Can My Worst Nightmare be My Greatest Dream
So Far Away
Cayla
1 month later
I had finally started to get over my brother's death, although, Daniel was most likely going to die soon anyway. He still hadn't woken up from his coma and I was about ready to pull the plug. I felt some tears roll down my cheeks as I laid beside Matt. He was still sound asleep, his arm draped lazily over my waist. I sighed quietly and got out of the bed, careful not to wake him up. I quickly went to the bathroom and changed into a pair of jeans a clean top and some cowboy boots. Once I was done with that, I grabbed my keys and left Matt a note telling him I was going to do some shopping and that I'd be back later. I left it on the bed before getting in my car. It was a Pagani Zonda C12. When we were shopping for a car for me to have (to cheer me up) I had seen this one and fallen inlove with it. Of course Matt told me I could have it, and I really had wished that he said no to me. I started the engine and drove off.
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I finally pulled up to where I was going. The tattoo place that the band went to go and get their tattoos. I walked in and smiled at Alex, the owner of the place. It was a fake smile though "hey gorgeous" he said. He was bisexual, but we were good friends " what can I do ya for?" "I need you to give me a tattoo, Song lyrics to be exact. " I told him as he led me back to a private room. He always did my tattoos privately. "So what do you want?" He asked me. I had known Alex longer than all the guys, meaning he had seen my body before. "I need a song tattoo going from my side all the way to the end of the song, even if it has to go to my thigh" I informed him. He nodded "What song is it?" he asked me. "So Far Away" I responded.
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Halfway through my appointment, I had been called. It was from Matt, I completely ignored him, I had been. We'd talk on occasions. I now was getting my sleeves finished, the death-bat going from one shoulder to the other was already done. Once the sleeves were done I walked out to the regester to pay. He had given me the death bat and the lyrics for free. Which saved me quite alot. He put the sleeves at half priced, so it was only a couple hundred bucks. I finally got in my car and started to drive home. When I got there, Matt was sitting on the porch, a sad look on his face.
"What's wrong matt?" I asked quietly. He looked up at me.
"I have to go on tour again" he mumbled.
I felt tears prick my eyes and I sat down beside him. I traced circles on his back and he looked up at me.
"I want you to go with us...I need to know you're ok" he said softly.
"Matt...I'll be fine. I'm not leaving my brother. " I told him quietly.
He gave me a frustrated sigh before running his hands over his face.
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I decided I'd go with them, just to make Matt happy. I was sitting on the bus, thank god they had a new bus driver. I had decided to try and get some sleep, but it was impossible. I decided to walk over to the stadium and sit backstage with the Berry twins. I listened to Matt's voice and I froze. " This song is dedicated to my girlfriend's brother who's no longer with us" he said. I felt tears instantly cascade down my cheeks. "This song is So Far Away" he said into the mic before they began to play. I heard the crowd go quiet, they had been roaring before, now I watched. I saw images of Memphis, Daniel and I flash across the screens on the top of the stage. I looked into the crowd and saw people crying, even though they never new him. I could see them. Ones with my mother in them too. In the current one they were showing, Memphis, Danny and I were all at my birthday party, before my dad died. Memphis and Danny had been shoving each other around, while I stared down at the unlit cake. They had accidentally hit me, and My face went right into the cake. I watched the images flash by. One was with my face in the cake, then me smashing some of it into Danny's face, and then throwing some at Memphis while dodging two handfuls. We all had a smile on her face. Why couldn't it be like it was before?
1 month later
I had finally started to get over my brother's death, although, Daniel was most likely going to die soon anyway. He still hadn't woken up from his coma and I was about ready to pull the plug. I felt some tears roll down my cheeks as I laid beside Matt. He was still sound asleep, his arm draped lazily over my waist. I sighed quietly and got out of the bed, careful not to wake him up. I quickly went to the bathroom and changed into a pair of jeans a clean top and some cowboy boots. Once I was done with that, I grabbed my keys and left Matt a note telling him I was going to do some shopping and that I'd be back later. I left it on the bed before getting in my car. It was a Pagani Zonda C12. When we were shopping for a car for me to have (to cheer me up) I had seen this one and fallen inlove with it. Of course Matt told me I could have it, and I really had wished that he said no to me. I started the engine and drove off.
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I finally pulled up to where I was going. The tattoo place that the band went to go and get their tattoos. I walked in and smiled at Alex, the owner of the place. It was a fake smile though "hey gorgeous" he said. He was bisexual, but we were good friends " what can I do ya for?" "I need you to give me a tattoo, Song lyrics to be exact. " I told him as he led me back to a private room. He always did my tattoos privately. "So what do you want?" He asked me. I had known Alex longer than all the guys, meaning he had seen my body before. "I need a song tattoo going from my side all the way to the end of the song, even if it has to go to my thigh" I informed him. He nodded "What song is it?" he asked me. "So Far Away" I responded.
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Halfway through my appointment, I had been called. It was from Matt, I completely ignored him, I had been. We'd talk on occasions. I now was getting my sleeves finished, the death-bat going from one shoulder to the other was already done. Once the sleeves were done I walked out to the regester to pay. He had given me the death bat and the lyrics for free. Which saved me quite alot. He put the sleeves at half priced, so it was only a couple hundred bucks. I finally got in my car and started to drive home. When I got there, Matt was sitting on the porch, a sad look on his face.
"What's wrong matt?" I asked quietly. He looked up at me.
"I have to go on tour again" he mumbled.
I felt tears prick my eyes and I sat down beside him. I traced circles on his back and he looked up at me.
"I want you to go with us...I need to know you're ok" he said softly.
"Matt...I'll be fine. I'm not leaving my brother. " I told him quietly.
He gave me a frustrated sigh before running his hands over his face.
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I decided I'd go with them, just to make Matt happy. I was sitting on the bus, thank god they had a new bus driver. I had decided to try and get some sleep, but it was impossible. I decided to walk over to the stadium and sit backstage with the Berry twins. I listened to Matt's voice and I froze. " This song is dedicated to my girlfriend's brother who's no longer with us" he said. I felt tears instantly cascade down my cheeks. "This song is So Far Away" he said into the mic before they began to play. I heard the crowd go quiet, they had been roaring before, now I watched. I saw images of Memphis, Daniel and I flash across the screens on the top of the stage. I looked into the crowd and saw people crying, even though they never new him. I could see them. Ones with my mother in them too. In the current one they were showing, Memphis, Danny and I were all at my birthday party, before my dad died. Memphis and Danny had been shoving each other around, while I stared down at the unlit cake. They had accidentally hit me, and My face went right into the cake. I watched the images flash by. One was with my face in the cake, then me smashing some of it into Danny's face, and then throwing some at Memphis while dodging two handfuls. We all had a smile on her face. Why couldn't it be like it was before?
9/16/13