From the Dream of a Dream of Love
Chapter Two
"You can't escape the wrath of my heart," his voice was that of an angels, so much more angelic than it use to be, Brian thought to himself. Zack enjoyed singing, especially singing to Brian and ever since being turned, he did it even more often. Zack had always been a little too self conscious to sing, but now... new found vampyric confidence changed that.
Brian, he never did a lot of singing. Being a vampire, he could easily overshadow their lead singer, M. Shadows. A vampires voice always led people in...enticed them, lured. Just as Brian did with Zack, right before he took his life away from him. Sometimes, like tonight... their undead, unbeating hearts called out for each other, and sometimes... they were able to sing songs such as this.
"Beating to your funeral song... you're so alone." Zack whispered into his lover's ear, nipping lightly at the ear lobe. It was as if Zack was trying to tell Brian something...something he really didn't want to hear. Turning the tables, the elder male vampire easily took hand of the situation and shoved his newly turned lover into the wall, rather roughly.
"All faith is lost for hell regained, and love dust in the hands of shame, just be brave." Brian thought perhaps Zacky was starting to whine about becoming the undead; he couldn't exactly blame him, it wasn't the blissful, beautiful life that sometimes Brian made it out to be. It was lonely, it was hellish. It was worse than death.
"Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed," Zack croaked, still in an angelic voice, in a little pain since the elder vampire had pushed him up against the wall so harshly. But being the newborn he was, it only took him a second to mend. Brian pulled back and took Zack's hand, starting to lead him through the house.
"And lead you along this path in the dark, where I belong till I feel your...warmth..." A smirk started to show on Brian's lips, he knew Zack would know exactly what he meant by, warmth. Brian tugged his newly arisen vampire lover to him once in the bedroom and found that their lips had at last crashed together. Zack's body always seemed to intertwine with Brian's so perfectly, as if they truly were made to be together... if such a thing existed between two vampires. Vampires weren't even meant to be able to feel this emotion, this love...
"Hold me, like you held on to life... when all fears came alive and entombed me." Brian's voice was husky as he dipped his head down and away from Zack's lips, to his neck, kissing there softly...near the bite marks that remained, the marks that Brian gave Zack when he took his life that night. It caused Zack to shiver, almost moaning out his next verse in an angelic quiver.
"Love me, like you love the sun, scorching the blood in my... vampire heart." Zack whimpered as he felt Brian sink his fangs into the very same holes that he made the night he took his human life... He could see those images, flash before his eyes.. The first night they'd made love, Brian had been so afraid he'd hurt the poor human Zack...but Zacky proved much stronger and less like fragile glass than Brian expected. That had been the happiest night of Zack's life, next to being turned into...this monster.
Brian pulled his fangs out of his lovers neck and pulled him over to the bed, sitting down and having Zack sit down upon his lap. Brian ran a hand up through Zacky's hair, continuing on with their little heart felt song. "I'll be the thorns on every rose, you've been sent by hope... you'll grow cold. I am the nightmare waking you up... from the dream of a dream of love... Just like before."
It pained Zack to hear Brian speak of their relationship in such a way... if pain could really even occur to a vampires heart. But Brian and Zack both knew that Zack was unlike other vampires. His compassionate heart as a human carried over and he truly still was in love with the elder vampire. Even if Brian, was truly never in love with Zack...
"Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close. Paint you my soul, scarred and alone. Waiting for you kiss, to take me back home..." Zack's voice was soft, trying not to show just how hurt he was by Brian's comment. Brian was rather taken aback, so Zacky lent in and just pressed their lips together again... only for it to be broken a moment or two later by Brian who easily shoved Zacky back on the bed and pinned him down, straddling him.
"I robbed heaven away from you." Brian said, ending their little sing-song session a little prematurely. Zacky felt another pang of hurt run through him, it was starting to show a little more in his eyes... Zack's original eye color was starting to show a little more, those green eyes Brian had been missing being able to stare into.
"You robbed me of nothing, Bri. You gave me something no other man could have ever... You still give me something no one else ever did or would... You love me.. no one else did." But Zack was quickly shot down in flames,
"Vampires can't love, Zachary. You and I both know I turned you out of desperation. Desperation to not be alone any longer." But, to Brian's surprise, Zack wasn't going to let it go so easily.
"To know loneliness, you had to have known companionship as a human." And with bringing that up, Zack realized, he had never really known or found anything out about Brian's past life, before this one.. this one of his that he'd met the band and pretended to be a human for so long it nearly hurt all of them to find out what he was. Did Brian have a family before them, that he was with? Did he have a family as a human?
"I'm not going to talk about that." Brian said firmly and pulled away from Zack, who felt rather hurt that Brian couldn't even trust him, his lover, with his past. So Zack, asserting his new vampyric authority, growled rather loudly from his throat...scaring, no, shocking the elder vampire into a defensive crouch. Zacky pounced him.
