The Ugly Side of Me Is Strong

Well this is the last chapter of this story. It is a little long. Lol. But i hope that you enjoy this.:)

Cat’s POV

Darkness. I couldn’t see anything, only darkness. The small glimpse of hope I once had for this to all be a dream was long gone now. Brian’s face was still in my thoughts. I had no idea where I was, or if I was even anywhere if that was possible but his smile burned in my mind; the way he looked at me, the way he made me feel. I never wanted to admit it to myself before because I was scared, but his smile made me weak at the knees and I felt like I could explode any minute if he looked at me for long enough with pure excitement.
I loved him, I realize that now. But now nothing would come of it. Sadly, the thought of where I was going didn’t bother me. Only the thought of never looking into his eyes again killed me.
I would never just lay with him again in the quiet, our bodies tangled together, not talking, not doing anything, just being still and enjoying being next to each other. I loved that the most. I think that’s when you know you really love someone is when you can just sit and say nothing and just be.
Then it struck me…not my thoughts but the sound of heavy breathing. Was that me? No, I was dead, it couldn’t be. The breathing continued and I got a little more annoyed because I really couldn’t tell where it was coming from.
From somewhere around me I could feel a presence. I wasn’t sure who it was but it was familiar and very comforting.
With a sudden jolt, my eyes shot open. What I saw around me was amazing. I could see everything. The texture of the old ceilings, the soft light of the lamp beside me was so clear. The smell of him…
With that thought my eyes shot to the person sitting beside me. He smiled softly at me. I had never seen anything more beautiful in my life. Slowly sitting up from the soft material of the bed and just gazed at his face. He scooted a little closer to me. I could now see the smallest details of his face that I couldn’t make out before. There were small scars on his face, probably from fighting when he was younger I assumed. His hair, a richer brown color and his eyes were as deep and dark as ever.
“Hi baby.” He spoke softly.
God his voice! It was always sexy but now…I don’t know what it was but it made me want to melt. Then he placed his hand on my leg. I was for sure melted now.
“How do you feel?” he spoke again.
“Uhm, I don’t know…” I trailed off, fully then realizing I was speaking. I sounded different somehow, I noticed, looking down at my hands and the rest of me.
“Do you know what happened?”
I thought about it for a second then looked back to him.
“You were turned.”
“I was?” I gasped, my hand going to my mouth feeling my teeth.
Feeling around my gums, out popped two sharp teeth.
Brian chuckled softly at me.
“You’re so beautiful.” He whispered, taking my face in his hands.
I just smiled and closed my eyes at the feeling of his hands that I thought I lost.
“I love you.” He murmured against my cheek.
My breath hitched as he pulled away to look me in the eyes.
“I do.” He smiled.
“I love you, too.” I grinned in return.
He slowly leaned forward and met his lips to mine. Pulling away, I buried my head into his chest and breathed in the scent of him deeply, like I was never going to smell it again. It was more prominent now; a dark earth scent.
“Please don’t leave me again.”
I looked up at his face into his eyes wondering why he would say that. I was here. Then I remembered.
“Oh…” I trailed off.
“Do you remember anything at all that happened?”
“Barely. It’s all really fuzzy. Do you?”
He nodded.
“Tell me. Did you turn me?”
I was really hoping he did but I knew somewhere subconsciously some where he didn’t.
“He did.”
“He who?”
“Your grandfather…”
“Oh….i think I remember it happening but I couldn’t see the face.”
“I’m sorry, I should of never let any of this happen. You didn’t even have a choice…” he trailed off, looking away.
“I don’t care. I’m with you and it doesn’t matter.”
His chocolate eyes met mine, filled with some emotion I couldn’t make out. Hurt? Anger? Sadness?
“I just wish you would have had a choice unlike me. I wanted different for you, you deserved better than the way it happened and I’m sorry I couldn’t stop it.”
His words surprised me. From what I remember there really was nothing he could have done to stop any of this from happening. He was on the verge of dying himself.
Remembering he almost had died, I put my hand to his chest.
