Love Has No Limits
Crimson Day
*Matt's Point Of View*
The air was warm as i sat on the tour bus waiting to get home by home i mean mine zacky and his little sisters house.His little sister,Lilith, is the most sweetest girl ive ever met but if you mess with her its like a whole new person. She is also so fucking beautiful its not funny,but she is Zacky's younger sister which means she is off limits ....
The saddest part about all of this is that Zacky doesn't know that ive had sex with his sister before. It was a year ago the night before we went on tour. Do i regret it ? no not really because ive always been attracted to her but she is 5 years younger than me i know age is just a number i dont care about that its just its hurts knowing i can never be with her and its all because of her over protective brother Zachary James Baker ...i cant really be mad at him because of the fact he is just being an older brother and if i had a little sister as beautiful as she is i would be the same way.There is alot i know about her then he does i see her pain and her anger at this world for doing what it has to her and i want to be able to take it way i want to be able to hold her and call her mine i wanna show her what love is ....
the bus came to a halt and i saw we were in front of my house i saw Lilith's black 1967 Chevy Nova ...yes she is home that means i get to see my beautiful girl i mean no i meant that she is beautiful although she may not be mine i wish she was hopefully one day she will be
I stepped out of the bus right next to Zacky he smiled and looked at me i did the polite thing and smiled back i went inside to find Lilith sleeping on the couch i looked around and saw baby stuff i looked at Zacky confused he looked confused as well this is strange does she have a kid ?? when did this happen??
"Zacky does she have a kid" i asked being quiet so i don't wake wake Lilith up
"Matt I don't know...but how ?? and she would've told me " he said looking around
"she would of told all of us " i said and walked up to my room
I got to my room and put everything away that took about an hour and half i heard yelling so i walked downstairs,to find Zacky and Lilith arguing
"why the hell didn't you tell me you had a kid" Zacky yelled at her
"because i didn't want to worry you with you being on tour and stuff" she yelled back you could tell she was mad because she was actually yelling. i grimaced and listened in
"you could tell me anything and you know that ! if you forgot im your older brother i need to know this shit" he yelled getting in her face
"no Zacky you don't need to know this its my life i live the way i want too you cant control me or my life !" she yelled and stormed out of the kitchen she bumped into me she glared and went up to her room wow that was an intense glare wonder what that was about ? i rolled my eyes and went back up to my room i passed by Lilith's room i knocked on the door she opened it with a small baby in her arms
"can i come in"i asked feeling bad about the fight with her and Zack also i wanted to see her beautiful face.
"yea"she whispered and went and sat on her bed
i followed and sat in her desk chair i looked around her room and saw a crib a small dresser bottles and stuff well of course she has kid now you idiot
"why did you wanna come in "she asked making faces at the adorable baby in her arms
"i just felt bad about what happened between you and Zack" i said being only half honest.
"oh its fine" she said i could tell there was more because of the way she looked you could see it in her eyes they were filled with hurt but at the same time they twinkled as she stared at the little bundle of joy in her arms.
"whats her name" i asked after a little bit of an awkward silence
"Nova" she said and fed her a bottle
"how old is she " i asked sudden curiosity washing over me
"2 months" she said looking at me a look of hope in her eyes
"who is the father" i asked with a little bit of jealousy
"thats not important "she said and finished feeding baby Nova.I sighed that's all i could really do
"it kinda is because you know what never mind i said and walked out i don't know what it was maybe jealousy but i couldn't take it knowing someone got her pregnant and isn't even with her .i walked into my room and layed down. I hadn't realized how tired i was till my head hit the pillow i put in my headphones and let Metallica take me into my world of dreams .
The air was warm as i sat on the tour bus waiting to get home by home i mean mine zacky and his little sisters house.His little sister,Lilith, is the most sweetest girl ive ever met but if you mess with her its like a whole new person. She is also so fucking beautiful its not funny,but she is Zacky's younger sister which means she is off limits ....
The saddest part about all of this is that Zacky doesn't know that ive had sex with his sister before. It was a year ago the night before we went on tour. Do i regret it ? no not really because ive always been attracted to her but she is 5 years younger than me i know age is just a number i dont care about that its just its hurts knowing i can never be with her and its all because of her over protective brother Zachary James Baker ...i cant really be mad at him because of the fact he is just being an older brother and if i had a little sister as beautiful as she is i would be the same way.There is alot i know about her then he does i see her pain and her anger at this world for doing what it has to her and i want to be able to take it way i want to be able to hold her and call her mine i wanna show her what love is ....
the bus came to a halt and i saw we were in front of my house i saw Lilith's black 1967 Chevy Nova ...yes she is home that means i get to see my beautiful girl i mean no i meant that she is beautiful although she may not be mine i wish she was hopefully one day she will be
I stepped out of the bus right next to Zacky he smiled and looked at me i did the polite thing and smiled back i went inside to find Lilith sleeping on the couch i looked around and saw baby stuff i looked at Zacky confused he looked confused as well this is strange does she have a kid ?? when did this happen??
"Zacky does she have a kid" i asked being quiet so i don't wake wake Lilith up
"Matt I don't know...but how ?? and she would've told me " he said looking around
"she would of told all of us " i said and walked up to my room
I got to my room and put everything away that took about an hour and half i heard yelling so i walked downstairs,to find Zacky and Lilith arguing
"why the hell didn't you tell me you had a kid" Zacky yelled at her
"because i didn't want to worry you with you being on tour and stuff" she yelled back you could tell she was mad because she was actually yelling. i grimaced and listened in
"you could tell me anything and you know that ! if you forgot im your older brother i need to know this shit" he yelled getting in her face
"no Zacky you don't need to know this its my life i live the way i want too you cant control me or my life !" she yelled and stormed out of the kitchen she bumped into me she glared and went up to her room wow that was an intense glare wonder what that was about ? i rolled my eyes and went back up to my room i passed by Lilith's room i knocked on the door she opened it with a small baby in her arms
"can i come in"i asked feeling bad about the fight with her and Zack also i wanted to see her beautiful face.
"yea"she whispered and went and sat on her bed
i followed and sat in her desk chair i looked around her room and saw a crib a small dresser bottles and stuff well of course she has kid now you idiot
"why did you wanna come in "she asked making faces at the adorable baby in her arms
"i just felt bad about what happened between you and Zack" i said being only half honest.
"oh its fine" she said i could tell there was more because of the way she looked you could see it in her eyes they were filled with hurt but at the same time they twinkled as she stared at the little bundle of joy in her arms.
"whats her name" i asked after a little bit of an awkward silence
"Nova" she said and fed her a bottle
"how old is she " i asked sudden curiosity washing over me
"2 months" she said looking at me a look of hope in her eyes
"who is the father" i asked with a little bit of jealousy
"thats not important "she said and finished feeding baby Nova.I sighed that's all i could really do
"it kinda is because you know what never mind i said and walked out i don't know what it was maybe jealousy but i couldn't take it knowing someone got her pregnant and isn't even with her .i walked into my room and layed down. I hadn't realized how tired i was till my head hit the pillow i put in my headphones and let Metallica take me into my world of dreams .
yus of course i was planning that cx
9/28/13