The following week and a half ticked by. I waited an entire day to text her, which only being a day still killed me. I felt like a highschooler talking to a crush, but I couldn’t help it. She texted back, skillfully letting me know she was thinking about me but still needed space. I obeyed disdainfully.

I went to spend time with Ness and often took him with me while we looked for a new place. It was a nice distraction. I even started getting some of my things together. The more I packed the more I realized the place had never felt much like home to me--partly because nowhere did besides a tour bus, partly because none of it was me. No wonder this didn’t work out.

The guys talked me into another last night out before tour at Johnny’s, of course, and so there we were on a Saturday night trying to get drunk. By talking me into it, I meant I agreed immediately--hoping Violet would be there. I’d resisted showing up the weekend before as to not seem stalker-like, so I figured this weekend I might get lucky. That, and she knew we were leaving, so…..

Christ pointed at a guy about my build and nudged our singer, “That guy kinda looks like Zack--”
Matt hid his eyes with one hand and hit Johnny over the back of the head with the other, “I hate you guys so much right now.”

“You must’ve only agreed because you know Zacky’d be here,” Brooks teased.

I blushed. Brian gave them a look, “We are the absolute worst.” He nodded at the embarrassed lead vocalist, “Get your dick waxed this week?”
“Yes, just this morning and afternoon, thank you--by my wife before you insinuate it was a dude.” He growled as we all giggled.

That first hangout after everyone found out had been so awkwardly awful. Poor Matt hadn’t realized his wife had outed our experience, and man had he gotten pissed. Then super embarrassed when the guys made him tell them I was the top. Eventually we’d calmed him down and got to a point where we talked about it like it was typical bro stuff--which it kinda had been.
But the taunting hadn’t stopped--sometimes at me sometimes at him. As I tried to hit Brooks on the shoulder over Brian, the guitarist nudged my shoulder.

“There she is.”

I turned my head, and sure enough, she was never hard to find. Fuck, she looked amazing. It was probably because I hadn’t seen her in a week and a half, but I thought she looked sexier than ever.
Hair tightly back in a high ponytail, it had been straightened and fell all the way down between her bare shoulder blades. Plaid skirt. High heels. Halter top. I was a dead man.
The kicker? My throat constricted with two polar opposite reactions when I saw the tie. It was sexy as fuck, but cut off half way down after the knot--just like Jimmy used to do in our craziest of days.

“Dude. I think I just came in my pants.” Johnny snickered. That was always his prefered line when it came to hot girls.
“I think we all did.” Brooks mumbled and I gave him a weird look, as this was not his typical reaction.

“Good luck, with all the girls here.” Matt pointed out.

Most of the girls were here, minus Michelle. Even Meaghan had joined when asked by one of the girls and they all danced on the dance floor currently. They spotted Violet and I groaned when she eagerly downed a shot and joined them. I had to somehow come up with a way to flirt with her enough to get in her pants later, get out of here soon, and not make it obvious to the girls that she was gone at the same time as I was. I couldn’t believe what I had gotten myself into. At 35, I was way too old for this much drama.

***Violet’s POV****

Our eyes met from across the place before I even made it to the bar. Did those eyes get even more green? I felt that irresistible pull like we were two magnets being forced together by an unbreakable bond. I took a deep breath and grabbed Erin’s hand, threading our fingers together for moral support.
“What do you need me for?” She smirked. For a week and a half she’d been the devil on my shoulder and it was wearing a little thin.

“I’ve told him I need space! If I give in, we’ll mess up and then all the girls will know!” I stage whispered at her as said girls ran over. The two of us did a quick round of shots and joined them on the dance floor. I was immediately glad I had pre-gamed a little. The slight buzz calmed my nerves at seeing those lust filled orbs staring at me from across the room.

Zacky had texted me off and on and was finally getting the point about us spending time apart. The fact that he was respecting that made me fall all the harder. Erin kept telling me to invite him over to my place, said we could just be discreet about it until it worked itself out. Somehow, I resisted. Ben had helped me out last Saturday. But then tonight arrived. How did anyone look that yummy in just a tshirt and jeans?

