Seize The Day
CH.18 - Trashed and Scattered.
Arianna's POV
The next morning, i got up at 8'o clock since my flight will be exactly at noon. I woke up and got myself looking nice and comfy for that 10 to 13 hours flight to Paris and had breakfast with Zacky.
"Zack, you are not busy are you?"
"Nah. Need a ride right?"
"Yeah. Thanks. Thanks for supporting me too."
"No problem. That's what family's for right?"
I smiled. "Can you also do me one more favor?"
"Name it."
"Beside giving me money cause i need it, please, don't tell the guys and Val. When i am ready to contact them, i will. I will come back when i felt like i was ready. Can you do that?"
He reluctantly answered, "yeah, alright."
When we finished our meal, Zacky drove me to the airport and after i got checked in, i say my final goodbye.
"Bye Zack. Take good care and don't tell anyone. Just say i am somewhere."
"Alright. Stay safe and..." he pulled something out of his pocket, "here is enough euro to feed you for months. I also transfered a bunch of cash to your account. If you need more, call me, but call me anyways so i know you're safe." Once he finished saying that, he pulled me into a big hug and gave me a kiss on my forehead, just like how he did when i left home for NY. Except, the difference is, i don't want to go last time but i do now this time.
He let me go after a while, i pulled my carry-on and walked towards the gate. Before i walked in, i turned around and wave goodbye to my brother.
The plane ride to Paris has been nothing but a joy ride. I have never been to Paris before and i was damn-well excited. This is where i am going to be happy. I need to leave all these shit behind and come back to Cali as a new person. As of now, my journey begins and i need to sleep on this first-class seat.
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Brian's POV (Huntington Beach, CALIFORNIA)
Man, i am so fucking worried. I fucked up. I fucked up by letting Michelle in. If i kicked her out, Arianna wouldn't left me. I love her and i mean i love her. The relationship with her has been nothing but a dream. She is the one i thought will be perfect for me and i would want to spend the rest of my life with her.
She wouldn't pick up any calls that i made, and i understand that. She thought i was cheating on her. I never will and dare. After that incident, i went back home and thrown Michelle out. She needs to know that our relationship was fucking over and still is over.
I was getting worry about her. I need to talk to Arianna and explain myself but there is no way in hell i can if she doesn't pick up the calls. That leaves me one choice, and that's to face Zacky and find her in their house.
As i was driving there, i really don't give a fuck if Zacky ripes me apart. I just want to talk to Arianna.
When i finally reached their house, i took a deep breath and approached to the front door. I picked up my courage and knocked.
Thirty seconds later, a sad Zacky opened up.
"Fuck do you want?" He said, preparing to slam the door on my face.
"Please, let me see Arianna. I need to talk to her."
"You bastard, you hurt her so bad, don't you even dare to talk to her. Leave her alone and go back to your michelle." He tried to slam the door but lucky i got my foot there to stop it. Damn it hurts.
"What the fuck man, let me talk to her." I pushed my way inside and run as fast as i could to Ari's room.
When i went inside, everything looks empty. The closets, and her teddy bear and the existence of Arianna, are all gone.
I turned around where Zacky's going upstairs.
"Where is she?"
"Too late bro, too late." he said shaking his head. He must know something about Arianna.
"Don't tell me she left Huntington. Did she?"
Zacky refused to say a word and walked back to his room. I followed in.
"Where is she, Baker?" I said, almost yelling.
"Leave her alone. She had enough of your shit." He turned around and walks towards the master-bathroom. I grabbed his collar and spun him around.
"WHERE IS SHE?"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP. THATS NON OF YOUR GOD-DAMN BUSINESS. SHE IS GONE. GONE. FUCKING GONE. SHE LEFT. YOU HAPPY?" He shouted right in my face.
Arianna is gone. She left Huntington behind, she left the guys behind and most importantly she left me behind. Damnit Haner. What the fuck's wrong with you and relationship.
I turned around and got out of Zacky's home. I felt as if nothing matters and felt like a walking zombie now. My life has got no reason to continue. I am not killing myself. I just need to be alone. I made a girl who loves life abandoned her loving friends and brother because of me and my previous shit. I fucked up. I fucked up, big time.
Once i got home, i pulled out the vodkas and whiskeys and all the beers. I am going to get drunk tonight. Numb the pain away.
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Arianna's POV (Paris, France)
I finally arrived in Paris and checked myself into a presentable hotel where i will probably be spending days there. I began unpacking the necessary items and took a shower before calling my brother Zacky. The time here is 10 pm and Cali is 9 hours behind.The phone rang for a couple of seconds before Zack's voice came through.
"Hey Zacky, i am at Paris now."
"Hey Ari, your safe i assumed?"
"Yeah. I got the best airplane flight ever."
"Haha..." He laughed before he hesistated.
"What's wrong?" I asked with concern. Don't tell me he told the guys i am at Paris.
