As predicted my little ball grabbing pep talk worked for all of two minutes before their argument presumed. I accepted my defeat and sat back down on the couch grabbing my purse to look for my phone. For a normal person a task like that would take two seconds. But I feel the need to have ten thousand things in my purse, despite the fact I don't ever use ninety percent of it. After a good five minutes of digging and cussing I found my phone amongst the millions of receipts and lipsticks I hoarded in my bag.

" shit " I grumbled to myself seeing that Val had called me twenty times and sent me ten texts. I felt my anxiety kick up into high gear remembering I was going to have to tell her and Matt the oh so fabulous news as well. I turned my head to see Brian and zacky sitting at the kitchen table still in their heated debate. I knew trying to get their attention to take me home was useless at this point. So I grabbed my bag and walked out the front door knowing they were oblivious to my existence anyway. The storm raged on with no mercy as I drug my feet along the sidewalk, not caring that I was completely soaked and that at any time I could get struck by lightning or taken out by a fallen tree limb. The weather fit my mood to a T. I thought of calling Val to come get me but I was trying to stall, I had to think of what I was going to say. I role played the scene in my head as I walked, going from the best reaction down to the most horrible. I was so consumed by my thoughts that I didn't notice the huge dip in the road that was overflowing with all kinds of mud and water or the huge truck that barreled into it spraying mud all over me from head to toe. I just kept walking like it never even happened. At this point it would take a lot to suprise me, or to make me care that I looked like the swamp thing. I came to a stop right before our driveway trying to conjure up the balls to walk inside. And as an added bonus I saw Johnny and Jimmy's cars in the driveway. I love them and everything but I didn't add them into my senario on my walk here so they were the wild card tossed in at the last minute.

" Frankie! Thank god I was worried sick!" Val screeched running into meet me at the door. Her arms were stretched out ready to hug me until she saw I was covered in mud. She stopped halfway dropping her arms and giving me a pitiful look. I couldn't take the anxiety anymore, without a word from either of us I grabbed her hand taking her with me to the living room where the rest of the guys were. I cleared my throat getting their attention as well as quizzical looks as they took in the sight of me.

" Just to bring everybody up to speed I'm having twins, and one is zackys and one is Brian's." I calmly said. The silence in the room was deafening as their faces went from happy to utterly confused but I continued before anyone could get a chance to speak.

" I know it's fucking crazy but that's how it is. So if you will excuse me ill be in my room for the next seven months" I said, saluting all of them as I turned on my heel to go hide in my room. I didn't want to hear what they had to say, I was still trying to get used to all this myself and didn't feel like having a round table discussion about it. First order of business once I got upstairs was a shower. I peeled off my soaked muddy clothes and hopped in the shower. I hummed alittle tune while I rinsed the shampoo from my hair. In this short time I decided that I can't keep being miserable, wether it was ideal or not these are the cards I was dealt and I could either be miserable or accept it and try and make the best out of it. I wanted a family and now I'm going to have one of my very own and my kids are going to have some of the greatest people ever there for them. As far as what was going to happen with me, zacky and Brian was still up in the air. But I knew they are both great men and even if things don't work out romantically, the important thing is I know they will always be there for their kids no matter what.

" I know that was hard for you" I heard Val say as I saw her silhouette through the shower door as she walked into the bathroom jumping up to sit on the counter.

" just remember Frankie I'm here for you no matter what as well as the rest of the guys, we love you and are going to see you through this." she said. I could hear her starting to choke up as she spoke, which in turn made me tear up.

" awww I love you too Val" I cried completely unable to fight off the tears any longer.

" ooooo la la! I wasn't interrupting anything sexy was I " Matt purred as he strolled into the bathroom to stand next to Val. Luckily the steam clouded up the shower doors so I wasn't completely exposed since all of a sudden this was the new hangout spot apparently.

" Ya you kinda did, were just killing time until the camera man gets here" I shot out sarcastically as I continued my shower.


" have no fear the camera mans here! " jimmy yelled out as he strolled into the bathroom with Johnny on his heels.

" you guys are dreaming!" Val chuckled. I turned the shower off assuming that would signal to the guys to get the hell out but apparently I was wrong.

" Unless you have a vagina get the hell out!!" I shouted from the shower starting to shiver as the cold air struck my naked body.

" Well in that case Johnny you can stay!" Jimmy laughed slapping Johnny on the back as jimmy and Matt ran out laughing.

" Fuck you guys!" Johnny spit running after them. Val and I chuckled at poor Johnny always getting picked on. Once they vacated the bathroom I got out wrapping my favorite fluffy white towel around me. My stomach grumbled loudly making Val and I chuckle. I started to feel guilty realizing I hadn't eaten since this morning and my poor babies were hungry.

" get dressed were going out to eat, just you and me" Val winked skipping out of the bathroom leaving me to get ready.
I don't think I have ever been so excited to eat in my life. As I got ready I had a slide show of food scrolling through my mind making my mouth water . I headed down stairs to meet Val so we could get this show on the road.

" oh and no phones" Val smirked pulling my phone from my hand before we left laying it on the kitchen counter. I didn't protest knowing it was probably a good idea. I knew eventually Brian and zacky would realize I was gone and blow my phone up. I just wanted to get away for a bit and eat everything in site.