Victim
One
Here I sit in a dark and seedy nightclub. The air is thick and filled with the usual haze of smoke from countless cigarettes that are constantly ablaze. The guys and I come here often, usually because I always let them talk me into it. It's not that I dislike the club scene, it's just that it's gotten old and fast.
The Rev and Christ disappeared awhile ago with strippers of their choosing which left me to find my own. Of course that didn't take long so I'm currently kicked back on a sofa while another nameless slut is giving me a lap dance. I give her a forced smile of approval as she does her best to entertain me. Sure she's sexy and all, but I'm just not interested.
The girls that fill this club have really nothing to offer other than a hot body and a nice fuck. That's all well and good, but what's so awesome about a nice fuck if there's never anything more to it? It would be great to have someone to spend time with on an intellectual level instead of just physical all the time. Maybe I'm just downright tired of whores or I'm just damn bored.
My mind suddenly trails off as I become lost in thought. All I can seem to think about these days is this one specific girl named Keri. My thoughts have been filled with the girl ever since I saw her a few months ago which I may add was quite random. The guys decided to be lazy one night and sent me off to the store. Me being M Shadows and all I could have easily made them go themselves, but I was tired of hearing them bitch at the time so I said fuck it and decided to go myself.
Strolling in a Wal-Mart at 2-AM wasn't my idea of fun, but we needed food and the usual shit for the house. I'm not knocking the trip though because that's when I saw her for the first time. I was standing in line no less at the check out and there were a few people in front of me. I observed the dark haired beauty as I waited impatiently behind the other customers.
I instantly picked up on the girl's pleasant demeanor and mannerisms right away. She was kind to each customer and actually cheerful for it being that time of night. It wasn't that fake or put on kindness either, you could tell it was completely genuine. That in itself grabbed my attention.
As I got closer to her, everything about this woman became alluring to me. It wasn't a gradual occurrence either. To be honest, it hit me like a speeding car. Her appearance was pleasing to the eye, but it was her scent that drew me in the most. It was practically indescribable and just the smell of her left me temporarily in a daze. I came back to reality when I heard her softly clear her throat.
I noticed her gleaming at with me a slightly cocked eyebrow and a curious look on her face. I quickly apologized and began placing my items on the conveyor belt. As she began scanning them, my eyes wandered over her entire being, just taking in her intricate features. She was a slender girl, but had plenty of curves in all the right places. Her raven locks fell to her shoulders and they had a sheen to them that made them look silky to the touch.
None of that however was any match for her extremely vivid blue eyes. She had the most amazing set of blue eyes I'd ever seen. I was sure that if the Rev had seen her eyes, even he would have been jealous. That thought made me sigh in relief that he or Christ wasn't with me at that time. They would be howling and making all sorts of immature noises at the poor girl. Those two guys can never seem to pass any female without trying to make advances on her, all the while making complete asses out of themselves.
As I continued to fully take in the attractive cashier, my eyes fell on her name tag which read the name, "Keri." I was about to give her some kind of compliment when she smiled and told me the total. I pulled out the cash and handed it to her with a grin. I knew my dimples worked their irresistible charm when I instantly noticed her staring at me in a slight awe. It's definitely not a look I haven't seen before from all the women I come in contact with. Being my cocky self, I referred to my dimples as I stated, "I know, I know, they're amazing."
A bright red blush rapidly adorned Keri's face as she turned her gaze away from me. Her shyness earned a deep chuckle from deep in my throat. I could practically hear her heart rate quickening as she had become nervous. I was about to say something to try and make her relax when a grouchy man in line behind me started being rude. He kept groaning and making snide remarks such as, "What's the hold up here?"
I paid him no mind as I turned back to speak to Keri, but of course I was interruppted by that asshole once more as he addressed Keri and said, "Can you at least not wait until your shift is over?"
Keri looked puzzled and politely asked, "What do you mean?"
The man replied rudely, "To flirt with customers. At least wait until your shift is over, then you can get a room and slut around with whoever you want. I'm in a hurry here."
Keri's mouth dropped open in shock and offense. Anger started surging through me as I turned and glared at the man. How could he have the nerve to make such nasty remarks, especially to a sweet girl like Keri? Without a thought or remorse, I grabbed the man furiously by the collar and growled, "That's no way to fucking treat a lady now is it? You better apologize before you get hurt!"
The man wasn't phased by my threat at first, but as he stared into my eyes, his whole demeanor changed and he grew frightened. He suddenly turned to Keri while still in my grasp and began apologizing to her. Once he was done begging for her forgiveness, I let him go and avoided all the concerned looks I was getting from other customers in the store. The man dropped his items and ran out of the store like a coward. It was hard for me not to chuckle at the sight, but I held it in so I wouldn't appear to be a total mad man in front of everyone.
