I woke up the next day to a text from Matt saying,

Good Morning my beautiful Morgan, I hope you have a good day. I'm counting down the day's 'til thanksgiving ;)

A smile grew across my face as I read it. I love him so much. I forced myself out of bed and noticed Josie was already up and dressed. She is the last person I want to talk to.

"Good morning" She greeted me with an odd grin.

I just ignored her and went to the bathroom to get ready for the day. I put on a pair of black jeans, doc martens and an old shirt I had with an anarchy symbol on it. When I had finished I walked back into my room. Josie was still sitting on her bed, staring at me. I tried my best to ignore her but I wanted to pounce at her and make her realize she messed with the wrong person.

"You look tough" She commented.

"Okay" I spat at her.

"Well i'm just saying, with your anarchy shirt and-" She said sarcastically before I cut her off.
"Can you just shut the fuck up and stay out of my life, you've done enough damage" I growled at here before walking out the door and slamming it loudly behind me.

I swear every time I try to become friends with someone it always comes back to bite me in the ass. I walked down the flights of stairs. I pulled out my phone to call Brian, but as I pushed the door that lead to the outside I noticed Brian leaning up against the brick wall smoking a cigarette. I watched him for a second before heading over. He's very attractive. His chiseled jaw line, his spiked hair. The way he tilted his head back slightly to let out the smoke, the expressions he had, always looking so serious. I snapped myself out of my thoughts and walked over to him.

"How long have you been here?" I asked.

"A couple minutes, I was gunna call but then… i don't know"

"You didn't"

We both laughed slightly at the comment.

"So what are we doing today?" He asked me.

"I don't know" I shrugged my shoulders as I leaned up against the brick wall.

"Oh hey Josie" Brian greeted her, which made me jump. She was out here? I just wanted to get away from her. I lowered my eyes and pretended like I didn't see her.

"Hey Brian, I hope you know your little girlfriend here is cheating on you with your bandmate" She smiled.

"What? Morgan and I-"

"Don't say I didn't warn you" She laughed as she walked off.

I sighed loudly.

"What was that all about?" Brian asked me with a confused look on his face.

"Come on, I'll explain" I said as I grabbed his arm and pulled him. We walked down the street a little ways until we got to a coffee shop I went to often. We went in and sat down at a table.

"So Josie think's were dating?" Brian laughed.

"Yup, and she thinks I'm cheating on you with Matt" I rolled my eyes.

"Wow" Brian mouthed.

"She also started three rumors and now your fan base thinks i'm cheating on you, matt and I'm in a threesome with you guys" I rested my face in my hands.

"Does Matt know?" Brian questioned.

"Yeah" I sighed, "it's just so annoying, ya know?"

"Yeah" Brian sighed.

"Every time I become friends with someone something like this always happens to me" I mused.

"Well, I know it's not much but you'll always have me. I'm not going anywhere" Brian smiled sympathetically, reaching his hand out and holding my arm.

"Thank you" I laughed.

"So what about you and Matt?" Brian changed the subject.

"What about us?" I asked, not sure what he wanted to know.

"Well, I talked to Matt this morning and he sounded happier than he's sounded in a month" Brian explained.

"Well, we semi-made up last night" I said shyly, as my cheeks started to get red.

"Semi?" Brian smirked.

"Semi, I texted him, then we talked on the phone." I smiled.

"I'm happy for you guys" Brian said happily with an underlying tone of sadness in his voice. I felt bad, I was somewhat torn but I just kept telling myself that I would have to see how things with Matt and I go, because anything is possible.

"I mean we didn't make up yet…" I sighed.

"But you practically made up, besides I've never seen two people more in love that you and Matt" Brian said in a happier tone.

I felt my face blushing. It was true. Matt is the love of my life. I think of him everyday. He's the one who makes me happy. He's the one who I could tell anything too.

Brian and I talked for a little longer before finally leaving. We headed to his hotel. When we got to his room I plopped myself down on the bed and he laid down next to me before pulling his guitar out.

"You brought your guitar?" I said somewhat surprised.

"Of course, I don't go anywhere without this thing" He laughed, as he played some chords. I listened to him, watching how his fingers swiftly moved over the strings, "You play don't you?"
I nodded my head shyly as he handed me his guitar. I never liked playing in front of people but I gave in, because my urge to play was so great. I began strumming out some chords before beginning to play Bat Country. I stopped after a couple seconds and looked up at Brian who was staring at me.

"You're actually really good" He smiled as he leaned in closer to me.

"Not as good as you" I smirked.

"No, but you're still pretty impressive" He smirked, I could feel his breath on my neck. Before I knew it we were face to face and I was staring into his dark brown eyes as my heart began to race. He slowly pressed his lips to mine, I didn't pull away, it felt too amazing. I moved myself closer to him , as he brought his hands to my face. He brushed then through my hair before pulling me closer to him. I parted my lips slightly as he tongue slipped into my mouth. I pulled away before it could go any farther. I took his guitar off of me and paced around the room.
"Shit" I spoke to myself, "what the hell was that" I yelled slightly at him.

'I'm sorry, I-I don't know" He stuttered.

"That meant nothing, okay, nothing." I reassured him.