"Um. Today.. Brian came by and ask where you are."
"What did you say then?"
HE sighed. " I just told him you left California. And how he walked away was pretty weird. He looked like a walking zombie."
"Alright. Well. Just keep your promise, don't tell a damn thing or Baker, i will kill you."
"Swear to god i won't. Anyway, get some sleep. Night."
"Night brother."
I put the phone down and refused to think about Brian. I just hope he doesn't do stupid things. I want him to understand that we are over and i am having my own life where happiness can be found.
However, before i fall asleep, i connected my laptop to the hotel's wifi and decided to send Valarie and the guys an email. I doubt they will get it but i want them to know i am safe. After the email, i went to bed and prepare for my Paris adventure.
Valerie's POV
I heard what happened between Brian and Arianna. To be honest, i was so disappointed in Michelle for doing this. She had her chance before and she chose to end the marriage and now? She tried to end Brian's relationship. This is fucking bullshit.
I also heard from Matt's phone call with Brian that Ari, apparently left home to go somewhere. I just hope she is safe and Zacky told me not to find her.
I was leaning on Matt's chest when an alert rang on my iPhone. An email, from Arianna.
"Hey Val & Matt,
I am pretty sure you heard what happened between Brian and I. We have broken up if you don't know. He cheated on me with Michelle. To be honest, i am heartbroken about this situation. I don't blame you or your sister for what happened but Brian for giving in to temptation. I felt hurt and angry but as time goes by, it will fade.
If you are wondering where i am, I am somewhere safe. I am not in America anymore and i just want to tell you and the guys, a 'goodbye and sorry.' I am sorry for not saying my goodbyes to you and just took off. I need this vacation and privacy. I hope you understand and respect my choice. I need this break from reality and find my true happiness. Because i understand that if I am still at HB, sooner or later, i will need to face Brian and i don't have the courage to do that. I know i will break into a million little pieces.
Tell the guys i love them all and tell Brian to stop calling me. I also requested a favor, keep me updated on how Bri is doing. I heard from Zacky that he is half-living, half-dead. Thank you. I might see you on your European tour.
-Arianna. (Love you sis.)
After i read this, i got a little teary-eyed. I will miss Arianna but i am sure she will returned. I showed this message to Matt and he seeemed a bit pissed off by it. I just hope both of them don't do stupid shit.
The next morning, i got up at 8'o clock since my flight will be exactly at noon. I woke up and got myself looking nice and comfy for that 10 to 13 hours flight to Paris and had breakfast with Zacky.
"Zack, you are not busy are you?"
"Nah. Need a ride right?"
"Yeah. Thanks. Thanks for supporting me too."
"No problem. That's what family's for right?"
I smiled. "Can you also do me one more favor?"
"Name it."
"Beside giving me money cause i need it, please, don't tell the guys and Val. When i am ready to contact them, i will. I will come back when i felt like i was ready. Can you do that?"
He reluctantly answered, "yeah, alright."
When we finished our meal, Zacky drove me to the airport and after i got checked in, i say my final goodbye.
"Bye Zack. Take good care and don't tell anyone. Just say i am somewhere."
"Alright. Stay safe and..." he pulled something out of his pocket, "here is enough euro to feed you for months. I also transfered a bunch of cash to your account. If you need more, call me, but call me anyways so i know you're safe." Once he finished saying that, he pulled me into a big hug and gave me a kiss on my forehead, just like how he did when i left home for NY. Except, the difference is, i don't want to go last time but i do now this time.
He let me go after a while, i pulled my carry-on and walked towards the gate. Before i walked in, i turned around and wave goodbye to my brother.
The plane ride to Paris has been nothing but a joy ride. I have never been to Paris before and i was damn-well excited. This is where i am going to be happy. I need to leave all these shit behind and come back to Cali as a new person. As of now, my journey begins and i need to sleep on this first-class seat.
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Brian's POV (Huntington Beach, CALIFORNIA)
Man, i am so fucking worried. I fucked up. I fucked up by letting Michelle in. If i kicked her out, Arianna wouldn't left me. I love her and i mean i love her. The relationship with her has been nothing but a dream. She is the one i thought will be perfect for me and i would want to spend the rest of my life with her.
She wouldn't pick up any calls that i made, and i understand that. She thought i was cheating on her. I never will and dare. After that incident, i went back home and thrown Michelle out. She needs to know that our relationship was fucking over and still is over.
I was getting worry about her. I need to talk to Arianna and explain myself but there is no way in hell i can if she doesn't pick up the calls. That leaves me one choice, and that's to face Zacky and find her in their house.
As i was driving there, i really don't give a fuck if Zacky ripes me apart. I just want to talk to Arianna.
When i finally reached their house, i took a deep breath and approached to the front door. I picked up my courage and knocked.
Thirty seconds later, a sad Zacky opened up.
"Fuck do you want?" He said, preparing to slam the door on my face.