I turned and glanced at Keri as I was waiting for her to say thank you, but what I got instead shocked me. She roughly handed me my bags and then kindly asked me to leave. I stood there with what I'm sure was an extremely confused facial expression, but I had no time to sort out my thoughts as Keri firmly repeated, "Sir, could you please just leave?"
I gleamed at her in confusion and what I imagined to be offense. How could she just dismiss me after I made that asshole stop fucking with her? Most girls in her position would be thanking me and falling at my feet. I flash her a slightly offended look as I grab my bags and walk out of the store. As I'm walking absentmindedly to my car, confusion starts getting the better of me. I think to myself, "How could a seemingly sweet girl just write me off like that?"
Once I made it to my car, I threw my bags in and started back to the house. Needless to say that even though Keri had dismissed me, I was still insanely hooked on her and I have been ever since. Being the type of person I am, I didn't need a lot of time with her to get an idea what kind of person she is. I have the ability to read and see people just by being near them. Each person's scent gives off a different story about them and Keri's was simply intriguing to me. I've been with plenty of women in the past and they were so easy to read, but there are a few things about Keri that elude even me.
Ever since that first night, I had to find out more about her. I wanted to observe for myself what kind of person she really was when she thought no one was looking. For the past few months I've been watching her closely. Mostly at her work, but sometimes at her house as well. Upon watching her, I discovered that she has morals when it comes to men and she isn't loose or easy. Sometimes her female friend sets her up on dates with the wrong guys which frankly pisses me off. I can easily tell that Keri is slightly naive when it comes to reading men's true intentions.
I know she's one of the few women who are smart enough to sense when a man has the wrong ideas for her, but I know she's also blinded by wanting to be in love. Being a guy myself, I know the way we work. Some guys will act nice to a girl and make her think he's truly interested until he gets what he wants out of her sexually, then they up and disappear. Sadly this is true about most of us men. I'm not proud of it, but it just happens sometimes. Throughout my long years I've learned to treat women with more respect, even if I don't think some of them deserve it.
I know Keri is growing frustrated with getting stood up all the time and the dating scene, but I can't sit idly by and watch her go out with all these despicable men. Sometimes I've even had to step in and "frighten" some of her potential dates off. I could see their vile thoughts and intentions for Keri and I just couldn't have that. She was too good a person to have any ill doing done to her.
Of course she has no idea that I'm the one causing her to be stood up most of the time. She'll have an upcoming date with a guy, but he'll never show because I scare him off. I'm sure that makes me seem like some kind of psycho, but I'm really saving her in the long run.
Now I know some of you may be asking yourself why I don't just go ask her out myself. Well it's not like I didn't try. It's absurd for me to even say the word, "try," when it comes to women because I've never had to, but like I've said many times, Keri is different. Several times when I've went back to get groceries, I asked her out. It didn't matter if it was just for coffee or other harmless offers, she declined every time.
Her excuse always was that she didn't date strangers and that I wasn't her type. Made no sense to me seeing as how most of the men she had agreed to go out with weren't anything special and were practical strangers themselves. Just because her female friend knew of them, didn't make them trustworthy.
So since I knew straight away that Keri wouldn't give me a chance, I'd have to force her to. I'm not used to being told no by anyone and I've always gotten what I want. There's no doubt in my mind that I want Keri and I won't stop until I have her. It's not even entirely about a sexual desire for her, it's everything else that draws me to her. She's definitely not the typical girl I go for.
She's not categorized as one of the notorious Harlot women you always hear of us guys keeping around, but none of that really matters to me. It's the fact that Keri isn't those things that captivates me so much. Keri is pure and practically innocent. I can tell that even through the thick, protective walls she puts up that she has a kind heart and a good soul.
Keri's the type of person who would go out of her way to help someone in need. On top of being great, she's gorgeous as well. She has real beauty and not that fake look that so many girls seem to possess in this day and age. Even though Keri isn't what my friends friends would call, "fuckable," I personally think that she's beautiful. Breathtakingly beautiful.
I know I sound like a pussy, but I don't really give a damn. I've been waiting for years to find someone like her to be with. The rest of the guys love going out and getting a new girl every night, but me, I want someone to settle down with. I want a wife and not a whore. Don't get me wrong, whores can be fun, but they just get old after awhile and that lifestyle is no longer what I'm interested in living anymore.
I could easily just take Keri at anytime, but I've been down that road with a few girls before and I know what that road brings. There are other reasons why I'm not taking her, but I won't go into that right now. I really wish that she would warm up to me on her own, but I don't really see that happening anytime soon and I'm growing highly impatient. I'm going to have her one way or another and it's just a matter of time before I figure out a way to make that happen.
