After all this time I'm coming home to you
With All we've been through
~~~ zackys pov ~~~
The concoction of emotions we experienced tonight had us all exhausted. The hospital was kind enough to bring in an extra bed in the room, all seven of us were laid out around the room in deiiferent spots, a mix of snores and drool. I was nudged from my slumber by my phone buzzing in my pocket. I slid it out at the same time peeking around the room making sure I didn't disturb anyone as I shuffled sleepily out into the hallway.
" Hello" I yawned out, not even bothering to check who was calling.
" You were suppowed to call me three hours ago zack! I have to let the bakery know what kind of cake were getting. I mean since your not here and I have to do this all on my own, the least you could do is take five minutes of your oh so precious time and call me when your supposed to" Angela spit angrily. I groaned loudly, not caring that she heard it. I decided I wasn't going to let her get me down right now. Maybe it was an asshole move but I didn't even bother responding. I simply hung up and turned my phone off. I was going to have to sit down and break it to her that me and her are done. I was threw being selfish and stupid, I knew what I wanted and I wasn't going to bury it down any longer. I already lost Frankie once and it made me realize that I can't live without her. Even if that means having to step back and let her be happy with Brian, then fine. I want her to be happy even if its not with me. But as far as jumping into all these meaningless relationships out of ego and hurt, that was done. I slid my phone back into my pocket and slowly cracked the door open, trying not to wake anyone. I tip toed across the room, gazing over to Frankie seeing she was now awake smiling over at me.
" Good morning" she whispered, her smile reaching to her eyes. I returned the smile as I made my way over to her bedside. She scooted over making room for me to sit beside her. I reached out brushing the hair from her face as I leaned down planting a soft kiss on her forehead.
" I love you" I said, gazing deep into her brown eyes. In the midst of all the joy I felt, my heart felt heavy with guilt. I wanted to tell her about Angela and I being engaged and apologize for not being there for her like I should have been. But I didn't want to risk upsetting her, so for now I just had to keep the burden on myself and deal with it. I just had to keep it quiet so she wouldn't find out, and I knew once I broke the news to Angela that the engagement is off, the first thing she's going to try and do is start drama. My distress must have been written all over my face. She cradled my face in her tiny hands, smiling warmly.
" I know about Angela" she said softly. I could see a twinge of hurt in her eyes which made my heart ache. I couldn't believe that she knew though...... How did she know??
" I love you zacky and I just want you to be happy." She said in a assuring tone. I could see the sincerity in her eyes as she spoke, and that she wasn't mad. Before I could respond she took one of my hands placing it on her stomach. Just as she did I felt a tiny kick underneath my hand. I felt a warmness in my heart as I smiled down. Not only did I have Frankie in my life but I also had my beautiful baby girl growing inside her stomach. My little miracle. I felt Frankie shift under my hand as she sat herself up in the bed.
" Wakey Wakey my loves!" She belted out, causing everybody to jerk from their deep slumbers. Making her to chuckle at their reaction.
" as much as I love you boys, you gotta get going and get back on the road" she announced, getting confused looks and protests from around the room in return.
" Are you crazy, none of us are leaving you" Matt said in shock. A round of agreements coming from all the rest of us.
" I appreciate you all wanting to stay, but you have fans that have been looking forward to seeing you guys. I'm not going to rob them of that" she said leaving no room for argument.
" And that's final. It's only a month, we will all be back together in no time." She assured us. As much as we all wanted to be stubborn and refuse to leave her side, she had a point and no one wanted to upset her. After we all spent another hour talking, we all got our bags together and got ready to head back to Vegas to get our bus and head to the next venue. Matt, jimmy and Johnny all said their goodbyes to Frankie, while Brian and I waited. Once they stepped out into the hallway with Val, Brian and I made our way, standing on opposite sides of her bed.
" Don't worry, you know Val will take good care of me while you guys are gone." She chuckled, as we both silently frowned hating the fact we had to leave.
" just remember I love you both very much, and ill be here when you get back. Then we can get the nursery together" she smiled, a gleam of excitement in her eyes. This was going to be harder than I thought, but soon enough we would have our family back together finally.
