* Zacky's Point Of View *

Right now i don't know how to feel its been 3 weeks, I still haven't talked to my sister ..
It may seem like im being immature but i have my reasons actually two reasons
1. She lied to me and i hate it when people lie to me
2. She hid my baby niece from me my only niece and she hid her from me when i couldve helped with buying stuff.
It's really tense between me and her and i want it to go away but im hurt yes the famous Mr. Vengeance is hurt . Matt and Lilith are awfully close and that bothers me i told him hands off and to stay away .I know he is only helping and you could see it in her eyes she needs it she needs someone to help her with that beautiful baby . You can also see how grateful she is to have him helping. I honestly think they are hiding something but i don't want anymore drama in this house not with Nova in it she doesn't need to be around all of this its not healthy.Yes i care about her she is my niece and i would do anything or her I know it seems i want nothing to do with her but i do i want everything to do with her and i feel like a big asshole about it all but i cant bring myself to talk to her right now.....

Life is one of those things were you want something and you almost get it but then it decides ' hey your life is going to well let me screw that up' What i mean by that is on tour my life was going really well and i thought im going to come home and see my little sister and everything was going to be okay , but instead i came home and saw my little sister has a child and wont tell me who the father is. The thought of Matt possibly being the father has crossed my mind many times iI mean come one you can look at the child and see that its Matt's child she looks exactly like him, but at the same time i think Lilith would tell me that its Matt's child so that's where the doubt comes in. If Matt is the father of that child of course ill be pissed but at the same ill be happy because Matt is an amazing guy, but i just dont want him dating my sister it weird. I wish i could get over that because im not gonna lie Matt is perfect for her and they look really cute together i just don't want them to hide it from me and they are i can feel it......

There was a knock on my door, it was soft so i could tell it was Lilith
"come in" i said and put my down my guitar i. looked and saw Lilith looking down and sitting on my bed with me. You could tell she was crying because not only can you hear it but you can just tell
"Zacky im sorry for not telling you i thought i did whats best i didn't want you guys worrying about me i didn't want it to be like this Zack i miss you and i cant describe how hard it has been " she said her voice breaking and crying even more. I felt a bang in my heart seeing her cry i hated knowing i did this. It''s time to make things right in this house
" Hey sweetheart its okay i was over reacting i was just upset you hid her from me and also you lied to me but its okay please don't cry" As soon as i said this i felt tiny arms wrap around me. I hugged her back holding her close
"Zacky i love you and i never wanna lose you i know im not blood family but i always felt like i was please understand im sorry i hurt you i didn't mean too i never wanted it to end up with us not talking what i did was stupid and foolish and im sorry" she said still crying.I just held her tight and let her cry into my chest. That hug signaled things were okay now everything was going to go back to normal ........

Notes

I know its short but here you guys go c:
I decided it should be in Zacky's point of view because i think you guys should know his feeling towards everything