Don't Speak, No Use for Words. Lie in My Arms, Sleep Secure

I just arrived at Micah’s house, I’m just standing on the sidewalk, dreading going in. I remember sitting on the front steps, just talking about nothing and everything at the same time. We would lay in the grass, holding hands talking about the future. I was in my own little world that I didn’t notice the front door open and Tammy walking down the steps towards me.
“Oh sweetie, I’m so glad you’re here.” She wrapped her arms around me and just held me.
“Mom,” the closets people call her mom “what happened? I just talked to him last night and he was just fine.”
“I found him unresponsive in bed. We rushed him to Creighton. I watched him take his last breath at 1223am.”
“It was his seizures wasn’t it.” I said it as more of a statement then a question. I already had my answer, mom not saying anything just proved me right. “We always thought that would be what took him. But we didn’t think they would take him this soon.”
“Come on hun, let’s go inside and see everyone.”
“Brit still hate me?” she didn’t need to answer me, right as I walked in the door Brit started in on me.
“What is she doing here?! She shouldn’t be here!!”
“Brit..”
“NO MOM! She shouldn’t be here! She took him away from us! She’s the reason why we hadn’t seen him!! Then she breaks his heart again! She..”
“BRITTNI! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I DIDN’T TAKE HIM AWAY FROM YOU! I TOLD HIM NOT TO GO TO NEW YORK! AS FOR YOU NOT SEEING HIM THAT WAS YOUR OWN MOTHER FUCKING FAULT! YOU PUSHED HIM AWAY BY HATING ME YOU STUPID BITCH! HE WAS GOING TO FOLLOW ME TO CALIFORNIA AND NEVER TALK YOU AGAIN UNLESS YOU APOLOGIZED! I WAS THE ONE WHO CONVINCED HIM I WASN’T WORTH LOOSING HIS FAMILY OVER! AS FOR BREAKING HIS HEART, YOU ARE THE ONE REASON WE DIDN’T WORK OUT! IF ANYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO HATE ANYONE IT’S ME! I COULDN’T BE WITH THE ONE GUY I’VE EVER LOVED BECAUSE OF YOU! I HAVEN’T BEEN TRULY HAPPY THESE PAST FEW MONTHS BECAUSE OF YOU! NOW FUCK OFF!!!” I left the living room and went right to Micah’s room. Oh, the so many nights I slept here, always feeling safe and sound. The room use to be so full of live, now it’s just empty and cold.
Tammy stood in the door way and knocked. “You can have some of his stuff. I know you liked to steal his pajama pants and sweatshirts.”
“I’m sorry for yelling like that. It wasn’t the right way to handle the situation.”
“She needed to hear it though, I let you sleep.”
I changed into his Doctor Pepper pajama pants and pulled on a random hoodie and snuggled under his blankets. And just cried. “Show me a sign that everything will be okay.”
The next few days passed in a blur. Honestly, I was half way drunk everyday. I was currently in the back yard, just staring into oblivion, when I heard the back door open and saw Brit take a seat by me.
“Can we talk?”
“I don’t have anything else to say to you.”
“Okay, I’ll talk then. Micah and I were close. He was my best friend. And when he said he was moving to New York with you I saw it as you taking him away from me. I should have listened to him and not jump to conclusion.”
“He hated the fact that you were mad. He couldn’t understand it.”
“I know.”
“You’re forgiven, not because you deserve it, but he would have wanted me to forgive you so, I do.” I got up and went inside. It’s been a week since he passed, his memorial service was Saturday. There wasn’t anything holding me here anymore.
“Hey, packing to leave?” I turned to see Dani, his other sister, standing by the dresser.
“Yeah, I have to get back to California.”
“It means a lot that you came out. I want you to have this.” She handed me a silver chain and heart. “It’s an urn necklace, it has some of his ashes in it.” I couldn’t say anything, so I just once again started crying and hugged her.
“When you’re ready, mom and I will drive you to the airport. We have some stuff to give you.” And with that, she left me to pack.

Notes

Hey!
So, most of this didn't actually happen. Although, he did wear pajama pants all the time. (=
Onto Asher's POV! xD