“You didn’t…what happened? Is he dead?” I asked.
He sighed.
“Johnny pulled the wooden piece from my chest. Matt and Zack took out Michael, burned his body outside.”
I nodded slowly that I understood.
“After he staked me, and…through you against the wall, guards stormed in, a few of our friends too. Most of the guards were taken out. He broke away in enough time to bite you.”
Michael’s bite was painful, not like what I remembered Brian’s being.
“But you’re ok now and nothing is going to happen, I promise.” He said, scooping me into his arms.
My arms snaked tightly around his back and I once again buried my face into him breathing him in. His head was sunk into my neck doing the same thing. I tried not to smile but I couldn’t help it.
“I love you,” I said into his chest.
He pulled away smiling.
“I love you too, baby.”
My lips were met with his again, this time a little rougher. To my surprise I could handle his strength now and I could tell he wasn’t holding back anymore. Before I knew, I was pinned underneath him, his lips fiercely attacking mine, and then trailing down my jaw to my neck.
Then need for it hit me like a two ton truck. I could smell it so strongly. It was his blood. I quickly pushed him off of me. My breath was coming in short bursts because my throat was on fire.
“Come on.” He smirked, grabbing my arm and leading me through the house quickly. Things were a blur past us he took me outside and further and further away from the house. I thought I heard people around the house but I didn’t know who any of them were. They must have been the other friends Brian had been talking about.
We came to a sudden stop in an alleyway in the city. Looking at him, I understood what I had to do; eat someone, well drink them…
“Go on.” Brian urged me, as I saw a tall man walking past the end of the alley talking on his cell phone.
He was yelling at someone and I could faintly hear the sobs of a woman on the other end.
“Bitch, I told you to…” And that was the last thing he got out before I quickly grabbed the hem of his shirt and through him up against the brick wall of the building next to me.
“What the fuck?” the man hollered.
He looked like your typical asshole, tough guy type but as soon as I caught a better whiff of his blood pumping in the large vein in his neck, I bared my teeth and his face changed quickly. Going from your typical abusive prick to a scared little boy in about two seconds.
Brian chuckled loudly behind me.
“Hasn’t anyone ever taught you how to talk to a lady?” I seethed.
Not only for the way he was talking to whoever it was on the other end of the phone but I felt like I was ready to rip his throat out from pure need of the blood rapidly pumping through him.
I couldn’t take it anymore. Teeth bare, I went in full force to his throat causing him to cry out for a few seconds until his body went limp and fell to the ground. As I swallowed the rich liquid, the burning in my throat had dulled down and I finally felt relief.
“Better?” Brian smirked, slowly walking over to me and brushing hair out of my face and behind me ear.
I nodded, smiling.
“I’m not gonna lie, that was pretty hot.”
“Oh shut up.” I laughed a loud, playfully smacking him in the chest.
“Are you good or do you want some more?”
“I think I’m ok right now.”
His arm snaked around my waist as he led me away from the alley, down the street.
“Race ya!” he hollered, letting go of me and racing ahead of me.
I followed his lead and chased after him. It wasn’t long until I caught up and inched past him. He was fast I give him that but I was slowly getting ahead of him.
Finally we made it back to the house. I beat him by the fraction of a second. Amazingly I wasn’t out of breath and I never broke a sweat. I could get used to this.
“You realize I let you win, right?” Brian joked, putting his arm around my waist again.
“Whatever.” I laughed.
We entered the house which was surprisingly quiet.
“Where is everyone?”
“They must have left. I did tell Mikey to take Sam and your mother away from the house for a while. They really don’t need to be around you right now.”
“Why?”
“This is all new to you. I just didn’t want to expose too much to you at once.”
“Oh.”
“Come on, you need to get cleaned up.”
I was suddenly very aware of my appearance and looked down at myself. There was dirt and crud all over me, along with dried blood on my shirt which was a mixture of both mine and my little snack from not long ago.
