Arianna's POV

I am glad i made it back home . The moment i saw Zacky, i really can't help but let those tears fall. I am hurt. I felt betrayed and most of all, i felt used. I felt like Brian only used me for sex and that's all.

The moment that i fell in Zacky's arm and started crying, he comforted me on the doorstep until i stopped crying. I told me everything about this situation and he was as upset and angry as i am.

"I will kill that fucker," he said, his face turning into a shade of red.

"Please don't. You still need him for your tour. This has nothing to do with you Zack. The relationship between him and i is over." I said, not wanting this to hurt their friendship and their band.

He sat back down. He seemed to be calm. We sat here for 20 more minutes before the sun went away and in comes the rainfall. The rainfall made me felt depressed and it seems like the sky is crying for me. I have never been this upset about a break-up. Let's just say, this is real.

When i got back inside, i pulled out my phone from my pocket. Twenty missed calls and all of them are from Brian, including a voicemail. I checked the voice mail,

"Ari, it's me Brian, it's not what it seems. Michelle just came by and i didn't know she will kiss me. Trust me, please, babe. Don't leave me. I love you and i mean it. I don't give a shit about her anymore. She is my past, you're my present. Please come back and forgive me. I am sorry. I need you. Call me back. Love you." I stopped crying but this message alone is enough to put me back in tears. Hearing his voice... so full of sorrow and guilt and the cracks of his voice made me think he is crying. I shut my phone off, not wanting to hear anything about this.

I want to go back to his arm, but i don't want to get hurt again. I don't want to face the reality and there's only one way to solve this one out. I know this decision will hurt Zacky and all of Avenged and Val, but i don't care. I don't care about anything anymore. Just let me be self-fish, for once.

During dinner, Zacky made us some microwave food. I don't care, i didn't even want to eat.

"Eat. Arianna, don't bullshit me. Eat this food and don't starve yourself." Zacly said. The last time he said something like this was when I was forced to leave Huntington Beach for university.

I chuckled.

"What's so funny? Oh, well i am glad at least you're laughing."

"Zack, the last time you said don't bullshit me was when i have to leave for university and i was really upset. It's just so fast that four years have pass."

"haha, yeah. Arianna, please eat your food. Don't starve yourself."

I nodded. I finished my food and throw my tray into the garbage. I sighed, knowing that this decision that i made will disappoint Zacky, but i got to tell him face-to-face or he will big brother shit talk me.

When he finished, he sat next to me on the couch. I turned towards him and opened my mouth,

"Zack. I want to tell you something."

"What is it honey?"

I inhaled a huge breath, 'Be strong' said the voice inside of me.

"I want to leave Huntington. I know sooner or later the guys will come over and i will see Brian and my heart will break more. I can't handle it. I want a vacation. Please Zacky."

He clearly was sadden by this news, yet, a bit shocked.

"You sure about this? Arianna, where are you going to go?"

"I don't know," i sniffled, and i tried to hold back those tears that are threatening to fall. I love home, i don't want to go, but i have to. I can't handle facing a guy who breaks my heart.

"Hey," he said, patting me on my back. "I support your decision. When are you going?"

I was shocked. Normally Zacky will not allow me to leave his side, i guess my big brother really changed throughout the years.

"You... you are going to let me go?"

He exhaled,

"Yeah, i get it. I might be upset and shit but i understand that this is tough on you. And plus, i don't want you to kill yourself or something. I would rather have you spend all those freaking money then hurting yourself. Promise me one thing though, keep contact with me and don't hurt yourself. Stay strong. But answer me, when are you going?"

"I figured i should leave tomorrow morning. I should pack now."

"Alright. I will help you." and we went upstairs packing my bags.

About an hour and a half later, we finished and i finally made my choice of destination, Paris. The city of romance, lust and love. You'll never know, maybe i can find a man that truely loves me there.

"Thanks Zack and i made my decision. I am going to Paris."

He nodded and walked out the room after telling me to book the ticket now.

After i got everything planned out, i pulled out my phone, turn it on again. Another bunch of calls. I wasn't surprise that all of them are from Brian except for a text message from Matt and Val.

It reads, "I hope you are okay. Need some1 2 talk to? Call me. I will be here. - V&M." I smiled despite i am sad as hell. I got some great friends. And i am going to leave them all behind.