"TELL ME!" The younger vampire shrieked, fed up of being left out. If Brian didn't really love him, then.. Zack truly had been robbed out of a better life. A life worth living. Hearing the desperation, that same desperation Brian felt in Zacky's voice... the vampire broke down and told Zack of his one and only previous love, the love he lost when he was turned into a vampire. The only time Brian could ever feel love, when he was human.
"And you lost it. So now, as a vampire, with an unbeating heart, you think love doesn't exist for you. Because you're afraid you'll be left again. You got what you wanted Brian, an eternal mate. You turned me, because I love you and because I thought you loved me. Why can't you fall in love with me, too?"
"Maybe, I do, love you...Zack. But... I can't just.... I can't just open myself up like that after nearly a hundred years of not opening up like that."
"But, you do open up like that....when we....." Zack was still getting use to the phrase, having sex. It embarrassed him, even if vampires weren't suppose to be embarrassment feeling creatures. Brian chuckled a little and raised up some off of the floor where Zack had pounced him and took the hand of his lover, pulling him up with ease back up onto the bed, wrapping his arms tightly around him.
"I do feel that... when we make love. It's the only time I feel...indescribable." Brian whispered huskily into Zacky's ear, feeling the younger male vampire shake in his arms. Bri himself couldn't help but let out a moan just from Zack's shiver, being able to do that to him... to make him submit, it gave him a high like nothing else. Not even bloodshed gave him that kind of high.
"I-I'm glad I can make you feel... what you make me feel. That's what I've always wanted..." Zack whispered and tilted his head, pressing his lips lightly against Brian's. Brian knew that's all Zack ever wanted, to be loved with the same fire and passion that he loved that person with. But until now, Brian couldn't honestly give Zack that kind of love. But maybe, just maybe he could see past his own past and move on to an eternal future with Zack. Maybe with Zack, it would be a little blissful.
The clothes between the two started to disappear, desperate tears from one another to get to the other. Brian's lips found Zack's skin in less than a second, the skin upon his chest, traveling down to his stomach tasting so sweet.. The arching that Zack did, the moans that left him when Brian did this... it was worth it. It was worth the years of loneliness.
"D-don't...Don't tease Bri... I need you too badly right now. Please... Just, take me." Zack begged his lover, taking a firm grip of Brian's hair and for once, pulling him hard enough to pull him back up to him. Brian could tell, Zack seriously wasn't joking about the foreplay tonight. He nodded a quick and simple one time, parting Zack's legs with his own knee and raising the rhythm guitarists lower back, placing himself at his entrance and starting to slide into him with ease. A great thing about vampires, they could take so much more pain than a human... and it turned into so much more pleasure.
The screams of ecstasy filled the air, from both of them. Brian's motto was always the faster and harder the better, but after several minutes, Zack knew he was getting close to his release, so he slowed Brian down... grabbing his arms and digging his nails in, gazing up at him with such a intensity.. When Brian actually slowed, Zack draped an arm around Brian's neck, lightly playing with his hair. Brian smiled a bit, gazing right back into the younger vampires eyes and slowly lent down some, catching his lips in a soft kiss.
"I love you," Zack whispered, knowing it would earn no response. It never did. Sometimes Brian would say thank you, sometimes Brian would say, "You know I do." Sometimes, Brian would just go back to fucking him as hard as he possibly could... because Brian never thought, he'd truly be able to say those words in return and Zack, he never thought Brian would be able to either... but sometimes, Brian could surprise you.
"I love you, too." Brian said at last in a bit of a groan as he grabbed Zack's hands in his and pinned them to the bed, his head right against Zack's head, their cheeks pressed together as he started to cum rather hard inside of his, lover. Feeling Brian start to cum, well, it set Zacky off as well; the two lovers sharing what could honestly be described as the most intimate moment they'd ever had together.
After cumming within Zack for what felt like an eternity, Brian slowly started to pull out...Zack of course expected him to pull away, to immediately go out on a hunt because of using up so much energy... but Brian yet again surprised him, by nuzzling into his neck, licking at the bite marks gently, making an almost cooing sound.
"You stood up to me and showed me that I was living in the past and not in the present with you, where I should have been living." Brian whispered and pulled back, gazing down at Zack. Zack was blushing just a bit, being able to from the little human blood left in him. Brian lent in and kissed the red tinted cheeks of his lover, "I'm going to miss you being able to do that." Brian admitted, which just caused Zack to blush heavier.
"I-I'm glad I stood up to you.... I never thought you'd say these things to me.." Zack whispered and clutched Brian tightly, even then he wasn't expecting to be held back just as tightly...but yet again, Brian surprised him and clutched him back with the same force....
