*~* Brian Elwin Haner Jr. *~*

Going out has always been fun for me. I love getting drunk and meeting new people. I was getting ready to head out, looking quite extra in my black wool blazer that had leather lapels. Black wide neck tee and a pair of black slacks. Nice dress shoes. My longer hair was slicked back and I used a ton of hairspray to keep it in place cause...I'm a queen.

While I was heading out the door to my car, I received a phone call from Matt which was odd cause I thought he was with sweet Molly. She had a rough day and needed Matt. I shrugged my shoulders and answered.

"Hey broski, what's up?" I smiled into the phone.

"You fucked Molly?!" He roared on the other side, making my ear bleed.



Speaker phone it is.

"Yeah. Years ago. So?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"That's how you fucking knew her?! You didn't just go fucking volunteer?! I'm getting your fucking sloppy seconds?! It's Michelle and Val all the fuck over again only this time there's only one chick!" He shouted angrily and I could hear him pacing wildly.

"It's entirely different. I was there for Molly when she lost her husband. She was following us on tour, staying on my side every night and," I shrugged, "Bumped into her at a strip club where she was shit faced, getting a lap dance and crying under this stripper. The stripper was professional and kept dancing but I ended up paying her to leave Molly alone. The two of us got to talking, she told me about how she met her husband at one of our shows, how they got married, their A7X honeymoon then how he died. I felt bad and wanted to help her feel something again. She became my road girl for the Hail to the King tour, Shepard of Fire tour and a couple more after that. We stopped fucking three years ago." I explained every nugget I could remember.

"I can't believe you fucked Molly. She just making her way through the fucking band?" He groaned.

"Dude, Molly isn't like that," I sighed, "She's got a big heart, she's the most sensitive woman I've ever met and she's so fucking madly in love with you. I'm surprised she told you but I'm glad she did..." I said softly, running my fingers through my hair.

He paused for a long time, "She...didn't tell me..." He mutter with rage.

"Then," I furrowed my brows, "How the fuck did you find out?"

I knew Molly would tell Matt eventually and I was preparing for that day...but how the fuck did he even find out if she didn't tell him? It's not like we made it blatantly obvious.

"I...found a box in her closet that...had pictures of you two, her marriage certificate and Joey's death cert..." He explained, sounding slightly shameful.

"Dude. You're pissed about something that you didn't know about and you went snooping in her shit? That's just as fucked." I scoffed at him and rolled my eyes.

Matt groaned, "Brian...it was too fucking perfect! Do you get that?! It felt like a goddamn trap!"

"Well it wasn't." I snapped at him.

"Yes it was cause you had her first. She's not mine. You claimed her." He sounded so heart broken.

"Matt, bro, she is not mine. Molly was never fucking mine. She never fucking will be. We don't want each other like that. Molly's beautiful but she isn't what I want cause I know for a goddamn face she wants you..." I said softly and heard my phone beeping to alert me that I had another call.

Low and behold, Molly was calling and now I knew why.

"I don't wanna be compared to you by anyone anymore..." Shadz sighed.

"She's not like that. And she's calling me. How many of her calls have you fucking ignored?" I grumbled out my question.

"I mean...been ignoring them for an hour or so..." He blew raspberries.

I shook my head and hung up on him then answered Molly's call, "Hey Molls..."

"He fucking left, Brian," She cried, "I don't know what I did."

"He found out that we used to hook up." I sighed, getting in my car and starting to drive over to her place.

Molly started crying harder, "I told you I wanted to tell him!" She shouted, assuming I was the one that told on us.

"Doll...I didn't say anything. Matt went through your closet and found our photos that you kept." I said, feeling so disappointed in Matt.

"Why didn't...I didn't get the chance to...tell him myself. We were...it was like we were made for each other. For once someone made me feel like I was worth something. Made me feel like I was still special. That I was his number one...I fucked this all up..." She sighed and hung up.

Fuck.

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*~* Molly Jean Gravewood *~*

I turned my phone off, fucking ashamed of my past and everything. I should've just told Matt. I should've just been honest right out the gate. I was scared. I didn't want him to judge me for the past I had with Brian. He did anyway.

Laying in bed, crying my fucking eyes out, I just regretted every decision I had ever made. How could I have been so stupid?

*~* FLASHBACK TO 2014 *~*

Brian and I were having a blast at this random arcade in Chicago. He's been flirting and enjoying me and I have been enjoying him. We complimented each other well in the sense that we wanted one another and we wanted to bask in our pleasure together.

The guitarist pinned me to the Space Invaders machine, subtly leaving hickeys on my neck. His teeth and lips were sending shivers down my spine then his hot breath cascading down to my cleavage...I could barely stand it.

"Molly...baby...I think I need to get you back to your hotel room..." He whispered and nibbled on my ear lobe while his hand palmed my pussy lovingly.

"But you bought me all these quarters..." I breathed, not focusing on the game at all so I was losing horribly.

"Beautiful...you're wasting the coin-age anyway by sucking shit." He chuckled seductively in my ear then kissed down my neck and shoulder again.