The Rev and Christ disappeared awhile ago with strippers of their choosing which left me to find my own. Of course that didn't take long so I'm currently kicked back on a sofa while another nameless slut is giving me a lap dance. I give her a forced smile of approval as she does her best to entertain me. Sure she's sexy and all, but I'm just not interested.
The girls that fill this club have really nothing to offer other than a hot body and a nice fuck. That's all well and good, but what's so awesome about a nice fuck if there's never anything more to it? It would be great to have someone to spend time with on an intellectual level instead of just physical all the time. Maybe I'm just downright tired of whores or I'm just damn bored.
My mind suddenly trails off as I become lost in thought. All I can seem to think about these days is this one specific girl named Keri. My thoughts have been filled with the girl ever since I saw her a few months ago which I may add was quite random. The guys decided to be lazy one night and sent me off to the store. Me being M Shadows and all I could have easily made them go themselves, but I was tired of hearing them bitch at the time so I said fuck it and decided to go myself.
Strolling in a Wal-Mart at 2-AM wasn't my idea of fun, but we needed food and the usual shit for the house. I'm not knocking the trip though because that's when I saw her for the first time. I was standing in line no less at the check out and there were a few people in front of me. I observed the dark haired beauty as I waited impatiently behind the other customers.
I instantly picked up on the girl's pleasant demeanor and mannerisms right away. She was kind to each customer and actually cheerful for it being that time of night. It wasn't that fake or put on kindness either, you could tell it was completely genuine. That in itself grabbed my attention.
As I got closer to her, everything about this woman became alluring to me. It wasn't a gradual occurrence either. To be honest, it hit me like a speeding car. Her appearance was pleasing to the eye, but it was her scent that drew me in the most. It was practically indescribable and just the smell of her left me temporarily in a daze. I came back to reality when I heard her softly clear her throat.
I noticed her gleaming at with me a slightly cocked eyebrow and a curious look on her face. I quickly apologized and began placing my items on the conveyor belt. As she began scanning them, my eyes wandered over her entire being, just taking in her intricate features. She was a slender girl, but had plenty of curves in all the right places. Her raven locks fell to her shoulders and they had a sheen to them that made them look silky to the touch.
None of that however was any match for her extremely vivid blue eyes. She had the most amazing set of blue eyes I'd ever seen. I was sure that if the Rev had seen her eyes, even he would have been jealous. That thought made me sigh in relief that he or Christ wasn't with me at that time. They would be howling and making all sorts of immature noises at the poor girl. Those two guys can never seem to pass any female without trying to make advances on her, all the while making complete asses out of themselves.
As I continued to fully take in the attractive cashier, my eyes fell on her name tag which read the name, "Keri." I was about to give her some kind of compliment when she smiled and told me the total. I pulled out the cash and handed it to her with a grin. I knew my dimples worked their irresistible charm when I instantly noticed her staring at me in a slight awe. It's definitely not a look I haven't seen before from all the women I come in contact with. Being my cocky self, I referred to my dimples as I stated, "I know, I know, they're amazing."
A bright red blush rapidly adorned Keri's face as she turned her gaze away from me. Her shyness earned a deep chuckle from deep in my throat. I could practically hear her heart rate quickening as she had become nervous. I was about to say something to try and make her relax when a grouchy man in line behind me started being rude. He kept groaning and making snide remarks such as, "What's the hold up here?"
I paid him no mind as I turned back to speak to Keri, but of course I was interruppted by that asshole once more as he addressed Keri and said, "Can you at least not wait until your shift is over?"
Keri looked puzzled and politely asked, "What do you mean?"
The man replied rudely, "To flirt with customers. At least wait until your shift is over, then you can get a room and slut around with whoever you want. I'm in a hurry here."
Keri's mouth dropped open in shock and offense. Anger started surging through me as I turned and glared at the man. How could he have the nerve to make such nasty remarks, especially to a sweet girl like Keri? Without a thought or remorse, I grabbed the man furiously by the collar and growled, "That's no way to fucking treat a lady now is it? You better apologize before you get hurt!"
The man wasn't phased by my threat at first, but as he stared into my eyes, his whole demeanor changed and he grew frightened. He suddenly turned to Keri while still in my grasp and began apologizing to her. Once he was done begging for her forgiveness, I let him go and avoided all the concerned looks I was getting from other customers in the store. The man dropped his items and ran out of the store like a coward. It was hard for me not to chuckle at the sight, but I held it in so I wouldn't appear to be a total mad man in front of everyone.
