Angels Cry When Planets Collide
New Day, Same Old Shit
"Michelle I love you please don't do this"
" i'm sorry Brian i just cant do this with you anymore i love Kevin, Brian and he loves me were happy together!"
"so where we Michelle I loved you, we were married happened"
"Brian i never loved you!"
Those words that's what broke me, ever since she told me this I haven't slept well, ate much or seen anyone and that was a month ago, sure i see the guys still but not as much as i used to and there starting to pick up on that and try and get me out more to 'meet another woman' but it's no use the only woman i loved walked away from me with a fucking representative from Warner Bros. My days now consist of sleeping, drinking (alone), throwing up, and watching cheap gory horror movies. I haven't been to a bar in weeks, the last time i did i thew up over some girls cleavage... apparently, i don't even remember it. But i have decided tonight i will go out and i will socialize (to the best of my depressed abilities).
"Hey Matt"
"Hey urite man, I thought you had forgotten about us since the last time we saw eachother was when you threw up over 'jasmine' (yeah like that's her real name) "
"hahaahhaha yeah man, so i was wondering are you guys busy tonight"
"Oh shit sorry man we are having a couples night in Johnny, Arin, Zacky and their other halves are coming over but your welcome to join us"
If Matt thinks i want to spend the evening hearing about how good their lives are with there 'other halves he's got another thing coming.
"nah Matt I'll think I'll pass"
"ok that's cool but tomorrow give me a call and we can do something"
"ok matt bye"
FUCK!!!!, great another night watching 'Texas Chainsaw Massacre 7, Why Won't It Just End' actually do you know what fuck it, i'm going out yep thats right you heard me I Brian Elwin Haner is going outside to a bar on his own!!
" i'm sorry Brian i just cant do this with you anymore i love Kevin, Brian and he loves me were happy together!"
"so where we Michelle I loved you, we were married happened"
"Brian i never loved you!"
Those words that's what broke me, ever since she told me this I haven't slept well, ate much or seen anyone and that was a month ago, sure i see the guys still but not as much as i used to and there starting to pick up on that and try and get me out more to 'meet another woman' but it's no use the only woman i loved walked away from me with a fucking representative from Warner Bros. My days now consist of sleeping, drinking (alone), throwing up, and watching cheap gory horror movies. I haven't been to a bar in weeks, the last time i did i thew up over some girls cleavage... apparently, i don't even remember it. But i have decided tonight i will go out and i will socialize (to the best of my depressed abilities).
"Hey Matt"
"Hey urite man, I thought you had forgotten about us since the last time we saw eachother was when you threw up over 'jasmine' (yeah like that's her real name) "
"hahaahhaha yeah man, so i was wondering are you guys busy tonight"
"Oh shit sorry man we are having a couples night in Johnny, Arin, Zacky and their other halves are coming over but your welcome to join us"
If Matt thinks i want to spend the evening hearing about how good their lives are with there 'other halves he's got another thing coming.
"nah Matt I'll think I'll pass"
"ok that's cool but tomorrow give me a call and we can do something"
"ok matt bye"
FUCK!!!!, great another night watching 'Texas Chainsaw Massacre 7, Why Won't It Just End' actually do you know what fuck it, i'm going out yep thats right you heard me I Brian Elwin Haner is going outside to a bar on his own!!
10/11/13