I knew they were about to leave for tour again and I knew he’d be there. I found the sexiest get-up I had and went all out for the night. Erin shamelessly helped me with my hair. Which we’d started over twice when it led to sex. I knew I looked good and I knew it was definitely happening tonight. I just had to find a way to get him away from everyone without it being obvious….

I caught Shadows going to the bar for their next round and couldn’t resist. I needed another drink anyway.
“I’ll be right back,” I whispered in Erin’s ear and she grabbed my ass because she knew it was in Zacky’s view. Trotting up beside the bulky singer, I leaned in and gave him a seductive look, “Can I watch the next time you’re with your rhythm guitarist?” I smirked and waited for his reaction.

I wasn’t ready for his dark baritoned response accompanied by one dimple and sparkling, flirty hazel eyes, “I dunno. Can I watch the next time you are?”

His dimples deepened as I paled and lowered my eyes. Clearing my throat I motioned to Candice for a drink, all flirting dropping from my voice, “You guys all know, don’t you?”
Matt smiled sideways back at me like my response was crazy, “Of course we do.” He took a sip of his beer, “Don’t worry. None of the girls know.”
“Any chance of keeping it that way?”
“I’d say that’s up to you. Between us guys, yeah. If you out yourself, though,” He lifted a hand in gesture, as he always did, “We’ve seen you two near one another enough to understand. Once we could tell you weren’t after his money or fame, we bottled it up. They’ll never know.”

“How can you tell?” I took a deep drink as soon as the Scotch was set in front of me.
“When you’re famous long enough, you get to know the type. Zacky couldn’t tell with Gena because they’d been together too long for him to see it. She’d actually latched on before we were famous, because she knew we’d get there. But even we can see that you’re not that girl. Fan or not, you just aren’t the type,” His deep golden gaze dragged down my body as I got goosebumps, “Even if you look the type.”
And before I could get over myself, Matt grabbed the rest of the round and walked off.

An hour later my whole body ached as I danced suggestively with Erin. Starting to give up on Zacky, I kept trying to seduce her with words and little kisses. I was a little too drunk to realize just how mean this was to do to Zack.
Chuckling at her neck, my hands were still behaving at her hips, “C’mon, baby...we could go to the car and I’ll eat you for ten whole minutes just please…”
I almost choked on a breath when she grabbed my hand and led me towards the front door. When I giggled with glee, more than a few people noticed as we left.

I trapped her against the door of my Mercury and she fished around for the keys in my purse.
“Looking for these?” I gave her my hooded eyes as I dangled my keys in the air.
She grabbed them, “Yes. Now, I’m going to hang out in your car. Text Zack and tell him you’re waiting by his car, which is over there,” She pointed, “And when you’re done, come back here to get me so that when we go back in together it’ll look like we were the ones fucking.”
I grabbed her face and kissed her, “You’re the best. Ever.” Looking around, I texted Zacky and headed towards his car making sure no one saw me. It was in the darkest corner of the parking lot, and made me wonder if he’d already had ideas.
After a minute of not getting a text in response, I looked back at my phone.

“It’s pretty dangerous being out here in the dark all alone, little missy.”

The second I heard his voice, all my lady parts tightened. As I turned my head, he was calmly rounding the front of his Lincoln, hands in pockets. Slowly backing me up against the car, Zacky only looked at me and pressed his body to mine--his hands out on the roofline on either side of me. I think his eyes were even more beautiful at night.
“See what you do to me, Violet,” The green orbs looked over my face and down my shirt. His presence was more dominating than usual, his jaw set hard with determination and self control, “I’m not sure making me wait two weeks was such a good idea.”

I wanted to ask why, but only a squeak came out when I attempted to speak.

His head dipped to my neck, but didn’t assault me like they usually did--only ghosted over my skin. When I went to touch him, he slammed my wrist against the cold steel of his car, “You want distant, we can do this distantly.”

His strong hands whirled me around and bent me over and I thought I might perish from pure want. His foot nudged mine apart and I heard him get out a rubber. As I panted and dared not look back, I felt him hook a thumb around the string of my thong and pull it aside. Just as the cool air hit my exposed core, I felt his steeled cock push inside me. I inhaled in shock as he slammed forward, his hips meeting my ass.

