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You Have My Heart

Baby Don't Cry


Brown eyes widened as the air thickened and hazel eyes eventually faded from loving and excited to empty and hurt. Brian soon found he couldn't breathe and sat up on the edge of the bed.

Matt didn't like this, not at all. Brian was supposed to love him, supposed to do what he said. He liked being in charge, not being turned away. Shadows stood up and angrily pulled on his boxers and track pants, “Forget it.” He quipped shortly.

Gates whirled around, “What? Matt--I just--”
“Just forget it.” Matt growled, “Maybe you should go.”

Brian's heart hit the floor. He wanted to talk about it, but could tell by the way his shoulders tensed and he seethed that maybe that wasn't the best idea. Gates furrowed his brow and hurriedly got dressed, “Fine.”

That evening Gates found himself at Johnny's drinking his cares away. He never knew he could,hurt this much. Sure, it was probably just a fight, but that didn't help put his broken heart back together. Matt's hurt voice kept echoing in his mind and it was like a knife to the gut that hurt a little less with every Scotch he drank.
The guys were there and had asked where Shads was and Brian had responded flippantly about him being somewhere on his high horse. Then they'd watched over him from across the room as Syn drank himself silly.

After he had gotten pretty drunk, a big buff dude walked up to Gates at the bar. He'd heard about the kiss that M. Shadows had given his guitarist recently--it was plastered all over the internet--and thought he'd try his hand at the apparently bi twin lead.

“That pretty face shouldn't ever look so sad, Synyster.”
He raised his eyes as he was called by name to the quite impressively huge guy apparently flirting with him.
“Thanks, I guess, dude.”
“What's gotcha so down, man?”
“My boyfriend may have just broken up with me, I guess.” He downed his glass and signaled for another.
“That's awful. What happened?...”

Syn was way too drunk to notice the dark hazel eyes watching him from the shadows or the jaw that ticked when he spoke to the other man. The second the big buff dude put a hand to his man's shoulder, though, Shads exploded out of nowhere, grabbing the guy and slamming him up against the counter. With only a loud growl, the other guy had his hands up in surrender. The other band boys rushed forward to make sure Matt didn't do any damage as Brian stared from his bar stool, heart racing and mouth going dry at the scene before him.

Shadows was clearly lit up with his need to defend his property--him. He tried not to melt inside, or all the way to the floor, but Shads was all backwards hat, sleeveless, big muscles rippling, holy fuck he’s so hot and when he gets me home he’s so going to--

Golden eyes spit fire at the crowd that had turned, so they turned away and everyone went back to their own business. For a few heart-stopping moments the two pairs of eyes only searched one another, wanting to apologize but being the men they were could only stare.

“Gates--”
Brian stood up, holding onto the bar so he wouldn’t fall over, “Take me home, Matt.”

Ooh, god.


That definitely wasn’t the reaction Matt was expecting, but it only took him half a second to throw some cash on the bar, grab Brian’s hand, and basically run for the door. Shads had brought the convertible and it was a nice, warm night outside, and Gates was feeling frisky and not able to wait for getting home.

The second Shadows was in the driver’s seat, he had Syn’s tongue in his ear and jumped when his crotch was suddenly grabbed.

“Brian--”
“Let’s park. Like we’re in high school. It’ll be fun--I promise.”

Yeah, I don’t doubt it.


Matt threw the car into reverse and then drive, peeling out of the parking lot. As soon as he was on the road, Brian popped the button on the singer’s jeans and immediately swallowed him down.

Holy fuck, dude, I’m tryna--” Matt hit the steering wheel with a fist and forced himself to concentrate. He headed--very fast--towards his favorite make out spot from high school and eventually got there, almost crashing about fifty times first. Shoving it into park, Matt grabbed a fistful of black hair and pulled him off, furrowing his brow and glaring into giddy brown eyes.

“If you had made me come, we’d both be dead right now.” Matt growled.

Gates didn’t answer, but hurriedly began tearing off his own jeans. Shadows moved to the middle seat in the front, stretching his long legs out to either side of the car and fumbling around for the lube he now kept on himself at all times thanks to the sexy guitarist next to him. The second he had it in hand, Brian swiped it away and Matt stared wide eyed as Synyster climbed on and slid all the way down his dick.

“Bri--what the fuck--”

Synyster was suddenly very glad he’d been so horny and depressed earlier that he’d fucked himself with a toy that he used to keep around for girls. So he was still somewhat ready for Matt. He froze there for a moment, embracing the stretch as he straddled his possessive boyfriend--letting out a moan and letting his head fall back. The alcohol was starting to catch up with him and he was a little dizzy. Bracing himself on the still-surprised and a little horrified Matt, he started rolling his hips.

The singer gasped and his eyes narrowed, trying to focus on why the fuck Brian would be so ready for him, “Did you fuck someone else?”

Gates glared down at him, “It’s called masturbating, dude. I needed taking care of and you weren’t there,” He threaded his fingers into Matt’s short hair and leaned over to his ear, voice softening, “I was thinking about you the whole time, though.”

The delicate, intimate way Brian said the last part had Matt falling apart inside. He’d been such a d-bag and Gates certainly deserved better. But the vocalist could certainly fuck him until Bri felt better. Grabbing Brian’s muscular hips, Matt twitched up into Gates, watching the slightly smaller man’s reactions.

