An Epic of Time Wasted

I left the house and just kept walking. I was a mix of emotions, but enraged was the most prominent of them all. At first I didn't have a destination, but then I remembered Johnny's bar was only a couple miles away and that sounded like a good place to be right now. I was thankful once the bar was in my sites, the afternoon sun was beginning to burn my skin. I swung the front door open as the cigarette smoke swarmed around me. I made a beeline for the bar and ordered two shots of tequila. I downed them quickly as I began tapping my foot to the blaring music that filled the bar.

" I thought you were having lunch at your parents house?" I turned slightly on my stool to see a confused Matt beside me.

" Ya well I opted for a liquid lunch instead" I quipped dryly as I ordered two more shots. I turned away from him to stare at the wall behind the bar. I smiled internally when the bartender slid my shots infront of me. I downed one and went to reach for the other as Matt snatched it from my grasp.

" You might wanna slow down" he said, taking the shot in his hand.

" Oh! So what I'm not only a homewrecker, now I'm a fucking alcoholic?!" I growled as I snatched the glass from Matt's hand. He stayed silent for a moment, looking taken back by my attitude. I didn't mean to snap on him like that but I was so over everybody's shit.

" look, atleast come sit with me and Johnny" he softly said, taking my arm and leading me over to their booth.

" Hey little sister! What's up?" Johnny slurred as I slid into the booth. I gave him a weak smile and grabbed one of the untouched beers infront of him.

" Hey!" Johnny whined as I chugged the cold beverage down. I shot him a wink as I finished it off and belched loudly. As time went on I noticed that as I continued drinking, Matt slowed down. I assume to keep an eye on me, but at the moment I didn't care who did what. My mood lifted as the alcohol numbed my anger and the music lifted my spirits. I laughed and sang along as different patrons got up on the stage and sang their hearts out to countless karaoke hits. When Matt had gotten up to go to the bathroom I slid out from my seat and made my way up to the dj booth. Once I made my song selection I jumped up on stage and took the mic in my hot little hand. As the music began to blare through the speakers I swung my hair around and felt the music run through my veins. Hoots and cat calls filled the bar as I sang my horrible drunken rendition of legs by zz top.

" she's got le........" I sang out before my voice left me stranded as soon as I saw Brian walk through the door. My blood began to boil as he walked over, talking to Matt and Johnny. I dropped the mic to the floor, causing a ear screeching feed back. The hoots and hollers turned quickly to whines and cussing as the horrid noise continued. I stalked my way towards the three of them, keeping my sights only on Brian.

" Hey kitten" he purred as I was now right infront of him. Without a word I drew my fist back and swung forward, punching him right in the nose causing him to stumble back in surprise.

" Woah! Woah!" Matt yelled as he grabbed me from behind. I smirked proudly as I saw the blood trickle from Brian's nose. It made me hungry for more. I began thrashing like a wild animal in Matt's arms, just praying to get another peice of that jerk. But to my dismay, Matt wasn't letting that happen as he wrapped his arms tighter around me.

" Bella stop!" Matt whined as I struggled.

" dude are you ok?!" Johnny screeched as Brian wiped the blood from his face.

" Ya I'm good" he responded as he eyed me.

" Damn. Bella, your a feisty little devil aren't you?" Brian smirked at me, which further fueled my disgust for him.

" ok guys, I'm gonna take mike Tyson here home. See ya later" Matt chuckled as he picked me up and carried me to his SUV. At this point I knew my dreams of killing Brian were futile, so I accepted my defeat and climbed into the passenger seat.

" What's going on with you kid?" Matt asked as he pulled out of the parking lot. I looked over to him and could see the confusion and worry on his face. And with that all my hate was replaced with love and remorse for ruining Matt's evening.

" You know Matt *hiccup* your a good guy" I slurred. He chuckled at my speech but despite the fact I sounded like a drunk idiot, I meant what I said.

" I'm so glad that * hiccup* my sister has such a wonderful and *hiccup* young man as yourself" I said. He chuckled more as he reached over playfully messing my hair.

" Thanks kid, I love you too" he said as we pulled Into his driveway. I jumped out as he stopped the car, being that I was about to pee my pants. I ran up to the front door and ran inside, until I saw Michelle in the foyer, causing me to stop in my tracks.

" Bell....." She began before I cut her off.

" No Michelle I think you've already said enough. Now I'm gonna have my turn to fucking speak!" I roared as I stared her down. Her face fell as Val and Matt now joined us.

" I'm not the horrible fucking person you think I am! And I'm sick and fucking tired of having to take your shit! Why don't you ask your fucking husband what his fucking problem is!!" I screamed at her. Just then the front door opens once again causing all of us to look over as Johnny and Brian walked in. I noticed then that Brian was wearing the same jeans he was the morning he admitted to fucking me.

" Go ahead Michelle, ask Brian what he was doing two nights ago!" I yelled as she meekly turned to Brian.

" Oh please Bella, I think we have all had enough of your games" Brian told me as if I was up to no good.

" oh fuck off Brian!" I spit at him before turning back to Michelle.

" Ok well ill just tell you then! He crawled into my bed while I was at zackys and used zackys cologne along with clip on lip rings and made me think it was zacky! And you know why?! So he could fuck me and make me think it was zack!!" I growled as my breathing became erratic. Everyone's mouths dropped to the floor as I divulged the sick details.

" Ok Bella! You've gone way too far now! " Brian yelled as he got in my face. I prayed that my gut was right as I planned my next move.

" Oh no Brian you've got it all wrong! Your the one that's gone too far!" I screamed as I quickly reached into his pocket, grabbing the two clip on lip rings. I held them up for everyone to see, which caused everyone to silently stare at Brian in disbelief. I felt my stomach turn and my mouth begin to salivate as the bile rose in my throat.

" Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go puke my brains out" I said as I turned on my heels and ran towards the nearest bathroom. I figured I'd hang out in there for a while, cause god only knew how all this was going to go.

Notes

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