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You Have My Heart

At Least For the Most Part


Shadows had no idea how he had wound up a full grown, straight man--alpha male of a heavy metal band--completely head over heels in fucking love with the beautiful man in his arms. But there he was, fucking gorgeous and stealing his heart with every breath and was finally fucking his. Once Matt had started to fall it had taken for-fucking-ever. Brian had been a fucking tease--like he was about everything--and just flitted his amazing ass around in front of him for the longest fucking months of his young life. But now he was there and that’s all that mattered.

When a knock at his bed bunk woke him up out of his staring down at his guitarist, so peaceful lying there with his long strands of dark hair all around him, Matt snarled.

“WHAT!?!” Shadows peeked over his own shoulder to find bright green eyes opening the curtain. Matt tried to ignore the widening of the other guitarist’s eyes when he found his twin lead in bed with his singer.

“Maybe you should fuck off, Vengeance.” Matt managed through clenched teeth.

“Uh-whatever, dude, um, we have sound check in fifteen.” The curtain was quickly yanked shut and the vocalist cursed to himself. Only in boxers himself, he hesitantly nudged his guitarist awake, hand at his side--the other man also in only boxers.

Seeing slits of chocolate brown eyes, Matt immediately reverted to his state from the previous night and most of the rest of the time. Confident, teasing sounds entered Synyster’s ear.

“Wake up, cream puff. I’d fuck you good morning, if we had time. But we don’t.”

Gates tensed before turning his startled gaze up to the hunky vocalist. Turning the rest of his body, Brian’s gaze turned from surprise to pure flirtation, “That’s too bad...guess I’ll just have to take care of this myself…” Syn referred to his insistent morning wood, before Matt was grabbing two fistfuls of Brian’s shoulder blades to bring him closer, nipping little nips into one shoulder, “As long as it’s you, Bri. You can touch yourself, but no one else, you hear me?”
Brown eyes blew wide as they flitted up to meet domineering hazel, “Um, what?”

To make sure his point hit home, Shadows pulled Syn in by his hips up against Shads’ hardness that strained against his boxers, “You’re mine, now, Brian.” Matt snarled in his ear, making the lead shiver and harden in want, “No one else may have you, and you better not let them...I will give you everything you could possibly ever need or want,” Matt’s words had Gates melting into a puddle in the man’s huge arms, “But know that you ever step out on me, I will tear the fucking world down until I find him and kill him. You are mine, Gates. Mine. Understood?”

Brian wasn’t sure why he loved Matt’s dominant side so much, just that he oh so much definitely did. So when he was met with this tirade, so soon after their first night together, Synyster nodded furiously, electricity running down his spine that Matt really felt the same for him and that the previous night hadn’t just been a one night thing.
“Say it, Brian.”
Syn swallowed hard when Matt’s thick erection was shoved up against him once more, “Y-yours, Shadows.”
“Good boy.”

Gates wasn’t sure how he was supposed to make his legs work after that, but somehow he managed. Standing up out of Shads’ bottom bunk, he grabbed his jeans off the floor from where they had been thrown out furiously the night before and was met with gawking stares.

“What.” Brian barked at them, gathering Synyster Gates to his eyes.
Jimmy had a teasing, knowing look in his bright blue eyes as a smirk covered his mouth, “‘Bout time you guys hooked up. You’ve been eye fucking for months, we were all wondering when you’d get it outta your fucking system, geezus.”

Gates huffed and stalked off to the bathroom as the rest of them giggled and hopped off the bus--assuming it had been a one-night stand and Brian would go back to flirting with everything that walked.

Shadows was clearly satisfied with himself. Back to his dominant alpha male role in the group, he went around the rest of the day throwing those dimples and swaying that fine ass as if last night had never happened. After an entire day of nothing more than an occasional arm-over-his-shoulders like they were buddies again, Brian began to wonder if he’d made the whole thing up--like it had been a beautiful dream and he was just now waking up. So Brian reacted in kind, swaggering around in his fedora and long, beautiful hair--getting all the attention from men and women alike.

Everyone could tell that night at the concert that Shadows was in an extra good mood. His singing was above par and his personality oozed all over the stage and the crowd ate it up. Gates played into it--guitar leaned into his hip--and Zacky fed off that and Jimmy twirled and Johnny head banged.

As they all hung out at the buses after and had few beers, Syn decided to test his theory. A cute little blonde deathbat began flirting with him, so he started flirting back--smirk at his lips and hip cocked to the side as he folded his arms and inconspicuously flexed, a move he constantly used to get his way--or into a girl's pants. To his delighted surprise, it wasn’t long before he found a deep, commanding baritone in his ear.

“Can I talk to you? Over...there?”
Brian’s breath caught in his throat as he was pushed into a corner, rough lips finding his and possessing his mouth in the most wonderful of ways. Just as he melted into the kiss and was about to run his hands up the powerful singer’s shirt, he found a large hand shoved against his own chest as he was crushed up against the wall by that amazing brute of a body.

“Thought I made it pretty clear, Brian. What’re doing flirting with a deathbat? You know she can’t give you what I can.”
Gates spluttered and blushed and inhaled when the hand at his chest moved down between their bodies and grabbed his hard-on, accompanied by deep, teasing dimples.
“Matt, I was, um--just flirting--I--”
“Make sure it stays that way.”
After a flash of that pretty boy smile and a fucking wink, Brian was staring as his sexy ass walked away like nothing had just happened.

