A Little Piece Of Heaven

**** Syn/Brian’s P.OV. ****
I walked on the tour bus. Forget this. I am so done. We can’t get Phe . Not until after tour which ends in 3 months. I can’t go that long with-BRIAN! She’s 14! You barely even know her! I climbed in my bunk shutting the curtain. I laid down trying to think of other things. How messed up I can get on tour. YEAH! I get to party after every venue which is almost every night. I smirked. I got out of my bunk going to the “main room” where everyone else was. I saw Zacky looking down messing with his hands. That’s weird. Zacky’s usually pumped about tour. I walked up to him. I felt a hand on my shoulder right before I was getting ready to speak. I turn around to see Matt. He mouthed “No, he needs to be alone.” I nodded my head and walked back to the very back of the bus. Jimmy was there yelling at the T.V. “YOU BASTARD! HOW COULD YOU?!?!” he yelled as Johnny killed him in Battlefield. I laughed as he proceeded to tackle Johnny on the floor. “Jimmy STOP!” Johnny yelled and kicked Jimmy. I tried not to laugh as I pulled the two apart. “Alright, alright, ladies, calm yourselves.” They settled down and sat down on the couch. Matt appeared in the doorway. “Hey, I know you are all depressed about Phe, but we have a show in an hour and fans to watch us!” Matt turned on the T.V. with Guitar Hero showing up. “Now Gates-guitar, Vengeance-Guitar, Christ-Bass, and Rev-Get on the DAMN DRUMS AND BAND EM!” I got the guitar off its stand and pressed the wireless button. Matt went through the song list and randomly picked a song. The irony that “Beast and the Harlot” comes on. Zacky started up the song and I soon joined. Shads opening scream started and the next thing I know the song is over. We played until we got to the venue. I already had a buzz going and so did everyone else but Shads. The Rev was losing it. He was jumping up and down (more than usual) spilling the beer he had in his hand. We got off the bus, hearing the roar of the fans. I spotted some really hot chicks out there. Big boobs, nice ass maybe that will help me get over Phoenix. We make it inside, going directly to our dressing rooms

****Zacky’s P.O.V.****
My heart just wasn’t into it. I was not ready for the show as much as everyone else is pumped up for it. I can’t stop thinking about Phe. I saw Bri checking out other girls as we went in. He’s such a pig. I need her. She’s perfect. We were all sitting in our dressing rooms. I look around and see Syn doing his theatrical make-up, Jimmy putting eyeliner and white make-up, Shads doing the same. Johnny, well he was getting frustrated with his Mohawk. Apparently, it was leaning to the left and not getting straight, I just blame his short arms and well-whole body? I laughed out loud at my own thought. They all turned around and looked at me. “What?” I spoke as if I had not said anything. “You just randomly started laughing at nothing.” “Oh, sorry just-““YEA, ONLY I CAN GET AWAY WITH THAT!” yelled Jimmy. “Sorry dude.” That seemed to quiet them down. They all went back to their own thing. I slowly got off my chair and went to put my make-up for the night. Just my usual thing, red eye-shadow and eyeliner, I did that quickly and grabbed by guitar. I smiled down at it, this is my baby right here. This guitar. It has gotten me out of everything. When I’m depressed this is what I do. I strum random chords, easy ones that I never use for songs. E minor, to C, and Dsus, I just repeat it slowly. I was in my own world. I have no idea how long I had been doing that. I felt an arm on me scooting me away. I turned around and saw Syn pulling me. We were out of our dressing room into the hallway. “What the fuck Brian?” “Hey, what is wrong with you? You were fine on the bus, and ever since we got here you have been super bi-polar.” He was about 6 inches from my face. “Nothing is wrong. Just tired.” He gave me a look like he knows I am lying. “Bullshit, Vengeance. I know you better than that. Now tell me or I will shove your guitar so far up your ass.” I looked down realizing I still had my guitar draped around my neck. “Syn, just lay off okay? Stop acting like you know everything in the fucking world alright? Now nothing is fucking wrong now, leave me the fuck alone!” I pushed him away and started walking down the hallway. We have roughly 30 minutes till the show. I turned back to see Brian going back into the dressing room. Thank fucking Jesus. I walked around the corner and sat against the wall. I am so done with this I can’t keep pushing everyone away. Phoenix is only 14! You are in your 20’s! Gah, I just need to get over it. I’ll just do what I always do. I got off the floor, carefully walked with my guitar. I walked to the door and busted in “Let’s get wasted!”

***Next Morning***
I woke up with a throbbing headache. I felt dizzy and weak. The last thing I remember is yelling about getting wasted. I looked around and saw that I was in fact on the tour bus. That’s good I guess, I turned over in my small bunk to be met with another face. A face of a girl about 20/21 was sleeping next to, I had no idea is she was clothed or not. I immediately face-palm, did I really sleep with a chick? Was I that drunk? I slowly got out of bed. I looked in Brian’s bunk and saw him with a girl too. Wait, did we all get laid last night? I looked in Johnny’s. Matt’s and Jimmy’s, but none of them had any girls. Matt I expected, he has a beautiful Fiancé. Matt was a good guy really. He never cheated on Val; he always stayed sober and made sure everyone stayed out of trouble. Hell, he stopped me from jumping out of a hotel window. I left the bunk area and went to sit on the couch in the main room. God, I can’t just keep drinking my problems away, then again who will stop me? Exactly, no one will. I heard footsteps and then the door open, Brian walked out. His hair was a mess; make-up smudged all down his face, his hair was sticking up everywhere. He came and sat on the couch next to me. “Zack, what actually happened last night?” I looked at him and laughed, “yes, expect me to know when I got just as fucked up as you!” I stopped laughing quickly as my headache hurt more. “I just remember after the show us getting some hot ass twins.” Oh that must be why me and him got laid. “Oh, I don’t remember shit from last night, not even playing dude.” He gave me a look like ‘Are you serious?’. “Dude, that show kicked ass last night, best one we have had all tour.” “You’re kidding me right? God fuck this.” Brian laughed a little and went to the back of the bus I am guessing. I laid on my back, staring at the ceiling. I felt dizzy and nauseous anyways. Soon enough the darkness of sleep consumed me once again, but this time It felt different.

Notes

Hey guys! Sorry it has been so long, my computer crashed and i haven't had time to do it on my desktop. BUT HERE IT IS! Comments are always welcome!