~~~ Frankie's pov ~~~
the boys were due back in a few days and I was beside myself will anticipation and excitement. I was just released from the hospital with a clean bill of health a week ago and I was ready to start my new life. Val has been a godsend this whole time. She kept me company in the hospital, while at the same time handling the closings on both Brian and zackys houses. Even getting all the paperwork together and finalized for my new home. Now I just had to hurry and get it ready before Brian and zacky got back.
" You need to sit down little mama, your making me nervous" Val said worried that I was pushing myself to much.
" I swear I'm fine, ill go crazy if I just sit around and don't do anything" I pouted, causing her to chuckle. She threw her hands up in defeat, knowing I was too stubborn to even try and debate with me on the subject. The front door opened as leana and Lacey made their way in to help us out.
" We brought tacos!" Leana sang out, holding the bags of food up in the air. I immediately dropped what I was doing and made a beeline for the food.
" oh I love you!!! How did you know that's what I was craving??" I shouted out, taking her and Lacey into a group hug.
" Pregnant people crave anything edible!" Leana laughed out, pinching my cheek. I playfully smacked her butt as we walked to the table to eat.
" So you guys decided on any names yet?" Lacey asked. That when it occurred to me that with all that's gone on I hadn't even thought about that.
" oh my god" I gasped, feeling horrible that I hadn't even had the time to think about what to name my babies. The table grew quiet as they all gave me a pitiful look. Lacey looking mortified that she even brought it up.
" Don't worry about it Frankie, you've had a lot going on. Besides the boys will be back soon and you guys can discuss it then" Val said trying to lighten my mood.
" Your right, so who's ready to finish up this house?" I smiled, clapping my hands together, trying to get my mind somewhere else. By the time eight p.m. Rolled around we were finally done. We all stretched out on the couches and watched a movie to unwind. But my mind kept drifting off thinking about when Brian and zacky get back. That we were going to have to have a long talk about everything. Especially about Michelle, as much as I wanted to avoid it, I couldn't. It was time to face the music.
The concoction of emotions we experienced tonight had us all exhausted. The hospital was kind enough to bring in an extra bed in the room, all seven of us were laid out around the room in deiiferent spots, a mix of snores and drool. I was nudged from my slumber by my phone buzzing in my pocket. I slid it out at the same time peeking around the room making sure I didn't disturb anyone as I shuffled sleepily out into the hallway.
" Hello" I yawned out, not even bothering to check who was calling.
" You were suppowed to call me three hours ago zack! I have to let the bakery know what kind of cake were getting. I mean since your not here and I have to do this all on my own, the least you could do is take five minutes of your oh so precious time and call me when your supposed to" Angela spit angrily. I groaned loudly, not caring that she heard it. I decided I wasn't going to let her get me down right now. Maybe it was an asshole move but I didn't even bother responding. I simply hung up and turned my phone off. I was going to have to sit down and break it to her that me and her are done. I was threw being selfish and stupid, I knew what I wanted and I wasn't going to bury it down any longer. I already lost Frankie once and it made me realize that I can't live without her. Even if that means having to step back and let her be happy with Brian, then fine. I want her to be happy even if its not with me. But as far as jumping into all these meaningless relationships out of ego and hurt, that was done. I slid my phone back into my pocket and slowly cracked the door open, trying not to wake anyone. I tip toed across the room, gazing over to Frankie seeing she was now awake smiling over at me.
" Good morning" she whispered, her smile reaching to her eyes. I returned the smile as I made my way over to her bedside. She scooted over making room for me to sit beside her. I reached out brushing the hair from her face as I leaned down planting a soft kiss on her forehead.
" I love you" I said, gazing deep into her brown eyes. In the midst of all the joy I felt, my heart felt heavy with guilt. I wanted to tell her about Angela and I being engaged and apologize for not being there for her like I should have been. But I didn't want to risk upsetting her, so for now I just had to keep the burden on myself and deal with it. I just had to keep it quiet so she wouldn't find out, and I knew once I broke the news to Angela that the engagement is off, the first thing she's going to try and do is start drama. My distress must have been written all over my face. She cradled my face in her tiny hands, smiling warmly.