********months before***********


Man, those fingers are so long and beautiful and what I wouldn’t give to---


Shadows caught himself glancing over at Gates during an interview as Syn tapped those fast fingers on his knee as he casually put his foot on his other knee, answering some question in that smooth, nonchalant way of his. Super glad that he was wearing his shades, Matt had snapped himself out of his oh so very strange thought. He’d had a couple of similar thoughts lately and wasn’t sure what to make of them. Due to his not-that-recent break up and some bad experiences with groupies after, Shads hadn’t gotten laid in awhile. Like, a long while.

That had to be it. He was so desperate his sometimes somewhat-of-a-feminine guitarist was even starting to look nice. I mean, those lips...they could easily be a girl’s--especially accompanied by those gorgeous cheekbones…
Dude, get a grip.
So he shook it off and got himself some more than willing pussy and was quite happy with himself when he could still get it up for a hot pair of tits.

But then they made that fucking video for Bat Country.

He was...fucking covered in whip cream and grinding up against his twin lead, doused with so much make up and spiky black hair...he even had a little bit of red lipstick on….that was the first time he pictured those lips fuck swollen as he--

Christ.


That was also the day he swear he started to notice Gates notice. Matt knew that he looked good, too, that the messy hotel scene would be a turn on for anyone--male or female. His hair was just as perfect as Brian’s, as well as his own make up. He’d play with his lip ring and catch an ever-so-slight flick of almost black eyes hiding amongst a sea of smokey eye over at him.
Matt had been glad they did the stripper scene without him and that he hadn’t had to watch the lead do that mother-effing teasing solo bit in front of the towers that were his own name in the background. Shadows would never forget the first time they showed the band that scene in editing. The hip grinding was fucking insane and Matt still had no idea what he spilled his coffee and may or may not have gotten a hard-on immediately.

Fortunately for him, the bromances between all of them were already pretty thick and so they could all get away with pretty much anything. So after the guys had made fun of him for spilling his coffee on himself and he had caught the slight smirk at Syn’s lip, Matt had grabbed a fistful of Brian’s hair and tugged playfully, growling--

“Our pretty little guitarist is pretty fucking full of himself. You build those letters yourself, Gates, or did your fan club do it for you??” Dimples had been called for before he’d walked off to change out of his now coffee-soaked jeans. He’d never know how much that little tug had given Brian his own tent of excitement.

Matt still insisted on shaking it off, knowing there was no way he was attracted to his best friend. There were no other men he was attracted to--he was M. motherfucking Shadows after all--so he still chalked it up to that long silky hair of his and how easily Brian made himself up night after night, eyeliner cascading down over those cutting cheekbones.

Brian, on the other hand, had done his fair share of experimenting. He wouldn’t go as far as calling himself bi, but...okay so maybe he was. But he was still surprised to find himself one day, out of nowhere, staring at those enormous arms as they lifted together. Thank god there had been plenty of other people there, so he was pretty sure Shadows hadn’t noticed...then again, he did seem to wait until Brian could be watching him before he did his next set….

That’s when Synyster basically made it a competition. He’d never been into working out, really--he was in shape due to surfing and karate, and he thought his arms were okay--but after Waking the Fallen he’d slowly gotten more into it and around the time their newest album broke, he was lifting as often as Matt was. That’s what it was, Brian decided. The testosterone and being cooped up in a gym with the huge guy and his stupid huge arms. That’s all it was. Harmless bro stuff.

Matt had certainly noticed. Gates’ arms and chest were getting ridiculous and Shads wasn’t sure how much more he could take of watching the guy work out. By now Syn’s shirts were all sleeveless just like his and damn if he didn’t look….well, so much for that theory that he looked like a girl. Fuck.

Notes

Cute, right? Yay? Nay?
Next chapter is you guessed it. Pure. Smut.

Comments

Fairly sure I am now a bisexual-coming-on-gay-homosexual male now... *shrugs*

Misery Misery
5/20/20

They’re engaged! Yay!! I love how Zacky and Jimmy are looking out for Brian.

I love the Animaniacs! That was a great addition! That fight was the cutest thing ever....can fights be cute? I can totally see where Brian is coming from when it comes to the lyrics. I’m glad they worked that out. I can’t wait for more!

@violetshade
I'm glad you loved those ones because I extra enjoyed them myself! It was like getting to relive it through slashy and kinky eyes and I love it!!! I have no idea where this is going and really it can go anywhere you want I just hope there's more! Weirdly even though I normally don't love male pregnancy, I would totally be down with Syn getting knocked up again even. Whatever you got I'll love!

Hawkens Hawkens
8/11/18

@AGirlIKnowNamedLarisa
This comment omg!! Dying.
@Hawkens
Thank you so much! I'm really glad you guys like this, cause lord knows I sure as fuck do, haha. Yeah I love how even when Bri's a top he's still loves being owned by Matt, guhhhh. I like when the stories allow for me to add pics, it's so much more fun!! That was part of the reason why the awards chapter and the Seize the Day chapters were so freakin' fun. And it gave me an excuse to watch those damn vids over and over hehe.

violetvictoria violetvictoria
8/10/18