“Holy fuck, Matty--”
The -y- was like salve on wound, immediately making both of them feel better.
“God--Bri--uh, you feel amazing--”
“I’m almost there, Matty--”
“No, baby, you can’t come yet--”
“What!?” Brian whined, still holding onto Matt’s hair as he moaned into the night.
“Don’t worry, I’ll take, uh fuck, care of you--just don’t...fuck, Syn--”

Brian was wrapped close by flexing arms, Matt’s teeth biting lightly into Syn’s neck as he thrust up in a few last desperate, stuttering strokes as he came.
Shads tried not to take too long in enjoying his own release, pushing Brian off of him and into the corner of the seat. Synyster convulsed and grabbed onto different parts of the car when Matt took him in his mouth until he was hitting the back of the huge guy’s throat.
“God--Matt--geezus!!”

He’d been so close and Matt knew he was desperately clinging from going over the edge like he’d been instructed to do, so he went for the move that he knew would flick him off that edge--and so he had a guitarist fumbling for words under him as his salty fluid filled his mouth.
Brian had just started to feel the ropes spurt out, when lights began flashing and he moaned through his finish while trying to tell Matt to stop.
Shads saw the lights, too, but knew it was too late to care and that they were done anyway. They were both zipping up and blushing, when they got a flashlight in their faces.

“Sanders? Is that you?”
“Uh, hi Officer Scott.”
The cop shook his head, “I’ve been catching you out here since you were old enough to drive, son.” He moved the flashlight to Synyster, “Although it’s usually with girls.”
Brian blushed further and lowered his eyes.
“We were just leaving.”
“You okay to drive, Matt?”
“Yes, sir. Gates here is drunk as shit, but I’m fine.”
“Alright. See ya around, Sanders.”
The officer shook his head and walked off, and Matt drove away.

By the time he got to Brian’s house, the guy was out cold in his passenger seat, mumbling to himself. Matt hoisted one of the drunk man’s arms over a shoulder before giving up on that and lifting him bridal style after finding his keys. Opening the door, Syn was carried upstairs as he hung onto Matt’s neck, mumbling about how hot the guy was that had saved him at the bar--all alpha male and holy shit those arms and when I get him home I’m going to show him the best time…

Matt chuckled as he put him to bed, easing him out of his clothes and tucking him into his sheets in just boxers. He made him drink some water before smoothing a large hand over his silky locks.
His voice was surprisingly soft, “You mind if I stay here, and we can talk in the morning?”
Gates nodded and plopped back, falling into unconsciousness.

*******************

Brian awoke to a slight headache and a bottle of Excedrin and some water in front of his face on the nightstand. There was a note, too.

Take your time, gorgeous, and come downstairs whenever you’re hungry. Don’t worry, I didn’t cook.


Syn laughed lightly, took the pills, and slowly got dressed before heading downstairs. He wanted to look nice for Matt, so he found his tightest shirt to go with his lounge pants. Padding downstairs, he found Shads had clearly done the same--a very tight white-shirted muscle bound rock star setting his table with the breakfast he’d gone out and gotten.

Running his hand through his own hair as his eyes drifted down the perfect body, his eyes popped up when Matt turned around and caught his staring--dimples coming out from their hiding.

“Good morning, alcie.”
Brian grinned as he was wrapped in beautifully bright arms, “Hey...don’t ever do that to me again.” Brown eyes pleaded with the singer before Matt brought him in even closer, cradling his head as they embraced one another.

“I’m sorry, Brian. I never should have tried to push you into that. I know it’s early, I just love you so much and I know what I want.” Matt’s voice was soft, but sure of itself.

Brian pulled away slightly to look into the man’s eyes, “I love you, too, Shads. Just because I want my own space doesn’t mean I don’t. I worked hard for this house and it’s me, inside and out. It’s got everything I want in a personal space, except for you. So, if you want to move in with me, I’d love to have you here with me.”

“You want me to move in here? Sell my place?”

“Yeah. We can make it our place. I mean, don’t change it too much, but….you basically have a bachelor pad, Matt. It’s not like you decorated.” Long fingers played with the hair just starting to curl at his neck as his lips curled into a smile.

Shads let the realization wash over him, his heart doing flip flops, “Are you serious?”
“As a heart attack, Matthew.”

The guitarist was wrapped close again and kissed, “You really are mine, Bri…” Matt closed his eyes with relief and smiled, “I’d love to, baby.”

Notes

aw, yay! make up time. my fights never last long *rolls eyes at herself*

Comments

Fairly sure I am now a bisexual-coming-on-gay-homosexual male now... *shrugs*

Misery Misery
5/20/20

They’re engaged! Yay!! I love how Zacky and Jimmy are looking out for Brian.

I love the Animaniacs! That was a great addition! That fight was the cutest thing ever....can fights be cute? I can totally see where Brian is coming from when it comes to the lyrics. I’m glad they worked that out. I can’t wait for more!

@violetshade
I'm glad you loved those ones because I extra enjoyed them myself! It was like getting to relive it through slashy and kinky eyes and I love it!!! I have no idea where this is going and really it can go anywhere you want I just hope there's more! Weirdly even though I normally don't love male pregnancy, I would totally be down with Syn getting knocked up again even. Whatever you got I'll love!

Hawkens Hawkens
8/11/18

@AGirlIKnowNamedLarisa
This comment omg!! Dying.
@Hawkens
Thank you so much! I'm really glad you guys like this, cause lord knows I sure as fuck do, haha. Yeah I love how even when Bri's a top he's still loves being owned by Matt, guhhhh. I like when the stories allow for me to add pics, it's so much more fun!! That was part of the reason why the awards chapter and the Seize the Day chapters were so freakin' fun. And it gave me an excuse to watch those damn vids over and over hehe.

violetvictoria violetvictoria
8/10/18