An Epic of Time Wasted

~~~ Bella's pov ~~~

my heart stopped as soon as I heard Brian say those words, that he loved me. A part of me actually believed him, the pleading and sorrow In his voice. Not even a second later I heard Michelle from out of nowhere and I peeked to left of me as Matt held me, and there was Val. I felt sick to my stomach and it had nothing to do with the three tons of whiskey I had ingested not too long ago. In the midst of everyone's shock at the moment I wiggled easily out of Matt's arms unoticed, being that everyone was fully focused on Michelle flipping out on Brian. But I wasn't planning on sticking around, I needed to get as far away as possible. I went for the door and saw zackys car keys on the side table, I snatched them and fled out the door. I jumped in the drivers seat and squealed tires backing out and speeding off down the street. I didn't know where to go, no matter where I went all I ever seem to do is cause somebody heartache. The tears flowed freely as my mind flooded with every single unwanted memory from my life. From the orphanage all the way up to now, I was just destined to be alone no matter what. I grew up miserable and lonely and now I have the family and friends I've always prayed for, and I'm just as tormented.

" I'd be better off fucking dead!" I screamed as I pressed down harder on the gas, hardly able to see due to the tears that flooded my eyes. I reached over to turn the radio when my arm knocked one of zackys water bottles from its holder in the console. Before I had time to retrieve it from the floor the light turned red infront of me. I pressed the brake but the car didn't slow a bit as I could hear the plastic bottle crackle under the pedal.

" Shit!!"

~~~ Brian's pov ~~~

my heart shattered and my blood boiled when my eyes locked on zacky and Bella fucking on the couch. And when she finally saw Matt and I, she just smirked like she enjoyed my misery. I knew that deep down I had no right to even be mad about it, but I couldn't push my feelings away any longer. And I know I'm a fucking monster for even having these feelings for my wife's sister. And that I am putting poor Michelle through any of this, but I just can't help it. Even as Michelle stands before me now, screaming and crying, all I can focus on is Bella. It's as if Michelle's voice is a million miles away and she's just screaming at an empty shell of my former self.

" Brian!!!!!!!! You know what?! Do what you want! I'm getting a divorice!!" She spat, her face burning red. I just somberly shook my head in agreeance, honestly feeling horrible for doing this to her, but almost relieved at the same time.

" ok then, ill be out of the house by tonight. Expect the papers very soon" She mumbled defeated as she slowly turned and walked into Val's hold. we all stood In silence as Val and Michelle left and Matt and I stayed planted in the same spot.

" Where the fuck is my car?!?!" Zacky screamed, snapping Matt and I from our daze. We didn't even notice he was In the room to begin with, since he had walked out earlier. Matt and I shrugged our shoulders and mumbled that we didn't know, still reeling from all the drama.
" shit!" I gasped as I now realized that Bella was gone and I had a pretty good feeling she was the culprit. Matt and zacky both shot me a strange look as I ran out the front door and jumped in my car. I sped down the street, fearing of what Bella might do. She has dealt with alot of shit lately and I was scared of what might happen if I didn't find her. As I drove I got a gut wrenching feeling in the pit of my soul, something wasn't right. As I drove further I could hear sirens blaring as countless police and rescue vehicles flew past me. My heart began to race as I sped up and followed the cars, fearing that my bad feeling might have some validity. I slammed on the brakes and cried out Bella's name as I laid eyes on zackys black BMW that was barely recognizable due to the severe damage. I raced from my car and ran over to them as I saw them load her onto the stretcher.

" Bella! Bella!" I cried out as one of the police officers grabbed me and restrained me from coming any closer.

" Please let me go! Bella!" I screamed as the officer did his best to try and calm me. But all I could hear was my racing heartbeat as I watched them load her into the back of the ambulance.

" Please I have to go with her!" I pleaded as the tears streamed down my face.

" are you a relative?" The cop asked as my eyes stayed glued on the demolished car. I took a deep breathe and looked him in the eyes as I struggled to calm my breathing.

" I'm her husband"



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Notes

Sorry so short :/ but I hope everyone is enjoying! And THANK YOU so much for all the comments!!! I love all my readers! :D