He's Yours

It’s the day Zacky and the guys leave for their tour, and this is breaking my heart. The last tour they went on I was with them and I got to see all of Jimmy’s antics but now that he was gone and I had kids I couldn’t go. Being married to one of the members makes this a whole hell of a lot worse. I forced myself out of bed realizing I was butt ass naked I grabbed some of my clothes and threw it one quickly. I walked downstairs and McKenna was standing in the living room with Zayleigh in her arms.
“You’ve grown attached to this one haven’t you?” She asked
She nodded.
“You two were fucking loud last night.” She winked
“Were we really?” I asked
“Oh Zack oh Zack.” She mocked in a moaning way
“Shut it.” I said
“I just hope you two used a condom, we don’t need you finding out you’re pregnant while they are away.” She said “
We did, both times.” I said
She waggled her eyebrows. “
How’s it feel to be using your legs again?” I asked
“Needed.” She smiled
I smiled back and heard the boys in the kitchen.
“Hi baby girl.” Zacky said
“Hi babe. When do you leave?” I asked
“About twenty minutes.” He said I bit my lips.
“Dada Dada!” Jimmy yelled running down the stairs
He tripped and tumbled down the last few and hit the base of the dishwasher and hopped right back up.
“What Jimbo?” He asked
“Can I go on tour with you?” He asked
“Not this time bud, maybe next time.” He said messing with his hair
He nodded and raced out of the room.
“There is something wrong with your child.” Zack said
“My child, oh baby you’re in too deep he’s ours.” I laughed
He smiled and kissed me, our kiss was interrupted by continual banging on the front door.
“That’s the guys.” He said
“I don’t want you to go.” I said starting to cry
“Baby don’t cry or I’ll cry too.” He said “McKenna can let them in, you’re not going anywhere right now.” I said
“I said don’t cry.” He said “
Yeah it’s way too late for that.” I said
He connected our lips and I wrapped my arms around his neck. His hands found my thighs and he lifted me up and pushed me against the wall. I pulled away for a few seconds for a breath and to say something. “
What are you going to do without me for five months?” I asked “
I don’t know.” He said
He pulled my lips back to his. “
MOMMY AND DADA ARE WRESTLING ON THE KITCHEN WALL!” I heard Jimmy yelled
I sighed and leaned my forehead against Zacky’s.
“It’s fine.” He said
He kissed me again and I heard someone walk again.
“Guys no sex on the wall.” They said
I sighed and Zacky dropped my back down to the floor.
“You absolutely hate me don’t you Brian?” Zacky asked
“Yes come on we have to go.” Brian said
I tried not to cry and walked Zacky out to the bus.
“Jimmy came say bye you your daddy.” I yelled
Jimmy came running out and he tripped and skidded down the driveway, he got back up and continued running with a few tears in his eyes. I just looked at Zacky. Jimmy came running up and jumped into his arms.
“Bye bye Dada.” He said throwing his arm around his neck.
McKenna came out with the twins and handed them to me and pulled Zacky’s tablet out of his bag and walked in front of us. She was going to take a picture of our little family, when she did Jimmy jumped down and sprinted into the front yard when Ichabod and Majesty were sitting. Zacky kissed the twins and Misty came out and took them back into the house.
“Your shirt is covered in blood.” I said
“This wouldn’t be the first time I’ve had a Sullivan’s blood on my shirt.” He smiled
“Or on you at all.” I said
“So you remember?” He asked
“Like it was yesterday.” I said
He smiled. He walked into the beginning of the yard and knelt down. “
Itchy, Majesty.” He called
The dogs took their attention off the bleeding boy and they sprinted over to their daddy.
“Daddy’s going to miss you.” He said after they tackled him.
I laughed, he got back up and he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me.
“I love you baby.” He said
“I love you too.” I said “Dada when will you be back?” Jimmy asked
“Well it’s May now what month will it be in five months?” He asked “
October?” Jimmy asked tilting his head to the side “I’ll be back in October.” He said
Jimmy smiled. I picked him up and kissed Zacky one more time before I watched him get on the bus.
“I’m going to miss Dada.” Jimmy said “
I’m going to miss him to baby.” I said
He smiled and grabbed around my neck. “
Majesty, Ichabod inside.” I said
The dogs came running inside. I closed the door.
“Baby go take a bath and clean those cuts out.” I said
“No mommy, you clean them out. I’m scared.” He said
“Okay, go get in the bath and I’ll be up soon?” I asked
He nodded and I let him down to the floor. I walked into the kitchen and McKenna was feeding Blaze and Misty was feeding Zayleigh.
“Thank you girls for helping.” I said
“Oh no problem Brice, we love these girls and Jimmy. I just wish Jimmy senior was here.” McKenna said
“You remember some of the memories huh?” I asked
“Yeah. Remember when I threw that big thing full of pop tabs and it hit him in the nose and he blacked out on Zacky?” She asked
“And Zacky had Jimmy’s blood all over his brand new white shirt and some on his face and hands?” I asked “And when Jimmy woke up he went to you and you had to rebreak his nose to make it look normal?” He asked “
I miss that man.” I said
“When are you going to tell Jimmy Junior?” She asked
“When he’s old enough to understand like fifteen or sixteen, or when he figures out that he doesn’t look like Zacky.” I said
“That’s a good idea Brice.” Misty said
“MOMMY I’M READY!” Jimmy yelled
I huffed and walked up the stairs. I opened the bathroom door and he was splashing a rubber ducky in the water. I let the tears fall as I cleaned his cuts out. I left the room before he could ask why and I went downstairs and sat with the girls and the babies. McKenna just looked at me. Jimmy came down in his pajamas.
“Mommy why are you crying?” He asked “
I just miss your daddy sweetheart.” I said but he didn't know the actual meaning
“But he just left.” He said
“It feels like it’s been years.” I said
“Jimmy why don’t you go on up to bed and I’ll read you a story?” Misty said
Jimmy kissed my cheek and ran up the stairs. Misty took the two babies and put them to bed. I felt the couch dip beside me. “
Was it talking about him?” McKenna asked
“That and when I walked into the bathroom Junior was splashing Seniors little rubber ducky around. I just let the tears fall.” I said “I understand.” She said
“Oh Brian called and told me to tell you that Zacky was going to call soon.” She said
I nodded.