It felt so good to be in Brian's arms and good graces again. The movie played on before us but my mind kept drifting off looking back on how crazy everything got in such a short amount of time. I wished that zacky would have come around by now, but I guess he just isn't interested. It hurt me but I figured maybe in time he will let it go and atleast I had Brian back. But at the same time I wanted to kick myself for giving into Brian so easily. He ignored me for two months and all he had to do was apologize once and I gave in the same night. With that thought I started questioning myself if I had made the wrong decision, I looked up as Brian smiled down at me and my heart fluttered. Yeah there was no way I could stay mad at him.

" so I was thinking you know if you want to" Brian mumbled nervously. I swear to god if he's going to ask me if I want to fool around with him I'm going to knock his ass out! But I decided I shouldn't jump to conclusions and kept my eyes on him waiting for him to spit it out.

" You know I would like to take you out sometime, like an actual date since we never got to before" he asked as his eyes darted around nervously avoiding mine. I grabbed his face forcing him to look at me.

" I would love that Brian, it's about damn time anyways!" I chuckled playfully smacking his arm relieved that's what he wanted to ask me.

" ok great! I have the perfect idea in mind." He sighed in relief.
" We gotta do some work in the studio the next few days, so how about Saturday?" He asked excitedly making me giggle.

" It's a date haner!" I beamed as we high fived. Then all of a sudden his smile faded and he took my hand in his.

" Frankie I'm am reall..." I stopped him right there placing my hand over his mouth earning a strange look from him.

" Brian I appreciate the fact that you want to apologize but I really don't ever want to talk about that night again..... Ever.... Lets just consider it forgotten. Ok?" I said slowly removing my hand from over his mouth.

" It's forgotten" he whispered still looking solem. I leaned up and gave him a quick peck on the lips and his face finally cheered up. Towards the end of the movie Brian's snoring got louder and louder to the point I wanted to smother him with a pillow. I could hardly keep my eyes open anyway so I got up and draped the blanket over him and shut off the t.v. And went up to my bed. My beauty rest came to a screeching halt as I woke up to my stomach churning violently. I ran into the bathroom and once again praised the porcelain goddess. My body temp felt like it shot up so I tore off all my clothes leaving me in just my bra and panties as I layed myself out on the cool tile floor finally resuming my beauty sleep.

"oh that's a cute look" I heard Matt chuckled as I slowly looked up to see him leaned up against my bathroom doorway.

" what?" I asked sleepily as I looked down rembering I was sprawled out on my bathroom floor in my underwear and on a new development hugging the laundry basket. I released my grip on the basket and sat up throwing a towel playfully at Matt's face. I grabbed my shirt off the floor beside me and quickly slipped it on.

" Came to see if you want some breakfast, Val's making omelette's" he asked sounding alittle more amped than most people do when talking about omelette's. but we were definitely not on the same page because when he said omelette I thought of eggs which let to the thought of runny yolks which in turn led to my head in the toilet heaving up anything that wanted to come out.

" Oh shit" Matt yelped running over to grab my hair and hold it back as I heaved. I finally stopped and sat leaning my back against the tub wiping my face with my hand.

" So I guess thats a no on the..." He began.

" Matt!" I yelled before he could say the dreaded word that got me queasy in the first place.

" oh ya right, sorry. Are you sure your okay?" He asked looking at me uneasily.

" Yes thanks Matt, ill be fine. I just think I might be coming down with something. Ill be okay" I smiled trying to convince him of my words so he would hurry up and leave because I felt round two coming on as I could feel the bile rising once more. The rest of the day I just layed around and watched movies with Val. I just felt completely drained and wanted to relax and have some girl time.

" oh god no....... Not lifetime...." Matt whined from the doorway. Which made me and Val erupt in laughter as he pouted and walked back upstairs. We sat around and talked more than we payed attention to the t.v. We hadn't really had a lot of time to hangout ever since the guys have all been off. But now that they were back in the studio we did and I loved every second of it. Val was like my best friend hell even like a sister to me.

" so what are you and Brian going to do Saturday? " she squealed as she began painting my nails. We decided to go full on slumber party. Nail painting, face masks the whole deal.

" Not sure but he said he already has an idea in mind" I chuckled at her excitement.

" Ahhhh he does does he?" She smirked wiggling her eyebrows up and down suggestively.

"Oh no ma'am! I'm taking it slower this time after all that shit that happened last time" I giggled smacking her with a twizler with my free hand.

" Oooo maybe he's going to take you to the new seafood restaurant on the pier! I hear they have amazing oysters!!" She yelled like she wished she was there, her face glazing over in hunger. and with that seafood visual my good ol' friend mr. Nausea was back. I snatched my hand from my manicure and made a mad dash for the bathroom with Val hot on my heels.

" God Frankie, I thought you said you were feeling better?" She asked concern dripping from her voice as I continued throwing up. She placed a cool rag on my forehead as she rubbed my back as I got the last bit out. after that we went back to out movie but I ended up falling asleep on the couch.

I woke up the next morning pausing a minute to realize I was on the couch not my bed. As I pulled the blanket off of me I looked down to realize that after I fell asleep Val still finished my nails. I chuckled as I got up to use the bathroom.

" Don't pee yet!" Val yelled. Out running down the stairs towards me scaring me to death. I turned giving her a puzzled look as she made her way over to me looking relieved she had caught me before I closed the door. It took me a minute to notice the box she was holding in her hand but once I saw that bad boy I wanted to fall out right there.

" Val why the hell do you have a pregnancy test???" I tried to yell but ended up sounding like a teenage boy who just hit puberty.

" I'm not trying to freak you out but I just want to be sure. You've been throwing up a lot lately" she said nervously. I just stood there and it felt like time had frozen. My mind was suddenly flooded with a million thoughts at once. Could I be pregnant? No no I got my period..... I mean it was light but it was still a period. Wasn't it? I rambled to myself as Val seemed frozen too just staring at me.

" come on honey just do it. It will put your mind at ease" she smiled ushering me into the bathroom. Put my mind at ease? My mind was at ease until she ambushed me first thing in the morning with an arsenal of pregnancy tests. I mumbled to myself as I watched her pull the contents from the box and reading over the directions carefully.

" Ok, so you just pee on this then we have to wait five minutes" she said trying to mask her anxiety. I took the stick still in shock of what I was actually about to do and did as I was told. After I did my part I layed the stick on a paper towel on the side of the tub and we stepped out shutting the door. She tried to make small talk but gave up eventually as she saw I was nowhere near being in the right mind at the moment. I swear that five minutes felt like years as we both paced outside the bathroom door until Val's phone alarm sounded that the time was up. She opened the door as I clung onto her back like we were about the venture into a haunted mansion. But as far as I was concerned this was just as terrifying. She made her way slowly over to the edge of the tub where the test laid and I could feel her body tense up as I unwillingly pryed my eyelids open to look at the test myself. And there it was staring me in the face just mocking me. I kept blinking my eyes like all of a sudden I had bad vision and if I kept blinking the words infront of me would magically change. But I had to face the facts. One, I have 20/20 vision and two, I was pregnant. And I was so screwed......

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