" I know about Angela" she said softly. I could see a twinge of hurt in her eyes which made my heart ache. I couldn't believe that she knew though...... How did she know??
" I love you zacky and I just want you to be happy." She said in a assuring tone. I could see the sincerity in her eyes as she spoke, and that she wasn't mad. Before I could respond she took one of my hands placing it on her stomach. Just as she did I felt a tiny kick underneath my hand. I felt a warmness in my heart as I smiled down. Not only did I have Frankie in my life but I also had my beautiful baby girl growing inside her stomach. My little miracle. I felt Frankie shift under my hand as she sat herself up in the bed.
" Wakey Wakey my loves!" She belted out, causing everybody to jerk from their deep slumbers. Making her to chuckle at their reaction.
" as much as I love you boys, you gotta get going and get back on the road" she announced, getting confused looks and protests from around the room in return.
" Are you crazy, none of us are leaving you" Matt said in shock. A round of agreements coming from all the rest of us.
" I appreciate you all wanting to stay, but you have fans that have been looking forward to seeing you guys. I'm not going to rob them of that" she said leaving no room for argument.
" And that's final. It's only a month, we will all be back together in no time." She assured us. As much as we all wanted to be stubborn and refuse to leave her side, she had a point and no one wanted to upset her. After we all spent another hour talking, we all got our bags together and got ready to head back to Vegas to get our bus and head to the next venue. Matt, jimmy and Johnny all said their goodbyes to Frankie, while Brian and I waited. Once they stepped out into the hallway with Val, Brian and I made our way, standing on opposite sides of her bed.
" Don't worry, you know Val will take good care of me while you guys are gone." She chuckled, as we both silently frowned hating the fact we had to leave.
" just remember I love you both very much, and ill be here when you get back. Then we can get the nursery together" she smiled, a gleam of excitement in her eyes. This was going to be harder than I thought, but soon enough we would have our family back together finally.
~~~ Frankie's pov ~~~
the boys were due back in a few days and I was beside myself will anticipation and excitement. I was just released from the hospital with a clean bill of health a week ago and I was ready to start my new life. Val has been a godsend this whole time. She kept me company in the hospital, while at the same time handling the closings on both Brian and zackys houses. Even getting all the paperwork together and finalized for my new home. Now I just had to hurry and get it ready before Brian and zacky got back.
" You need to sit down little mama, your making me nervous" Val said worried that I was pushing myself to much.
" I swear I'm fine, ill go crazy if I just sit around and don't do anything" I pouted, causing her to chuckle. She threw her hands up in defeat, knowing I was too stubborn to even try and debate with me on the subject. The front door opened as leana and Lacey made their way in to help us out.
" We brought tacos!" Leana sang out, holding the bags of food up in the air. I immediately dropped what I was doing and made a beeline for the food.
" oh I love you!!! How did you know that's what I was craving??" I shouted out, taking her and Lacey into a group hug.
" Pregnant people crave anything edible!" Leana laughed out, pinching my cheek. I playfully smacked her butt as we walked to the table to eat.
" So you guys decided on any names yet?" Lacey asked. That when it occurred to me that with all that's gone on I hadn't even thought about that.
" oh my god" I gasped, feeling horrible that I hadn't even had the time to think about what to name my babies. The table grew quiet as they all gave me a pitiful look. Lacey looking mortified that she even brought it up.
" Don't worry about it Frankie, you've had a lot going on. Besides the boys will be back soon and you guys can discuss it then" Val said trying to lighten my mood.
" Your right, so who's ready to finish up this house?" I smiled, clapping my hands together, trying to get my mind somewhere else. By the time eight p.m. Rolled around we were finally done. We all stretched out on the couches and watched a movie to unwind. But my mind kept drifting off thinking about when Brian and zacky get back. That we were going to have to have a long talk about everything. Especially about Michelle, as much as I wanted to avoid it, I couldn't. It was time to face the music.
Great ending I think u should do a sequel :)
1/21/14