I smiled looking at the texts I had saved from Brian. It had been about 2 weeks since he spent the night. I felt a lot better since talking to him. I may not have really said much but what I did get off my chest made me feel a lot better. We had texted each other every day , all day since then. It was nice, I had to admit. I opened the text Brian had sent me the morning after he spent the night.

*hey :] sorry you had to wake up with out me me there. I would have loved to stay but I got called into the shop early. I hope your feeling better. I hate seeing you cry. It was very nice to hang out with you again. We haven't done that in forever. We need to do it more often....seriously and soon! have a good day beautiful:] Hope that makes you smile:]*

I was smiling like a fool.
"Hey chicky poo". Ashton said walking into the dressing room. "You were fantastic tonight". She said passing me, as she walked to her locker.
"Oh, thanks. It honestly is kinda nice to get back to work, even if I hate my job". I quickly locked my phone and threw it in my purse.
"Oh believe me girl I know how you feel. I'm looking for a new job and I'm having a hell of a time finding one".
Ashton is as tattooed as I am if not more. so needless to say us finding job's is kinda hard.
"Yea. I've kinda given up hope with that situation". I continued to shove the several outfits I had scattered and strewn out in my locker into my duffel bag.
"You leaving"?
"Uh...yea. I'm goin to my friend's house tonight. He's throwing a party".
"He? Who's this he"? She asked, a smile spread on her face.
I rolled my eye's.
"Brian".
"The Brian. The one you've been telling us about"?
"Yes". I smiled.
"Jump on that shit! I don't know what he look's like, but you have really good taste in guy's so he seriously must be gorgeous". God he was.
"Do you want to see what he look's like"? I asked pulling my phone out of my purse.
"Do you have to ask"? I chuckled walking over to her scrolling through my picture's trying to find a good picture.
"DAMN! yes please".
I laughed.
"Well jump on that shit seriously.....seriously".

"Is that all for you"? The seven eleven cashier asked me as I put a 30 pack up on the counter.
"uh..yea". I grabbed my debit card from my pocket and handed it to the cashier.
"Oh well well well look who it is". I cringed at the voice. I turned around to see Braydon standing a little closer to me than I would like.
"Hi Braydon". I said turning back to the cashier.
"Here's your card". I grabbed it and shoved it back in my pocket.
"Your looking sexy today". I rolled my eye's at Braydon's comment.
"Thanks". I grabbed the 30 pack and started towards the front door's, out to my car.
"Hey, slow the fuck down I wanna talk to you". I heard him following me.
"I'm kinda busy".
"It wont take long".
I put the 30 pack in my back seat.
"I have to go". I said again. I was getting annoyed already but he has a tendency to do that to me.
"God damn seriously you're gonna be a bitch right now". I turned to face him.
"And you really think you're gonna be able to say a fuckin thing to me now"? He always knew what to say to piss me off. Getting called a bitch wasn't a big deal but when people I can't stand say it to me it instantly pisses me off.
"I was just gonna ask you where the fuck my money way from when you spent the night"? He crossed his arm's across his chest and looked down at me trying to be intimidating.
"Excuse me"?
"You wanted some pill's. Where is my money? I'm missing half a fuckin bottle, and your the only one who could have done it". yeah right, and the dozen's of druggies you have come over couldn't have done it.
"Actually I didn't take any. One of your druggie friend's probably took them. Believe me if I took any you would have the money". I tryed to walk past him to the driver side door, but was stopped when he grabbed my arm.
"I don't think you heard me. I'm getting my money right now or I will come to your place and fuckin take it".
The grip he had on my arm tightened.
"I didn't fuckin take it. And if you are that fuckin stupid to come to my place I'll break your nose again. now excuse me". I pulled my arm out of his grip and pushed him away from me so I could get to my side.
"Plus I'd like to see you come after me". I said before getting behind the wheel and slamming my door.
"Stupid mother fucker"! I yelled hoping he'd hear me. He glared at me. I knew he was pissed. Fuck him. I just wanted to focus on seeing Brian. I don't think I've ever been this excited to see him, but he's been such a sweetheart since he spent the night. He's the first person I get a text from in the morning.Every text he sends usually put a smile on my face.

"GOD DAMN WOMEN TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH"! Jimmy yelled out front of Brian's house. His long slender body leaning over the railing on Brian's front pouch.
"I tried to hurry"! I yelled back getting out of my car.
"SEXY"! Jimmy whistled at me. I was dressed in a white tank top, light blue skinny jeans, rip's scattered every where along the leg's, my favorite black studded belt and flip flops. Hardly classifies as sexy.
"Harlow"! Johnny yelled to me before running down the stairs to Brian's drive way.
"You brought beer"! He wrapped his arm's around my waist. "I love you".
"Just because I brought beer"? I asked laughing. "Thank's now I know what I mean to you".
" no....". I laughed grabbing the 30 pack.
"You know I love you". He kissed my cheek grabbing the 30 pack before running up to the house with it.
"That tiny fucker ran off with the beer"! Jimmy followed him inside.
I continued laughing as I walked up the stairs .

