Erin's P.O.V

Why was this happening to me? Why were there still things that I didn't know even after dying? And why in the hell does Papa Gates want me so fucking badly!

I sat there with my head over the toilet disgusted by the thought of Papa Gates being with me. And to tell me that I am fair game since I am not bound to Zack! UGH! I washed my mouth out and went back into the living room.

"I will never be your Queen Papa Gates and you will never have my soul; now you have five minutes to tell me about my father before I throw you out of this house myself" I said folding my arms across my chest.

"May I sit down?" Papa Gates asked and I just nodded. We all sat down after that and waited; my mother seemed nervous which confused me a little bit.

"Maria no need to feel worried; I am sure Erin deserves to know about her father" Papa Gates said. I was so frustrated.

"Get to the fucking point! I just want to know about him so speed it the fuck up cause I have shit to do today!" I said almost yelling out of exasperation.

"Alright calm down; you smart mouth girl; your father worked with me. He was my boss; he ruled down there until I found out that he had you and he ran off with your mother. Dumb mistake might I add; He was so strong and a great ruler but I soon found out that he was so fucking weak when he gave his life for you" He said getting really upset. I was royally pissed off now.

"You; me. OUTSIDE NOW" I said to Papa Gates picking him up by the collar and dragging him outside.

"Everyone else just stay inside" I said making them stop. I walked out and dropped him from my grip.

"Why in the fuck can't you just leave me the hell alone and stay out of my life! You have done nothing but make my life a living fucking hell!" I yelled. I was so sick and tired of him and his stupid games. I really just want him to go the hell away.

"I told you that I want you and your fucking soul and that is exactly what I am going to get! I will have your powers and your sweet little body next to me ruling down there and there is nothing that you can do to stop me!" He yelled coming closer to me.

"Well I am sorry but I am gagging over the thought of the two of us ruling together or even standing this close to you! My powers are mine and I fucking love Zack so why don't you just go and find yourself a different Queen because I am so fucking done with this shit you greedy demonic asshole!" I yelled and he grabbed at my arm and I just gave him an evil glare.

"See now you are showing the side that from your father!" He yelled and I slapped him and then tried to control my anger. I was getting way too mad about this.

"Will you please just fucking leave before I kill you! You are driving me insane and telling me all of these things when I haven't even learned everything about myself! I am in a new relationship and I have already died once and I just want to get thing right god damnit!" I yelled and then I knew that there was no hope of me calming down. Zack ran outside with my mom and Hayley. I am sure that he was getting overwhelmed by the amount of anger I felt.

"Come down with me Erin and we will work this out! You learn to love me and we will do this together!" Papa Gates persisted.

"Oh my god do you really not get the picture when I tell you that I am not going to be your Queen; I will not learn to love you and we will work nothing out together because we are not together and you mean absolutely nothing to me. You are just a pain in my ass that I will be dealing with very soon. Now why don't you just randomly disappear like you usually do" I said getting into his face.

"Ah Erin; your green eyes are burning you better watch that temper of yours before you lose control and do something that you regret." He said touching my cheek. All I could think about was hurting him and how I would do it and before I knew it there was a knife in my right hand and I stabbed Papa Gates making him gasp and pull away from me.

"I will get you Erin; mark my words I will fucking get you. I don't care what I have to do you will be mine!" He called out and then disappeared. I sat there out of breath and unable to comprehend what I had just done. Now he was really going to come after me and right now I wasn't ready in any way. I needed air and space and room to breathe and just cope with the fact that my life is never going to be normal. I ran past everyone and inside and I grabbed my purse and shoved an extra outfit in there and was about to walk out but Zack came in.

"What the hell Erin; you are running off now? Everyone needs you" He said.

"Zack I am so not prepared for this and I just cannot do this; I am so emotionally drained and I just need some air and some room to breathe so I am going to go somewhere for a day and just relax and try and put this all together. I don't want you and the band and all the woman to be drug into this Zack. So I am gonna do this alone" I said and I noticed that he was starting to cry. I could feel him; he was scared and his heart was breaking.

"Zack this has nothing to do with you; I love you and want to be with you. But I also want you to live a happy life and not have to go through this. You don't deserve this; I am so thankful that you saved my life and I will be back in a day or so. You can think and I can think and then we will go from there" I said and kissed him on the cheek and was going to walk away and he pulled me in and kissed me deeply.

"You better come back" He said and I smiled and teleported away....

I just need to be alone...

Notes

Rawr guys sorry it is short but I just wasn't in the zone...
Erin is losing it a little bit isn't she...
She really hates Papa Gates lol