"Please, let me see Arianna. I need to talk to her."
"You bastard, you hurt her so bad, don't you even dare to talk to her. Leave her alone and go back to your michelle." He tried to slam the door but lucky i got my foot there to stop it. Damn it hurts.
"What the fuck man, let me talk to her." I pushed my way inside and run as fast as i could to Ari's room.
When i went inside, everything looks empty. The closets, and her teddy bear and the existence of Arianna, are all gone.
I turned around where Zacky's going upstairs.
"Where is she?"
"Too late bro, too late." he said shaking his head. He must know something about Arianna.
"Don't tell me she left Huntington. Did she?"
Zacky refused to say a word and walked back to his room. I followed in.
"Where is she, Baker?" I said, almost yelling.
"Leave her alone. She had enough of your shit." He turned around and walks towards the master-bathroom. I grabbed his collar and spun him around.
"WHERE IS SHE?"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP. THATS NON OF YOUR GOD-DAMN BUSINESS. SHE IS GONE. GONE. FUCKING GONE. SHE LEFT. YOU HAPPY?" He shouted right in my face.
Arianna is gone. She left Huntington behind, she left the guys behind and most importantly she left me behind. Damnit Haner. What the fuck's wrong with you and relationship.
I turned around and got out of Zacky's home. I felt as if nothing matters and felt like a walking zombie now. My life has got no reason to continue. I am not killing myself. I just need to be alone. I made a girl who loves life abandoned her loving friends and brother because of me and my previous shit. I fucked up. I fucked up, big time.
Once i got home, i pulled out the vodkas and whiskeys and all the beers. I am going to get drunk tonight. Numb the pain away.
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Arianna's POV (Paris, France)
I finally arrived in Paris and checked myself into a presentable hotel where i will probably be spending days there. I began unpacking the necessary items and took a shower before calling my brother Zacky. The time here is 10 pm and Cali is 9 hours behind.The phone rang for a couple of seconds before Zack's voice came through.
"Hey Zacky, i am at Paris now."
"Hey Ari, your safe i assumed?"
"Yeah. I got the best airplane flight ever."
"Haha..." He laughed before he hesistated.
"What's wrong?" I asked with concern. Don't tell me he told the guys i am at Paris.
"Um. Today.. Brian came by and ask where you are."
"What did you say then?"
HE sighed. " I just told him you left California. And how he walked away was pretty weird. He looked like a walking zombie."
"Alright. Well. Just keep your promise, don't tell a damn thing or Baker, i will kill you."
"Swear to god i won't. Anyway, get some sleep. Night."
"Night brother."
I put the phone down and refused to think about Brian. I just hope he doesn't do stupid things. I want him to understand that we are over and i am having my own life where happiness can be found.
However, before i fall asleep, i connected my laptop to the hotel's wifi and decided to send Valarie and the guys an email. I doubt they will get it but i want them to know i am safe. After the email, i went to bed and prepare for my Paris adventure.
Valerie's POV
I heard what happened between Brian and Arianna. To be honest, i was so disappointed in Michelle for doing this. She had her chance before and she chose to end the marriage and now? She tried to end Brian's relationship. This is fucking bullshit.
I also heard from Matt's phone call with Brian that Ari, apparently left home to go somewhere. I just hope she is safe and Zacky told me not to find her.
I was leaning on Matt's chest when an alert rang on my iPhone. An email, from Arianna.
"Hey Val & Matt,
I am pretty sure you heard what happened between Brian and I. We have broken up if you don't know. He cheated on me with Michelle. To be honest, i am heartbroken about this situation. I don't blame you or your sister for what happened but Brian for giving in to temptation. I felt hurt and angry but as time goes by, it will fade.
If you are wondering where i am, I am somewhere safe. I am not in America anymore and i just want to tell you and the guys, a 'goodbye and sorry.' I am sorry for not saying my goodbyes to you and just took off. I need this vacation and privacy. I hope you understand and respect my choice. I need this break from reality and find my true happiness. Because i understand that if I am still at HB, sooner or later, i will need to face Brian and i don't have the courage to do that. I know i will break into a million little pieces.
Tell the guys i love them all and tell Brian to stop calling me. I also requested a favor, keep me updated on how Bri is doing. I heard from Zacky that he is half-living, half-dead. Thank you. I might see you on your European tour.
-Arianna. (Love you sis.)
After i read this, i got a little teary-eyed. I will miss Arianna but i am sure she will returned. I showed this message to Matt and he seeemed a bit pissed off by it. I just hope both of them don't do stupid shit.
Notes
Sorry for the horrible ending of this chapter. I tried my best since i am really tired right now and i pulled my rotator cuff tonight. I will update this tomorrow again. I promised this story is going to be great cause i planned it out.Good night and please comment, suscribe and rate. :)
-A
Thanks dear! You can read the sequel too :)
9/7/13