Brian led me upstairs to his room and shut the door behind us. Going over to the dresser and grabbing the clothes on top of it he looked back at me.
“I asked Sam to get you some clothes from your apartment. Thought you might want something clean.” He smiled.
“Thank you.” I smiled back, taking the clothes from him.
I stepped into the bathroom, stripping the dirty clothes off of myself and stepping into the shower. As I washed my knotty hair, I wondered if things were going to be different between Brian and me now. Everything so far has been pretty much the same way it had been before all the crap with my grandfather started. Now we had the chance to get to know each other even more. And a lot of time to do it.
After finishing my shower, I stepped out and wrapped a towel around myself. Wiping the steam from the mirror, I looked at myself. I looked the same but somehow a little different. A little more polished maybe? Was that even the right word? I couldn’t put my finger on it. I turned to examine myself more closely. Same body, but I seemed to be a little fitter in some parts like my legs and arms. Brian’s footsteps and opening of the door broke me from my thoughts.
“Can’t sneak up on me anymore.” I giggled.
He smirked, leaning against the doorway; his eyes roaming up and down my body.
“What?” I smiled.
A toothy grin broke on his face before he attacked me against the wall.
A loud laugh erupted from my mouth as he held me there with my arms above my head. His eyes were focused on mine until the last second before out lips met. Moaning into his mouth set him off. My legs were instantly wrapped around his waist and I could feel him growing between my legs.
In a flash we were on the bed. I was pinned underneath him again with my arms out to my sides. His lips trailed down my jaw once again and to my neck where he bit me lightly causing me to squirm a little. I was flipped over on top of him, now sitting on the hard member between my legs that roughly he rubbed against me. Another moan escaped my lips as he bit my neck again, a little more roughly this time. The towel was ripped of me quickly and I quickly pulled him up to rip the t shirt right off him. When that was gone I started working on his jeans as he kissed me roughly and his tongue played with mine. The pants were finally unbuttoned and he pushed me over to lie on the bed as he took them off.
With no warning whatsoever he slammed into me with such force I thought I heard the bed crack. I really wanted to laugh but I couldn’t get a word out as he slammed into me over and over again. I wrapped my already jelly like legs around him and locked them around his back so he wouldn’t go anywhere. He wasn’t holding back and I freaking loved every second of it, I’m not gonna lie. I thought the only couple of times I did it as a human were great but nothing compared to this.
Moan after moan escaped my mouth as he continued this rough pace. Growls erupted from his chest into my ear when I dug my nails deeper into his back breaking the skin.
I suddenly felt myself tighten around him. Tighter and tighter until I exploded. The second I did he bit into my neck, causing a jolt of pleasure to rock through me again. My back arched off the bed completely into his chest and making my legs shake violently around him as he came with a loud grunt.
He gathered himself and looked down at me. I was still trying to recover.
“I love you.” He whispered.
“I love you too.”
He lay down beside me facing me. I rolled over to face him and wrapped my arm around his waist moving closer to him and laid my head against his chest. As his arms wrapped around me.
“I could get used to this.” He spoke quietly.
“Me too.”
I moved my head to look at him and his eyes were closed but opened when he noticed I had moved.
He smiled widely at me.
“I love you so much.”
I smiled up at him, loving the way that sounded when he said it.
“I love you too.”
“Don’t ever leave me.”
“I think you’re stuck with me now.” I smiled.
“Yeah, I thought so.” He laughed.
“Don’t ever leave me either.”
“Never, babe.” He grinned at me.
“You are mine forever, I promise you that.”
“I like the sound of that.” I smiled, giddily as my lips met his.

Notes

Well this is the end of the story. There may possibly be a sequeal to this in the future but i'm not really sure yet. But thank you to all of you that read, subscribed, voted and commented. It really means a lot to me that people enjoyed this. Thank you sooo much! Love to you all!!!!<33