"Yeah, okay. It never happened." Brian said nervously, "No one needs to know"

"Right" I sighed.

I sat down on the other bed and stared at the wall across from me. Brian did the same I think, it was awkward. We both just sat there confused as to what had just happened but not regretting a second of it.


***Brian's POV***


I looked at Morgan as she talked. I couldn't get over how beautiful she really was. I listened to her as she spoke about Josie, I couldn't help but feel bad for her. Her life always seemed to take a wrong turn.

"Well, I know it's not much but you'll always have me. I'm not going anywhere" I reassured her, about her friend situation.

"Thank you" She laughed.

"So what about you and Matt?" I changed the subject, curious as to what had happened between them.

"What about us?" Morgan asked, as if nothing had happened.

"Well, I talked to Matt this morning and he sounded happier than he's sounded in a month" I explained.

"Well, we semi-made up last night" She said nervously as her face reddened.

"Semi?" I smirked.

"Semi, I texted him, then we talked on the phone." She smiled.

"I'm happy for you guys" I said as sincere as I could. I wanted Morgan and Matt to get back together, they were a perfect couple, but in my mind I had fantasized that Morgan and I would be getting together instead. I shouldn't have led my mind wander so often. After they broke up I had practically convinced myself that a relationship between us was more than possible. I finally snapped back to reality though and realized it wasn't.

"I mean we didn't make up yet…" She sighed. I felt awful, I didn't want Morgan and Matt to breakup… I felt like such a horrible friend.

"But you practically made up, besides I've never seen two people more in love that you and Matt" I said happily.

Her face started to blush. She was so cute when that happened. She always looked town and pulled her sleeves over her hands.

We talked for a little longer about random things before we finally left and headed back to my hotel room. She laid down on the bed immediately. I sat down on the bed next to her and pulled out my guitar.

"You brought your guitar?" She asked as she sat up and turned towards me.

"Of course, I don't go anywhere without this thing" I laughed, as I played some chords. "You play don't you?"

She nodded as I handed my guitar to her. I didn't let many people play my guitar but I trusted her and I wanted to hear her play. The last time I heard her play was at the cottage and as I remember she was really good, although I might of had one too many drinks in me that night. Morgan shyly sat there with the guitar in her lap before finally playing Bat Country. I watched her contently.

"You're actually really good" I smiled as I leaned closer to me.

"Not as good as you" She smirked, which turned me on.

"No, but you're still pretty impressive" I smirked back, I leaned in close to her as I talked. I brought my face to her's and stared into her dark blue eyes. I had never realized how magnificent they were. I slowly pressed my lips to hers and brought my hands to her face. Her lips felt amazing against mine, my heart was racing. I never wanted this moment to end. I parted her lips slightly and slid my tongue into her mouth, as our kiss deepened. She suddenly pulled away and walked across the room.

"Shit" She spoke "what the hell was that" She yelled slightly at me. I suddenly realized my actions and felt so stupid for what I had done. What the hell was I thinking. I wasn't thinking, that's what it was. I couldn't believe that had just happened.

'I'm sorry, I-I don't know" I stuttered.

"That meant nothing, okay, nothing." Morgan reassured me.

"Yeah, okay. It never happened." I said nervously, "No one needs to know"

"Right" She sighed.

I stayed sitting on the bed as I looked at the wall. She did the same. I didn't know what to say. I didn't even know what just happened, but I didn't regret a second of it. It's the best I had felt in a while.


***Morgan's POV***


"Brian" I mumbled as I walked over to him and sat down next to him"

"Morgan" He muttered.

"What just happened" I sighed.

"I was gonna ask you the same thing" Brian let out a loud sigh as he looked me into my eyes, "Let's just pretend it never happened"

"Brian… I-I don't want to" I admitted.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"I'm not gonna lie to you, I like what just happened between us. I mean, I felt something there…" I gushed. His face lightened up slightly.

"I felt something too" He admitted, "I liked it, but Morgan we can't…."

"What? Be in love?" I finished his sentence for him, "You can't exactly chose who you love… it's just human nature"

Brian sighed at the comment and rubbed his face with his hands, "That's actually very true, but what about you and Matt?"

My heart sank. I couldn't believe I just did this to Matt, but then I realized technically we aren't together. I was so torn.

"I don't know… who know's what will happen between us. I mean if it doesn't work out… maybe it will work out between us..." I sighed.

"So i'm just a rebound?" Brian spat.

"No, I was just with the wrong person all along" I laughed.

Brian shook his head vigorously, "No, Morgan what are you saying!? Listen to yourself"

"I know" I sighed, I could feel tears forming in the back of my throat. Brian wrapped his arm around me, which in hind sight made the matter worse, but for the time being it was comforting.

"We have to pretend this never happened, and put our feelings behind us. I don't want to get in the way of your relationship with Matt. Matt loves you. He never stops talking about you. I can't do this to my best friend and you can't do this to your boyfriend" Brian reassured me.

"Okay, deal" I smiled.

"Friends?" Brian opened his arms.

"Best friends?" I laughed as he hugged me tightly.
"Of course" Brian mumbled into my shoulder.

Notes

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