Zack was at last, holding onto Brian like he held onto love. Brian was at last loving Zack, like he loved the sun outside, the one thing that still sometimes made him feel...human. They finally, both, had what they had always wanted.
Brian, he never did a lot of singing. Being a vampire, he could easily overshadow their lead singer, M. Shadows. A vampires voice always led people in...enticed them, lured. Just as Brian did with Zack, right before he took his life away from him. Sometimes, like tonight... their undead, unbeating hearts called out for each other, and sometimes... they were able to sing songs such as this.
"Beating to your funeral song... you're so alone." Zack whispered into his lover's ear, nipping lightly at the ear lobe. It was as if Zack was trying to tell Brian something...something he really didn't want to hear. Turning the tables, the elder male vampire easily took hand of the situation and shoved his newly turned lover into the wall, rather roughly.
"All faith is lost for hell regained, and love dust in the hands of shame, just be brave." Brian thought perhaps Zacky was starting to whine about becoming the undead; he couldn't exactly blame him, it wasn't the blissful, beautiful life that sometimes Brian made it out to be. It was lonely, it was hellish. It was worse than death.
"Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed," Zack croaked, still in an angelic voice, in a little pain since the elder vampire had pushed him up against the wall so harshly. But being the newborn he was, it only took him a second to mend. Brian pulled back and took Zack's hand, starting to lead him through the house.
"And lead you along this path in the dark, where I belong till I feel your...warmth..." A smirk started to show on Brian's lips, he knew Zack would know exactly what he meant by, warmth. Brian tugged his newly arisen vampire lover to him once in the bedroom and found that their lips had at last crashed together. Zack's body always seemed to intertwine with Brian's so perfectly, as if they truly were made to be together... if such a thing existed between two vampires. Vampires weren't even meant to be able to feel this emotion, this love...
"Hold me, like you held on to life... when all fears came alive and entombed me." Brian's voice was husky as he dipped his head down and away from Zack's lips, to his neck, kissing there softly...near the bite marks that remained, the marks that Brian gave Zack when he took his life that night. It caused Zack to shiver, almost moaning out his next verse in an angelic quiver.
"Love me, like you love the sun, scorching the blood in my... vampire heart." Zack whimpered as he felt Brian sink his fangs into the very same holes that he made the night he took his human life... He could see those images, flash before his eyes.. The first night they'd made love, Brian had been so afraid he'd hurt the poor human Zack...but Zacky proved much stronger and less like fragile glass than Brian expected. That had been the happiest night of Zack's life, next to being turned into...this monster.
Brian pulled his fangs out of his lovers neck and pulled him over to the bed, sitting down and having Zack sit down upon his lap. Brian ran a hand up through Zacky's hair, continuing on with their little heart felt song. "I'll be the thorns on every rose, you've been sent by hope... you'll grow cold. I am the nightmare waking you up... from the dream of a dream of love... Just like before."
It pained Zack to hear Brian speak of their relationship in such a way... if pain could really even occur to a vampires heart. But Brian and Zack both knew that Zack was unlike other vampires. His compassionate heart as a human carried over and he truly still was in love with the elder vampire. Even if Brian, was truly never in love with Zack...
"Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close. Paint you my soul, scarred and alone. Waiting for you kiss, to take me back home..." Zack's voice was soft, trying not to show just how hurt he was by Brian's comment. Brian was rather taken aback, so Zacky lent in and just pressed their lips together again... only for it to be broken a moment or two later by Brian who easily shoved Zacky back on the bed and pinned him down, straddling him.
"I robbed heaven away from you." Brian said, ending their little sing-song session a little prematurely. Zacky felt another pang of hurt run through him, it was starting to show a little more in his eyes... Zack's original eye color was starting to show a little more, those green eyes Brian had been missing being able to stare into.
"You robbed me of nothing, Bri. You gave me something no other man could have ever... You still give me something no one else ever did or would... You love me.. no one else did." But Zack was quickly shot down in flames,
"Vampires can't love, Zachary. You and I both know I turned you out of desperation. Desperation to not be alone any longer." But, to Brian's surprise, Zack wasn't going to let it go so easily.
"To know loneliness, you had to have known companionship as a human." And with bringing that up, Zack realized, he had never really known or found anything out about Brian's past life, before this one.. this one of his that he'd met the band and pretended to be a human for so long it nearly hurt all of them to find out what he was. Did Brian have a family before them, that he was with? Did he have a family as a human?
"I'm not going to talk about that." Brian said firmly and pulled away from Zack, who felt rather hurt that Brian couldn't even trust him, his lover, with his past. So Zack, asserting his new vampyric authority, growled rather loudly from his throat...scaring, no, shocking the elder vampire into a defensive crouch. Zacky pounced him.
