Then I Will Grant You A Chance.

Vanessa's POV*
3 weeks later*

Since I've been back at work things have been going great! A talent scout came in to the center and heard me playing the guitar for my class. He told me I have potential and that I should give him a call. I did that the next day and he asked me if I wrote any of my own songs. I told him I've written a couple. So he told me come into his studio and see how it sounds. My dreams were starting to come true. As soon as I get back from Florida I get to go into the studio.

Things between me and Zacky were going just as great too. He calls me almost every hour on the hour just to make sure I'm okay and I actually answer every call he makes. I can tell he's still worried about Jason but I haven't seen Jason at all. Actually, everything has been rather normal. I'm not even staying at Val's anymore. I stayed for a week at most but became homesick.

Today I was left to close up the center. We only had about 15 minutes left till closing so I was starting to clean up things a bit that way I don't have to stay out longer than need be. I was almost finished when someone came in through the door.

"Listen theres only like 5 minutes left and then we are closed. You're going to have to come back tomorrow." I said but when I saw who I was talking too, I ended up dropping the guitar books I was holding.

"Vanessa. Don't scream or yell I just wanted to talk to you for a second." Jason said.

"I'm pretty sure my boyfriend told you he would beat your ass." I tried threatening him.

"I know but I needed to come apologize to you." he began saying. "It was wrong of me to come around and demand that you be back with me. I came here to apologize to you, not ruin your life again. I missed you Vanessa. I spent along time thinking about all the fucked up things I did to you."

I put up my hand to him, telling him to stop. It was bullshit to me.

"No, you need to hear this and I need to tell it. I would give anything to be with you again. If its a baby you want, lets have one. If its something else, I'll get it. I'll do whatever it takes." he pleaded. "I know you're with someone now but I would be better to you if given the chance."

He looked genuine about it, but I've fallen for that bit before. How could I even believe anything he says.

"Listen I'm with Zack now. You had a chance and you blew it. I'm happy with him. I'm not scared anymore. Now just leave me alone okay?" I said.

After hearing that he walked away. I could tell his pride was hurt but it'll never compare to the hurt he caused me. Ever.

As I was leaving the center Val began to call me. So I picked up.

"So tomorrow we leave to see the guys. Why don't you come to Chelle's house and we can pre-party? All the girls are here too." She said very loudly. I could hear some chattering in the background too.

"I'll be there in 15 minutes." I replied.

I needed a drink or two after seeing Jason again. At least this time he wasn't all creepy. When I finally arrived at Michelle's house I noticed another car I haven't seen before. Did someone buy a new one or is there someone else here too? I parked my car and looked for my make up bag. I could feel my eyeliner smudged under my eyes so I needed to fix it up a bit. Once I finished I headed up to the door. As soon as I was about to knock the door opened. To my surprise Gena was there.

"Oh hey Nessa, right?" she said.

"Yeah thats me. Hi." I responded.

She was smiling at me but you could smell the attitude perfume she was wearing if you catch my drift. I entered the house and went to find the girls.

"Nessa!" they all yelled in unison.

"Hey guys! So wheres the alcohol?" I laughed.

As Val started pouring me a long island iced tea Gena came back into the house. She was holding up a little gift bag with wine in it. She also shot me a few dirty looks but I tried to ignore them. I did nothing wrong to her and she was just a plain bitch to me. Who invited her anyways? She threw off my mood even more than Jason.

I took a sip of my tea and instantly started feeling sick. So I ran to the closest bathroom. I'd been fine all day so I don't understand why that little sip made want to throw up. It was only a little but I was throwing up alot. The acids were burning the back of my throat.

Val came and brought me water to soothe my throat. "Hey you okay Nessa?"

"Yeah, I'm just feeling a little sick. I don't even know why."

"Maybe you're getting your period?" she asked.

"Actually I'm a week late."

Notes

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