I let out a light whimper, "Okay. Let's go..." I turned and faced him, holding my small bag of quarters while wrapping my thin, tattooed arms around his neck.

Brian's talented, beautiful hands ran up and down my sides, "Come on. I have chocolate covered strawberries waiting for you, champagne and a present for me that requires you." He waggled his eyebrows.

"Sold. To the man in the white leather and denim studded jacket." I snickered.



Brian lead me out of the arcade and back to the hotel, holding my hand and talking to me about the tour and how things just...weren't going well with Arin. I had a feeling. He was being kinda flaky with my boys.

"Here we are baby girl..." Brian said, opening my room door for me then guiding me in. He got us to the bed and like he promise, on the bedside table was a massive box of chocolate covered strawberries and champagne in an ice bucket, "Now...I want you to strip and lay down." He demanded.

I nodded and did what I was told, slowly stripping my clothes off, knowing he was watching closely. I laid on the bed, propped on my elbows and rubbing my knees together.

Brian took his shirt off and popped open the bottle of champagne then grabbed the box of strawberries. He handed me the bottle, climbed on the bed and I watched as he set two strawberries on my chest, three on my stomach and one on my pubic mound.

"Obviously, eating strawberries off you is going to happen cause that's what I want...I'm using my sweet Molly as a plate. I'll feed you and you feed me. Pick your berry." He said sweetly but with sex evident in his tone.

I picked one of the strawberries off my chest then waited. Brian picked it up and fed it to me, watching me intently. My eyes trailed over his features with want as he studied me carefully. Those chocolate eyes paused and he laid between my legs. I watched as he looked at the berries strategically planted on my flesh. He kept his intense, dark eyes locked on me as he licked my hip then kissed softly before moving to my other hip to do the same. Brian kissed my hip and down my pubic mound before flicking his tongue to the strawberry resting on me. He sucked the berry between his lips then took a bit. It was juicy and leaked onto me. Bri let out a devious chuckle then licked me clean. He grabbed the rest of the strawberry, finishing it off then tossed the remains in the box.

"Tastes even better off you, baby girl..." He cooed between kisses up my stomach.

"I want that one," I pointed at the other berry on my chest and smiled at him then winked, acknowledging his compliment.

Brian smirked and nodded, feeding me the other strawberry, still watching me so close. His gaze was so intense. I managed to take a big bite, leaving only the leaves then Brian tossed them.

One by one, each strawberry was eaten with sexual desire increasing for one another. Each chocolate covered strawberry came with kisses along my sensitive skin, making me ache for the guitarist.

I melted against Brian instantly and he did that classic smirk of his that just has every woman fucking swoon. He positioned himself at my entrance with his thick hard cock then slowly pushed himself inside, having no trouble considering I was wetter than Niagra Falls.



"Fuck...Molly...you're so tight and wet, baby girl..." He breathed, moving inside me at full depth then shivering.

I rolled my hips to Brian as he thrust deep inside me while he was kissing me like he needed me. It felt so good to be this wanted. His thrusts were growing to be more aggressive and he pulled his lips from mine, looking down at me. He watched my features contort with pleasure then he began swirling inside me as he thrust.

Oh yeah. That's the fucking way to my soul.

*~* End of Flashback *~*

"Molly..." The lightest knock on my door sounded and I heard Matt's voice.

I sat up and looked at the front man, shocked as hell to see him. I wiped my eyes and blinked a few times. I saw that Brian was with him and fear washed over me.

"It's okay," Brian said softly with a nod.

I gulped and stared at Matt, waiting for him to make his move, "I...shouldn't have gone through your stuff..." He said after a moment, "I'm sorry and I'm also sorry that I...reacted instead of...responding to what I saw."

"Brian and I were just there for each other! It's not like I slept with him knowing you and I would fall in love! I was hurting and he was there for me!" I shouted, being defensive.

Great Molly. I'm sure he'll fucking respond well to that bullshit.

"I know..." Matt came over to me and sat down, running his hand over my head, "I should've...let you tell me."

I nodded, "I promise I was going to..."

Matt nodded back, "I'm fucking in love with you and grew impatient about finding out about your skeletons so I went look for them..."

"Well...I hope you learned your lesson to be patient with me...." I whimpered out in quite the pathetic fashion, "You don't even have skeletons so it's not even fair..."

"He does...just give him the respect he...failed...to give you..." Brian said before Matt could get in a word.

"I think you're lying but okay...I'll wait it out..." I sighed, "Can I take a nap now?"

"Can I take it with you?" The front man asked with hesitation.

I thought for a few moments, "Yes...cause I missed you and I thought I lost you..." I admitted with my eyes welling up with sadness.

"Baby...Molly...I love you. I'm sorry." Matt laid with me and hugged me close, burying my face in his chest.

I gripped his shirt tightly, "I'm sorry for not telling you..."

"It's okay, beautiful...it's okay...."

Notes

Sorry this took me so long to update! I was on the struggle bus with this chapter! Hope everyone enjoys!!!