“You have any idea how much I’ve needed you?” He sneered, “I’ve jerked off shameful amounts of times while thinking about being buried inside you. And you’ve been in the same town the entire time, saying you need space. This the space you need, Violet? To get fucked hard right before I leave? Well don’t worry. Fucked hard is what you’ll get. You won’t be able to walk back into that bar. Now fucking come for me.”

Fucking hell.

So came I did. Probably too loudly. Almost crying as I held onto the passenger side rear view mirror while he ravished me.
“That’s a good girl,” Zacky snarled and didn’t stop, thrusting until I could feel him shudder up against my ass.

***Zack’s POV****

After she’d made me see stars and I emptied into the condom, I let go of my tight grip of her hips and pulled out, throwing the used rubber on the ground and opening the back door of my classic for her, climbing in after she did.

Before I could even make a move, Violet had removed her panties and was in my lap. Grinning wolfishly, I gave her ponytail a quick yank--which made her gasp and pause only for a moment. She somehow already had a rubber and was sliding it down my still-hard shaft as I moaned. Her lips attacked mine, her arms wrapping desperately around my neck as she sank all the way down me.

Gooood that felt nice. Aw, fuck, now she was riding up and down relentlessly like she couldn’t possibly get enough. My head fell back away from her gorgeous lips and my eyes met hers. While her body fucked me hard, her eyes were soft and made me wonder what she was thinking. Before I could take it in though, she was moaning louder and arching back away from me.

“God, Violet!!” I had no idea I was close, but as her pussy clenched hard around me, I convulsed up into her. My arms went around her waist as my forehead leaned on her shoulder. The orgasm tore through me, milked by her body and her cries of delight.

“Zack!” Man, did I love hearing her say my name. As we both came down, our arms only circled tighter around the other as we sunk into one another. When I leaned back against the seat, soothing a hand over her back, she mumbled from my neck.

“I’m going to miss you.”
I smiled to myself, “I’ll miss you, too.”
“Zack?” Her eyes were wide with question as she bit her lip and pulled away to look into my eyes.
“Yeah, baby…” I reached up to touch her face.
“I, um...got an IUD this week and got tested. I just...thought you should know….um, do you get tested?”

A smile teased at my lips because I think I knew where this was going and couldn’t wait to fucking get there, “Well, no. Not anymore. But I’ve only been with Meaghan and you, so unless Megs was--” Before I could answer, she was kissing me again, her tongue in my mouth making nothing else in the universe make sense.
“I...I would…” I’d never seen her nervous or sputtering before. It was truly adorable, “I could use condoms with everyone else, but not with you. If you want.”
“Everyone else?” I raised both brows, sort of teasing, sort of not.

Violet made to climb off, clearly hurt by my comment. I pulled her back against me, “Sorry, baby. Here you are being vulnerable with me and I’m being an ass…” I pulled at her bottom lip, “I’d really, really like that.”

Pulling her hips up, I couldn’t help but twitch at her body’s response to even that movement of me pulling out of her. I leaned over to open the car door, took off the used rubber, and tossed it outside. After closing the door again, I held her in my arms and leaned her back onto the seat. I couldn’t stop from locking my gaze with hers as my hips fell between her thighs and I found her. Goodgodfuck...wet, warm, slick, tight. Gorgeous.

Even Megs and I had almost always used rubbers because she didn’t want to go on the pill, or get an IUD. The night she got pregnant it must have busted. So it had been a very long time for me. And I’m guessing for her, too.
Before I could even adjust to her warmth, Violet was coming again in my arms. I loved watching her do that. I was only going to be able to take so much of this truly naked sex tonight. Pulling out, I pushed her thighs apart and back as she whined.
“Don’t worry, baby. I’ll take care of you.”

I moved her tie aside, adjusting the material of her shirt until I had a nipple in my mouth. I traced a finger down the inside of her thigh, loving her little reactions to me. She moaned as I dipped two fingers into her and sucked harder at her breast. I stopped sucking and pulled out my two fingers and she bit down on her lip--her cheeks flushing as she looked at me. Her lips curved up into a sly smile and her eyes closed when I teased the fingers over her tighter hole and then pushed them in. Goddammit, I loved how free she was. In my experience, girls always liked back door play but rarely wanted to admit it. To be completely fair, most guys were the same way.

