to the side so that she could come inside. She came inside and I shut the door and she came and sat down on the foot of my bed.
“Well, Matt knows some more of last night and your brother is really worried, sissy you should talk to him,” She said sweetly to me and I shook my head.
“I don’t want to talk to anyone really…well besides you,” I pointed out and sat down beside her and cuddled to her. She put her arms around me and she held me close. I was scared, I was worried, I was angered. I sighed and she ran her fingers through my hair.
“So,” She began, “After Jimmy pounded his face in, he came to me and said what happened. Of course I got upset and he apologized over and over again. Then he said that Zacky was playing truth and dare with Johnny and him and he said that you two were dared to kiss so you did. That’s when Jimmy caught him and I couldn’t help but forgive the beautiful man,” She blushed and continued, “So then after a while you and Zacky wondered upstairs and that’s when things happened,” She told me, “Matt tried to stop Zacky but Everyone else was in the pool,” She told him, my anger suddenly going to Zacky.
“Why did he do this?” I asked my best friend and she shrugged, “Oh I am going to give him a piece of my mind,” I said and shot up and got on my jacket and my sister sighed.
“Sissy, be careful ok?” She asked me and I nodded giving her a small smile. I came downstairs to see my brother on the couch talking on the phone to probably a girl because when I came downstairs, he was in a low tone voice and I saw a pillow over his lap. He moved a little and I heard him moan.
“Jonathan!” I called causing him to yell and jump off the couch. I laughed at him and he glared at me, “Having phone sex again?” I asked him and he blushed bright, bright red making me laugh, “Why don’t you … you know?”
“Because she’s in Europe,” He said point blank, “Where are you going?” He asked me coming and sitting on the couch again and I sighed.
“To the park,” I pointed out and before he could ask me anything else, I left. Then I came back and told him Katie was upstairs and he nodded and I left again and headed to Zacky’s.
Jimmy’s P.O.V.
I was at home pacing with my blood boiling towards Zacky. How can he do something like this to me? How can he possibly go and sleep with my girl? I wanted to kill him in his sleep, I didn’t even want to call him my friend anymore. Him doing this was making me want to just bash his face in. I had enough, I got my jacket and drove over to his house, not even knocking on the door I barged inside and I saw Deanna and him standing at the stairs, his hand touching her cheek and she had tears streaming down her face.
“What’s going on?” I asked. It didn’t turn out angrily, it turned out more heart broken.
“Deanna just got here,” Zacky explained looking wigged out. Deanna turned to me and she came to me. She hugged me tightly, crying in my chest. I didn’t know what to do, I felt my body tensing up but slowly, my arms wrapped around her and I held her close to me as she cried.
“What’s wrong?” I whispered, putting my chin on top of her head and ran my fingers through her hair knowing that it calmed her down.
“I’m pregnant,” She cried, “Jimmy…” She was crying hard. I held her looking up at Zacky and glared at him. He looked down to his feet full of sorrow. I didn’t care though. My baby was hurt because of him. He knew she wasn’t the same. She was way drunk, way more then anyone else. She liked to party, she liked being like that but I just wish I could have been there for her a lot more.
“I’m sorry baby,” I whispered to her as I held her. I moved from her, looking up at Zacky and came over to him and punched him across the face before I went to Deanna and grabbed her hand leaving out of Zacky’s house with me.
“I’m here for you ok Deanna? I just need to think,” I said looking down to her and I saw her nod and we walked back to Johnny’s in silence, me just hoping that this night would come out clear for her.

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