Iana

Zacky was sitting on the edge of the tub while I sat on the lid of the toilet. Johnny, Jimmy, and Brian were standing in the doorway. We were all watching the pregnancy test that was sitting on edge of the sink.

"God will it beep already?" Zacky and Brian grumbled. Just as they said it, the test beeped and I shot forward, grabbing it. I looked at it and my jaw dropped. "No...." I breathed "No..." They all rushed forward and Zacky took the test from my hands. He looked at it and he held me close.

" So who's is it?" Brian asked flatly. He still didn't like me. I just buried my head into Zacky's chest. I felt Zacky tighten his arms around me and my baby bump, "Mine" he said defensively.

I looked at all of them. They all seemed unsure even Zacky. " What...What if it's his " I Said softly. "He's in jail, and he can't take care of a kid. He fucking cheated on me..." I felt tears roll down my cheeks as I ran my thumb over the mark that Matt had left on me.

"Hey babe..." Zacky said to me. " Don't worry about Matt. Forget about him. He never loved you. I do. I was your first, it's got to be my child. Hell, I was the last one to have sex with you. It is MINE" he said to me.

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2 weeks later

My baby bump was defiantly showing, and my boobs were already a size bigger. I moseyed down to the kitchen, and started to rummage through the fridge " where's the cheese?" I called out to them. Zacky walked in and grabbed a beer, he kissed my cheek and looked at me. " IT's right there" he said to me. I saw the large block of cheese and I smiled. I grabbed my jug of apple cider, non alcoholic...sadly. I rubbed my hand over my belly " you're a pain in my ass kid...literally" I said to him/her with a slight giggle.

"Hey Iana" Brian said walking over to me. I cocked my head to the side, taking a swig of my apple cider. "Yeah Brian?" I said softly. “This came in the mail for you today” he said handing me a thick envelope. I took it from his hands and looked at it. It had Matt’s name in the corner and my name in the middle. I shoved it into Brian’s chest and walked up the steps.

I opened my door, and I heard Brian follow behind me. “He’s really sorry Iana” he said to me. “ I don’t fucking believe you” I snapped “ WEll read the god damn letter and you will!!!” He shouted. I spun around and slapped him. He looked at me shocked. “I don’t fucking need Matt anymore!!! I’ve got Zacky!!! He loves me!!! Matt just lied!!! He let you guys hurt me after he promised he wouldn’t!!! If the asshole actually loved me he never would have cheated on me!!!” I screamed at him. I stormed through the doorway and slammed my door, making sure to lock it.

I began to eat my cheese and drink my cider wile watching TV. There was a soft knock on the door and I slowly walked towards it. The only two people to knock like that was Jimmy and Zacky. I opened it to see Zacky holding the letter. He walked into my room and held me close “ please babe? Read it for me? I’ll be here if you want me to...” he said softly

I took the letter from him and kissed him softly. “I’ll read it myself...” I said softly. He kissed my forehead before walking out of my room. I closed and locked the door before sitting down on my bed. Matt’s handwriting was slightly sloppy, but it was sloppy in a legible way.

“Dear Iana,
I am so sorry for what I have done to you. I never meant to cheat on you, I really do love you, and I still hope you love me. I haven’t seen you in months, and it’s killing me. I’m starting to forget what you look like and I don’t want that. Please come see me? I never should have cheated on you.

I only did because of how pissed off I was. I was pissed off because everything I knew about you was a lie. I was pissed off because of what I did to you. I fucking branded you and put a tracking chip in you. Then I let them rape you again. I never should have done that. “

Tears were pricking my eyes but I continued to read.

“ Zacky and Brian visited me a couple days ago. They said that you were pregnant. Zacky claims it’s his, but I don’t believe him. I think that baby is mine. We had sex together on multiple occasions. I’d like you to believe that the baby is mine, and let me be the father of it, but I highly doubt you’ll recognize me as the father even if I am. Please come and visit me... we have a lot to talk about. I need to see your face... I need to hear your voice. The thought of me seeing you, hearing you, or even just the thought of you is the only thing that is keeping me sane at the moment.

- Love,
Matt

P.S. I love you, and I hope you’ll forgive me. I had all intentions of marrying you, and taking you away from them to live a happy life... You won’t want that from me now.... But I will ALWAYS love you”

I wiped away the tears that were flowing down my cheeks. I started to sob and I let the letter fall to the ground. I quickly wiped my tears away. Time to go chew Matt’s ass out.

I changed into a pair of long jeans, and a tank top. I walked down the steps and looked at Zacky. “ Take me to see Matt’ I demanded.

Notes

Uh Oh... What do you guys think? did I make the letter Sappy enough? Let us know what you think!