I gave my ignored cock a quick tug with my other hand before sliding two fingers, palm up, into her pussy.
“Zacky! Jesusfucking christ!” Violet gripped at the car around her, moaning my name and curses as her whole body tightened. I pushed harder up with my fingers in her front while gently moving my fingers in her ass. Her breaths came in hard pants and she tightened hard around my digits. I continued doing exactly this, grinning wide as she fell apart under me.

Oh, fuck, she better not actually come--I’d get drenched and have no excuse.

Just in case, I waited until she was very clearly about to peak, and I pulled out the hand in her ass and basically blocked myself, holding it over her clit as my other fingers massaged her g spot. Violet threw her head back and cried out as her body twisted. Her face contorted and I choked on a breath as I felt her splash up against my hand.

Oh, jesus fuck. Now I was about to make a mess. Not knowing what else I could do, I thrust inside her just as I started to come. The move intensified both our climaxes and we cried against each other in sweet, loud, messy release. Fortunately, my shirt had ridden up enough that when she kept coming, it went onto my stomach and not my clothes. Although, the underside of her skirt might be a mess. My hands thrust out, grabbing at the front seat and anything else so I wouldn’t bruise her with how final and long this orgasm was. Just when I thought it was done, her pussy pulsed around me and I emptied another rope into her.

Finally, she relaxed around me and I collapsed onto her. I was delirious with the ending and how she made me feel. I kissed her neck, her ear, her cheek, her lips--as my arms fully tightened around her. I let the kiss deepen, but not enough to get her going again.

“Vi...I can’t...I can’t even function...that’s all I got tonight, baby.” I pulled away to look into her satiated purple eyes as she giggled cutely, “What?”
She reached up to play with my hair, “I’ve never done that before. It was somehow even more amazing than I’d hoped it would be.”
I raised an eyebrow, “You’ve never squirted?” My ego skyrocketed.
The beauty shook her head no, “It’s a good thing you’re done, I’m not sure I could do any more after that.”
I smiled wide and pulled out, laughing when she shuddered.

“Don’t laugh at me,” She insisted cutely. Tucking myself back in my boxers, I reached over the front seat to the glovebox where I kept some napkins and handed her some, “You can’t blame a guy for feeling absolutely awesome that he could do that to you when no other guy, or girl, ever has.”
We cleaned ourselves up and sat in the back of my Lincoln staring into each other’s eyes like lovesick teenagers.

“Don’t forget me on tour, Vengeance. I don’t think I’d survive.” Her bare look up at me clutched at my heart.
I dragged a finger down her cheek, “I’m pretty sure you’re the one I should be worried about forgetting me, honey...does this mean...what I think it means?” I had to ask, giving her a serious look.
Violet bit her lip again and I had to pull it out for her so she’d stop.

“Well….I...I do want to be with you, I just...don’t know when it’s appropriate as far as the girls go. I don’t want to hurt Meaghan. But this is too good to ignore.” She laced her fingers through mine and I smiled back at her. Just her touching me sent such strong reactions through me.
“I guess we’ll just wait this out until an opportunity arises,” I pulled slightly at her tie, greatly regretting I hadn’t used it more to my advantage.

“On one condition, Zack,” She did that thing again, apparently her nervous tick, and I pulled it out again.
“Violet, if we’re going to have a serious talk, you can’t do that. Now what condition is that?”

Her eyes went wide, from under her long lashes, as my heart rate skyrocketed again, “We’d have to have an open relationship, Zack. If that’s not obvious.”

I huffed. It was obvious, doesn’t mean I had to like it, “After what just happened, how much I just satisfied you, you still want to be with other men??”
Violet huddled away from me into the corner, looking out the window, “And women.”

“Well, I don’t care about the women, Violet!” I let out before calming myself, “I’m sorry, baby. I don’t mean to shame you. I just have to get used to it, okay?” I wasn’t sure how, just that I wasn’t going to let her go over this. I smiled when she instantly bubbled back up and kissed my cheek, her eyes bright with pure happiness that made my heart melt, “Thanks, Zack.”

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Notes

Fuck yeah!! So how does ZV deal on tour and how are they gonna do this with the girls being ok w it???

hope you're still reading!

*whew it's hot in heeeeere*