I looked at Zacky as he walked in. He was angry. I got that vibe off of him, I frowned and nuzzled into Brian more. Brian looked at Zacky, and Zacky glared hard-core at Brian. My eyes widened. Brian stood up slowly and I tried grabbing his hand to stop him, but it never happened. Zacky walked forward to Brian.
I watched it happen in slow motion.
Zacky took a hard hit to Brian's face, then Brian was on the floor with a busted nose. My eyes widened and I quickly went to Brian's aid. I glared at Zacky as I held my hand to Brian's wound. Jimmy was soon in the room.
"What the hell happened?" But it was a rhetorical question because just by looking at Zacky he knew what had happened. My eyes were watery because I was worried about Brian.
Johnny came in the room, and helped with Brian. We got him in the car and he was driving to the hospital. Once we were there he got his nose checked out, and bandaged up. We were soon back home, but no one else was.
Johnny said he was going to the studio and that left Brian and I alone. I looked at him. He was starting to bruise and I felt bad, so I kissed his cheek. He smiled and I smiled back.
"Elise, will you ever talk again?" He asked. I frowned and backed away, shrugging my shoulders. Truthfully I didn't know if I would ever talk again. I don't know if I could. It's been years since I've spoken a word. I wish my voice would come back, I really do, but I don't think it ever will.
I heard Brian sigh as he headed upstairs. I frowned and followed him, he glanced at me, then shook his head. He didn't want me to follow him. I frowned more and turned around, going back down the stairs. I sat on the couch, alone.
I was alone again. I didn't know if Brian really did like me, or he was just saying he did to get me to talk. For some reason, I have a feeling that today, was a one day relationship. My eyes watered and I curled up into a ball.
I was sitting there with Zacky to my left. I stared at him, he looked at me.
"I love you, Zach." I said, with a smile. His eyes widened and his mouth dropped.
"I don't love you. I'm not ready for this. We're over." He said. My whole world seemed to crush down then. My eyes watered.
"B-but..." I whispered out. I barely could talk. My heart seemed to crumble.
"We're over. We'll move on. Bye, Elise." He said then left me, sitting there.
I felt so alone. More alone then I ever will in my life.
I grabbed on to my chest and felt a small beat that wasn't a strong one. It just was a dull thud, that was only there to keep me alive. I wish it would just stop, it'd be so much easier than living on like this.
I wished that Zacky hadn't done what he did, but he did, and now I was going to pay the consequences. I slowly stood up, wiped away the smeared make up and ugly tears, I adjusted my shirt. I then made my way home, very slowly of course.
As I entered my house, I saw the worst thing possible. I saw my parents dead. I saw my baby brother dead too. I screamed, more tears poured out of my eyes and I collapsed on the ground, where broken glass ripped into my knees.
I stood up to look at a picture. It had three faces circled; my mother, my father, and my baby brother, but not mine. I screamed and crumpled the picture. I threw, crumbled, and destroyed every picture in that house, then grabbed some clothes, and headed to the one house I knew was my safe haven. The Sullivan's would always take me under their wing.
As I walked there, the loneliness settled in more and my eyes pricked with tears. Though, those tears never did come out and I knew why they wouldn’t. They wouldn’t because they were dried out and they no longer felt the need to come out. My heart screamed for them to fall, to grieve the pain of my families death, to grieve the heart ache, but my brain decided for it not to.
I knocked quietly on the door. My head was hung down, even though my brain didn't want me to cry, I started to because I didn't know any other way to let the pain out. The door slowly opened.
"Oh! Elise! Wh-what are you doing here?" I heard the startled tone of Mrs. Sullivan. I looked up and she immediately took me into her arms, and closed the door. Mr. Sullivan and Jimmy were soon by me. His sisters weren't there.
Jimmy took me in his arms and took me up to his room. He was always my protector in a way. I relied on him.
"Tell me everything." He spoke softly as was sat on his bed, me on his lap.
"Z-Zacky broke up with me... I said I loved him..." I whimpered and he held me closer. "Then I got home, and m-my..." I couldn't say it. Jimmy tilted my face to him and made me look at him.
"What happened to your family?" He asked.
"They were murdered." I said. I stared at him, and he frowned.
"Guardians?" He asked.
"None were declared."
"Foster home?"
"I didn't call the police, yet."
"I will, stay here." He got up and went down to his kitchen. It was then that I just had my heart taken from me, and a loneliness settle in me.
I felt myself being shaken, and I gasped. I looked straight into Jimmy's blue eyes. I smiled weakly, he frowned. I hated how I changed him into such a serious guy.
"Elise, where is Brian?" I pointed up.
"No, he's not. We just checked." I then shrugged. How the hell was I supposed to know where he was. I was asleep.
"Please, Elise." I again shrugged. I didn't know where he was. Jimmy sighed and asked if I knew where he would be. Well, thinking back, Brian would be at a bar, getting laid, or on the beach.
I grabbed a pen and paper and wrote that down.
"Want to go with me to look for him?" I nodded. I stood up and held up a finger to wait a minute so I could get ready. I raced up to my room to change. I dressed in some faded black shorts with a purple tank top underneath a white tank top with a skull on it. I straightened my hair a bit, and put on my Dr. Martens which were white with cut out roses. I walked down the stairs and Jimmy and I got into his car. We went to the beach first.
Brian wasn't there.
We went to the bar.
Brian wasn't there.