"TELL ME!" The younger vampire shrieked, fed up of being left out. If Brian didn't really love him, then.. Zack truly had been robbed out of a better life. A life worth living. Hearing the desperation, that same desperation Brian felt in Zacky's voice... the vampire broke down and told Zack of his one and only previous love, the love he lost when he was turned into a vampire. The only time Brian could ever feel love, when he was human.
"And you lost it. So now, as a vampire, with an unbeating heart, you think love doesn't exist for you. Because you're afraid you'll be left again. You got what you wanted Brian, an eternal mate. You turned me, because I love you and because I thought you loved me. Why can't you fall in love with me, too?"
"Maybe, I do, love you...Zack. But... I can't just.... I can't just open myself up like that after nearly a hundred years of not opening up like that."
"But, you do open up like that....when we....." Zack was still getting use to the phrase, having sex. It embarrassed him, even if vampires weren't suppose to be embarrassment feeling creatures. Brian chuckled a little and raised up some off of the floor where Zack had pounced him and took the hand of his lover, pulling him up with ease back up onto the bed, wrapping his arms tightly around him.
"I do feel that... when we make love. It's the only time I feel...indescribable." Brian whispered huskily into Zacky's ear, feeling the younger male vampire shake in his arms. Bri himself couldn't help but let out a moan just from Zack's shiver, being able to do that to him... to make him submit, it gave him a high like nothing else. Not even bloodshed gave him that kind of high.
"I-I'm glad I can make you feel... what you make me feel. That's what I've always wanted..." Zack whispered and tilted his head, pressing his lips lightly against Brian's. Brian knew that's all Zack ever wanted, to be loved with the same fire and passion that he loved that person with. But until now, Brian couldn't honestly give Zack that kind of love. But maybe, just maybe he could see past his own past and move on to an eternal future with Zack. Maybe with Zack, it would be a little blissful.
The clothes between the two started to disappear, desperate tears from one another to get to the other. Brian's lips found Zack's skin in less than a second, the skin upon his chest, traveling down to his stomach tasting so sweet.. The arching that Zack did, the moans that left him when Brian did this... it was worth it. It was worth the years of loneliness.
"D-don't...Don't tease Bri... I need you too badly right now. Please... Just, take me." Zack begged his lover, taking a firm grip of Brian's hair and for once, pulling him hard enough to pull him back up to him. Brian could tell, Zack seriously wasn't joking about the foreplay tonight. He nodded a quick and simple one time, parting Zack's legs with his own knee and raising the rhythm guitarists lower back, placing himself at his entrance and starting to slide into him with ease. A great thing about vampires, they could take so much more pain than a human... and it turned into so much more pleasure.
The screams of ecstasy filled the air, from both of them. Brian's motto was always the faster and harder the better, but after several minutes, Zack knew he was getting close to his release, so he slowed Brian down... grabbing his arms and digging his nails in, gazing up at him with such a intensity.. When Brian actually slowed, Zack draped an arm around Brian's neck, lightly playing with his hair. Brian smiled a bit, gazing right back into the younger vampires eyes and slowly lent down some, catching his lips in a soft kiss.
"I love you," Zack whispered, knowing it would earn no response. It never did. Sometimes Brian would say thank you, sometimes Brian would say, "You know I do." Sometimes, Brian would just go back to fucking him as hard as he possibly could... because Brian never thought, he'd truly be able to say those words in return and Zack, he never thought Brian would be able to either... but sometimes, Brian could surprise you.
"I love you, too." Brian said at last in a bit of a groan as he grabbed Zack's hands in his and pinned them to the bed, his head right against Zack's head, their cheeks pressed together as he started to cum rather hard inside of his, lover. Feeling Brian start to cum, well, it set Zacky off as well; the two lovers sharing what could honestly be described as the most intimate moment they'd ever had together.
After cumming within Zack for what felt like an eternity, Brian slowly started to pull out...Zack of course expected him to pull away, to immediately go out on a hunt because of using up so much energy... but Brian yet again surprised him, by nuzzling into his neck, licking at the bite marks gently, making an almost cooing sound.
"You stood up to me and showed me that I was living in the past and not in the present with you, where I should have been living." Brian whispered and pulled back, gazing down at Zack. Zack was blushing just a bit, being able to from the little human blood left in him. Brian lent in and kissed the red tinted cheeks of his lover, "I'm going to miss you being able to do that." Brian admitted, which just caused Zack to blush heavier.
"I-I'm glad I stood up to you.... I never thought you'd say these things to me.." Zack whispered and clutched Brian tightly, even then he wasn't expecting to be held back just as tightly...but yet again, Brian surprised him and clutched him back with the same force....
Zack was at last, holding onto Brian like he held onto love. Brian was at last loving Zack, like he loved the sun outside, the one thing that still sometimes made him feel...human. They finally, both, had what they had always wanted.
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