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Two In My Heart


Everyone can see Violet hasn't been herself ever since she became a mother. It doesn't help that her twin seems to handle it with ease. Her new job looms in the not so far away future, and she has two boyfriends that are slipping away.

Synyster and Jade plan their dream wedding, and sharing his time with a new baby and his husband proves hard to keep up with. How long can they keep their secret from the outside world?

Third installment of Violet's life after "Blinded In Chains" and "Two Vibrant Hearts Could Change".

*I don't own the guys/this never happened etc etc. Don't steal my stuff!!*

Thanks for reading!!


Brooks Wackerman

Brooks Wackerman

The newest member really starts to feel like part of the family after also moving to HB. The touring only gets better, and he gets more comfortable. Except whenever Violet shows up on tour for a few days. Then he's got to deal with her newest fascination.

Jade Shade

Jade Shade

A new mother and absolutely acing it, Jade is high on life until the band goes back on tour. The upcoming wedding keeps her busy, but she misses both Brian and the satisfaction that came with her former job. She takes solace in the fact that at least her sister isn't on tour with her man anymore.

Johnny Christ

Johnny Christ

Johnny's a sweetheart and a prankster. While hilarious and fun to be around, he's never been able to settle down, to find that one girl. He's a got a feisty, dark side he's not sure he trusts with anyone else. Is it finally his time?

M. Shadows

M. Shadows

Ecstatic in his role as a father, he can't imagine touring away from his son and his girl. Lots of adjustments will be needed on tour, away from their sons, away from their girlfriends, and with many different addictions.

Synyster Gates

Synyster Gates

Brian juggles being a father, a husband, and a fiance well--even as a sex addict. Until tour once again interrupts his perfect life. Though he loves his husband and gets to tour with the beautiful guy, he's gotta keep himself away from Shadz. And keep half his life from the press and the fans.

Violet Shade

Violet Shade

Lost when she finds herself unable to care enough for her newborn, Vi has to figure something out soon before she takes on enormous responsibilities at work.

Zacky Vengeance

Zacky Vengeance

Zacky has the hardest job right now, although from his perspective, also the greatest rewards. A husband to tour with, a girlfriend that's a loving sex addict just like his hubby, and two babies that for now are the closest he has to his own. He waits patiently for the day he gets to be a dad. The only bad part is, hiding his love for his husband and bandmate proves to only get harder.


  1. Rest

    Sleep would be nice.

  2. Drenched in Syn

    While Violet and Jade were gone...

  3. Betrayed

    Synyster believed he'd done something awful, which turns out to be something pretty great.

  4. Best For Us In The End

    Shadz comes clean and Violet shows up.

  5. Judge Or Take Shots At Me

    Violet puts up with zero crap. Brian gets a few different things he wants.

  6. 4 a.m.

    Don't. Hate me.

  7. Like Beautiful Stories

    After the crash comes guilt and consequences.

  8. Warmness On The Soul

    After the throuples get home from the hospital.

  9. Tend Your Light

    Matt's up to bat, Rave stops by, and Bri gets jealous.


Yes, yes he does! And as we all know, he will... ; )

violetshade violetshade

Brian you wankstain! It’s about time you remembered you have a fiancée, not just a husband... J needs to put him on probation *lmfao* He needs to work off his shitty behaviour with sexual favours!

Imma get you some marriage, Shade! Lemme go catch up...

Just realized I never responded to this! I'm about to update this one, and there won't be any J and Shads but you're right--that TOTALLY needs to happen again. "Adorably delicious pain in the ass"--YES I'M DYING!!! That's the perfect way to describe him (and yes, we all wish he was a.....yeah...)! It's just how he comes across to me. But Syn will continue to make it up to his lovers because at the end of the day he's a good guy who fucks up but loves them a lot. Awww. More of that to come!
Finally got some plot bunnies for Sexas, thanks to you, and should have something before too long!
Yours truly,
The Smut Wench

violetshade violetshade

SYNACKY! VIOLEANCE! You know what we need? J and Shads. If Syn can have two partner’s J can too, mofo! I also thoroughly enjoy SallyMay bagging the shit outta Bri, it’s awesome *lmfao* I totally can see exactly what she’s saying, and he needs a good ass whoopin’... Super Evil Zacky needs to turn the tables on him in the Spunk Bunk downstairs! Sadly, I’m also a fucking sucker for Syn, so I’m compelled to err on the side of Shade here. He’s an adorably delicious pain in the ass. I wish he was a pain in my... ANYWAY, moving on.

SHADE! We need more Don’t Mess With Sexas, smut wench!