"Yay! My best friend made it". Lilli squealed jumping off Zacky's lap, running over to me.
She hugged me, and practically made out with the side of my face.
"Come do a shot with me"!
"I just walked in let me go say hi to every one". I sat my purse by the front door after i stuck my key's in one of the side pocket's.
"You better come back or I will....bite your boob". Lilli threatened, obviously drunk.
"So scared". I said sarcastically walking into Brian's living room. I glanced at the painting's he had done.
His house was beautiful. A lot of his art was hung up on the wall's. I absolutely loved his carpet. It was black and very plush. It was like walking on a cloud. He had a huge leather love seat and a few extremely comfy recliners in his living room. you could definably tell a guy lived here. have you ever gone in someone's house and instantly you say to your self "A guy must live here"? I know it may sound weird, but you can just tell...I guess.
"Hey". I said giving Matt and Val, hug's before walking over to Zacky. They were watching what ever movie was playing on Brian's big screen t.v.
"You better feel lucky. My girl friend jumped off my lap to go see you. I feel un loved". Zacky pouted crossing his arm's.
"Oh I'm sure you'll get laid". I kissed his cheek.
"Your the second hot girl to kiss my cheek". He smiled.
I chuckled.
"Lilli your boy friend is hitting on me". Zacky got wide eyed and looked like he wanted to kill me.
"You'll survive".
"HAHAHA"! Zacky said pointing at me.
"Be careful I bite it off".
Matt and Val laughed at Zacky reaction.
I couldn't help but stare when I saw Brian. He had nothing on but a pair of loose basket ball shorts, and a trucker hat with the usual bandana he wore underneath. Oh good god.......
Jimmy stood next to him. I opened the sliding glass door catching Jimmy's attention.
"Come here"! He said loudly handing his beer to Brian before running at me.
"Oh shit". I squealed running away, in the hopes Jimmy wouldn't be able to catch me. But I was wrong, seeing as he has leg's like a mile long.
I could hear Brian laughing.
"NOOOO I LOVE YOU"! He wrapped his long tattooed arm's around me and picked me up.
"What are you doing"? I asked sighing in defeat.
"Nothing I just wanted a hug". I chuckled.
"You could have just asked for one you know".
"That's no fun". I smiled as he carried me over to Brian."Say hi cuz I'm taking her to get WASTED"!
"Jimmy"! I squealed barely getting a chance to say hi to Brian.
"NO BITCH! you are drinking with me"! he left no room for an argument.
"Sorry Brian"!

"One, two three"! Lilli said loudly before we both downed our 7th shot of patron.
"Buh". I said, my face scrunched up giggling. Zacky and Brian were watching us laughing at the faces we made. we were the only one's still here. The last time I had looked at the clock it was 11:05, who knows what time it is now.
"This shit's tasty". Lilli said barely able to form a sentence at this point. But she is a light weight.
I was, well.......drunk. On top of the 7 shot's of patron I had a couple beer's and some fruity drink Lilli had made me.
"Do another one with me, sexay"! She Grabbed the half empty bottle of patron, well attempted the grab the bottle but started laughing hysterically.
"I can't lift it". She covered her mouth. "wow".
I laughed along with her.
"Pour one bitch"!
"I'm not a biiitch. be nice or I woooon't do it". I slurred my words. I could feel the last shot I had taken take affect.
"Pwease"?
I grabbed my shot glass, and poured my self a shot a downed it.
"Whaaaaaaaaa". I shook my head. "Shit's nasty".
"Pour me's a shit".
"Babe I think you mean shot". Zacky said. Lilli just flipped him off. "Your mean".
I giggled walking out of Brian's kitchen.
"You have a really pretty house". I said trying to steady my self with my hands against either side of the kitchen door way.
"It's manly, not pretty". Brian said smiling. "I'm a man".
"OK , well manly, cuz indeed your a man. You know why"?
"Hmm"? I could tell he was amused.
"Cuz you have a penis that's why. Unless it's fake". He deadpanned.
"Wow, such love". Zacky said walking into the kitchen.
"I'm hurt". He fake pouted crossing his arms across his chest.
"But I love you B"! I practically stumbled over to him, and plopped down on his lap. I quickly leaned into his bare chest. God he smelt amazing. I could just fall asleep.
I sighed, very content.
"You has real penis".
"Thank you". I smiled and leaned over a kissed his cheek. I knew in the morning I wouldn't be able to remember anything.
he leaned forward and kissed my temple. The goose bumps were instant. His lips were soft.
"Your really pretty to". I chuckled, smiling the cheesiest smile I could. He just chuckled.
Tomorrow morning was gonna be hell.