We went to the hotel he was in and went to his room, that he always got.
He was there.
Jimmy knocked, and just then we heard an 'oh shit' and some shuffling around.
Brian answered the door in his boxers just about three minutes later.
My world seemed to crash down again. I glared at Brian and ran out of the hotel, crying.
"Eli wait!" I heard, but it was too late. I was running away again. Just when I didn't think I wouldn't feel anymore alone. I got my heart broken.
Jimmy's PoV-
"Look at what you did!" I screamed at Brian. The girl stood there startled. We were in the room by now. I was pissed off. I looked at the girl and my face curled in disgust. She soon ran out of the room.
"I didn't do fuck." Brian slurred. Great he's drunk. I thought.
"You broke Elise's heart. What did she do to you?" I asked. He looked thoughtful for a moment.
"She wouldn't talk." He said. I groaned.
"Fuck you Brian, you're turning into a Ren or maybe even a Matt." I said and walked out. I heard Brian scream profanities at me that he wasn't anything like Matt or Ren.
I got in my car and started to look for Elise. She wasn't like any of us when we got mad so I really had to keep an eye out for her. First I looked along the beach, but I didn't find her. I looked at the place we found her before, and didn't see her. I went to Johnny's. No luck there. He wasn't even there.
I then called him.
"Yellow?" He shouted over the music. He was at a bar.
"Is Elise with you?" I asked.
"Yea. We're at a bar." He said the obvious. I rolled my eyes and hung up.
I drove to the bar.
Johnny
I watched as Jimmy walked into the bar and spotted us. Elise was slightly buzzed and she was smiley. It was nice to see her with her walls down and her good side out. I smiled at Jimmy, and Jimmy gave Elise a weird look. She smiled at him.
We both knew he couldn't stay mad at her when she was like this so he sat next to us and ordered himself some shots of JD. Elise got really drunk and it was really funny, because she started making sounds. Similar to moans.... Not just any moans either. Sex moans. As if she was horny or something.
Elise made sounds, she hummed, made any kind of sound, but she still didn't talk, but both Jimmy and knew what we had to do to make her talk. So it made the night so much better. Jimmy told us he was leaving. He had to get up earlier than both of us tomorrow, so we looked at each other. Since I wasn't half as wasted as her, I knew what she wanted.
Those moans she was letting out was a signal. We got up, hand in hand, and headed to my car.
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Before we even opened the door, her lips were on mine. She was by far the best girl I have ever kissed in my life. She had those nice soft, full lips every man wished their girl had.
I knew we wouldn't make it to the bedroom, so we settled for the couch. I slowly kissed her neck, she had soft skin. I heard her give a whimper of pleasure. I found her spot. I smirked and nibbled softly there. She moaned.
She reached down and pulled my shirt off quickly and that's when I was in heaven. I only wished. Her soft hands roamed everywhere on my body. She knew what made me moan instantly. I liked it rough but soft at the same time. She knew to just barely dug her nails into my skin, and would give light nips where she knew I liked it.
I ripped her clothes off and she stared at me with those lusted but glazed over drunk eyes. I smirked and I admired her body. She had the A+ body. Perfect sized breasts, flat soft stomach, nice hips, a perfect ass, and I couldn't wait to be in true heaven when my dick entered her snatch.
She stared at me, then brought my face into a rough kiss. God, she was the perfect kisser. She nibbled my lower lip lightly, while I felt her unbuckle, unzip, and slide my jeans and boxers off. I smirked. She really wanted this.
"Are you a virgin?" I asked quickly as I positioned my hard member at her entrance. She nodded. Fuck! I was going to have to be gentle. I didn't want to gentle. I wanted to be-
"Fuck!" I screamed as she rammed her hips up to meet mine. Her lips held a smirk, but her eyes held pain. "Don't worry sweets. It gets better." I whispered in her ear. She shivered and moaned softly. I gave a gentle thrust and she gasped.
That was it for us. The rest of that night was filled with her moans and screams, and my grunts of pleasure. I had never felt a pussy as tight as hers, and the great thing was that she never loosened up. She was tight the entire time we fucked.
Sadly, I knew when she woke up the next morning, this relationship would be over, but I honestly didn't mind. I took her virginity and I know we would always have a special bond after this.
Elise
I awoke in warm arms. I smiled to myself as I looked up to Johnny. He thought I was wasted last night, but I wasn't. I was only slightly drunk and I remember everything that happened between me and him. I woke him up with a kiss. He responded almost immediately. I smiled to myself as he pulled away.
"I know it can't happen again." I nodded. I liked Johnny, but he was more of a big brother to me, and he knew that too. I slowly got up, and to say the least... I was SORE down there. I groaned softly. He chuckled.
"I did my job then." I gasped and looked at him. Where did my clothes go? I looked around and frowned. Where were our clothes?
I then felt another person in the room and I looked around, then my eyes landed on Brian. I glared hard-core at him.
"Don't fucking look at me like that." He spat at me. "I'm not a cheap-ass whore who sleeps with best friends." That stung because one, I wasn't a whore. Johnny was my first. And two he was the one who cheated first.
"As you figure, we're over." The words he just said did sting, even though I knew we were. Someday I wished he would actually grow a pair and fall truly in love with a girl. I looked at Johnny who brought me close.
"Oh, here's your clothes." Brian said, and dropped them on the floor and left. I sniffled and dropped my head onto Johnny's bare chest. Why did life like to fuck me over?