I turned and glanced at Keri as I was waiting for her to say thank you, but what I got instead shocked me. She roughly handed me my bags and then kindly asked me to leave. I stood there with what I'm sure was an extremely confused facial expression, but I had no time to sort out my thoughts as Keri firmly repeated, "Sir, could you please just leave?"
I gleamed at her in confusion and what I imagined to be offense. How could she just dismiss me after I made that asshole stop fucking with her? Most girls in her position would be thanking me and falling at my feet. I flash her a slightly offended look as I grab my bags and walk out of the store. As I'm walking absentmindedly to my car, confusion starts getting the better of me. I think to myself, "How could a seemingly sweet girl just write me off like that?"
Once I made it to my car, I threw my bags in and started back to the house. Needless to say that even though Keri had dismissed me, I was still insanely hooked on her and I have been ever since. Being the type of person I am, I didn't need a lot of time with her to get an idea what kind of person she is. I have the ability to read and see people just by being near them. Each person's scent gives off a different story about them and Keri's was simply intriguing to me. I've been with plenty of women in the past and they were so easy to read, but there are a few things about Keri that elude even me.
Ever since that first night, I had to find out more about her. I wanted to observe for myself what kind of person she really was when she thought no one was looking. For the past few months I've been watching her closely. Mostly at her work, but sometimes at her house as well. Upon watching her, I discovered that she has morals when it comes to men and she isn't loose or easy. Sometimes her female friend sets her up on dates with the wrong guys which frankly pisses me off. I can easily tell that Keri is slightly naive when it comes to reading men's true intentions.
I know she's one of the few women who are smart enough to sense when a man has the wrong ideas for her, but I know she's also blinded by wanting to be in love. Being a guy myself, I know the way we work. Some guys will act nice to a girl and make her think he's truly interested until he gets what he wants out of her sexually, then they up and disappear. Sadly this is true about most of us men. I'm not proud of it, but it just happens sometimes. Throughout my long years I've learned to treat women with more respect, even if I don't think some of them deserve it.
I know Keri is growing frustrated with getting stood up all the time and the dating scene, but I can't sit idly by and watch her go out with all these despicable men. Sometimes I've even had to step in and "frighten" some of her potential dates off. I could see their vile thoughts and intentions for Keri and I just couldn't have that. She was too good a person to have any ill doing done to her.
Of course she has no idea that I'm the one causing her to be stood up most of the time. She'll have an upcoming date with a guy, but he'll never show because I scare him off. I'm sure that makes me seem like some kind of psycho, but I'm really saving her in the long run.
Now I know some of you may be asking yourself why I don't just go ask her out myself. Well it's not like I didn't try. It's absurd for me to even say the word, "try," when it comes to women because I've never had to, but like I've said many times, Keri is different. Several times when I've went back to get groceries, I asked her out. It didn't matter if it was just for coffee or other harmless offers, she declined every time.
Her excuse always was that she didn't date strangers and that I wasn't her type. Made no sense to me seeing as how most of the men she had agreed to go out with weren't anything special and were practical strangers themselves. Just because her female friend knew of them, didn't make them trustworthy.
So since I knew straight away that Keri wouldn't give me a chance, I'd have to force her to. I'm not used to being told no by anyone and I've always gotten what I want. There's no doubt in my mind that I want Keri and I won't stop until I have her. It's not even entirely about a sexual desire for her, it's everything else that draws me to her. She's definitely not the typical girl I go for.
She's not categorized as one of the notorious Harlot women you always hear of us guys keeping around, but none of that really matters to me. It's the fact that Keri isn't those things that captivates me so much. Keri is pure and practically innocent. I can tell that even through the thick, protective walls she puts up that she has a kind heart and a good soul.
Keri's the type of person who would go out of her way to help someone in need. On top of being great, she's gorgeous as well. She has real beauty and not that fake look that so many girls seem to possess in this day and age. Even though Keri isn't what my friends friends would call, "fuckable," I personally think that she's beautiful. Breathtakingly beautiful.
I know I sound like a pussy, but I don't really give a damn. I've been waiting for years to find someone like her to be with. The rest of the guys love going out and getting a new girl every night, but me, I want someone to settle down with. I want a wife and not a whore. Don't get me wrong, whores can be fun, but they just get old after awhile and that lifestyle is no longer what I'm interested in living anymore.
I could easily just take Keri at anytime, but I've been down that road with a few girls before and I know what that road brings. There are other reasons why I'm not taking her, but I won't go into that right now. I really wish that she would warm up to me on her own, but I don't really see that happening anytime soon and I'm growing highly impatient. I'm going to have her one way or another and it's just a matter of time before I figure out a way to make that happen.
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2/20/14