Another Cold State Line

Julianna James was the most amazing blessing in my life. She was a joy, a pure ray of sunshine, and I was so happy when the boys warmed up to her as if they had known her their entire lives. I was still shocked that that beautiful woman, her mother, had named her after our Jimmy. I didn’t even think she knew he had died.

“Daddy, what are you thinking about?” My little girl held onto my hand.

I turned to stare into those hazel eyes that were exactly like my own. “I’m thinking about your Uncle Jimmy. He was my best friend, you know.”

She smiled up at me and her dimples flashed. It always shocked me that this little girl was my carbon copy. How lucky was I to have her in my life? She was beautiful and clearly very smart. I think in all those regards she took after Hayley.

“I know, Daddy. Mommy told me about all my uncles. She said Jimmy was the funny one.” She climbed into my lap and rested her head against my chest.

I cuddled her against my chest. “He was indeed that. He was one of the best men I ever knew. I loved him dearly.”

“What happened to Uncle Jimmy?”

It was such a sweet innocent question from such a sweet little girl. She had no idea how fresh his death still was. It had been almost four years now, but it still felt so real and painful every time someone brought it up. I imagined it was like when people brought Clay up to Hayley, a new scar every time.

“Uncle Jimmy lived a full life, but he partied hard like we all did. We did a lot of stupid things when we were younger. It was Jimmy’s death that really solidified our need to stop partying and drinking and drugging as much as we were. You never do stupid things like that, okay? Mommy won’t want you to experiment, but I want you to know why. It is so dangerous, little one.

“Jimbo was the one that kept us all grounded, to an extent. He was like a brotherly figure, though we all had our own roles. To put it as simply as possible, Jimmy had an enlarged heart. He flew too close to the sun with his ways and it caught up to him.”

She pressed a kiss to my cheek. “I’m sorry, Daddy. Will you sing me to sleep?”

I nodded and helped her get into bed, tucking her in tightly. She was a beautiful creature. I didn’t want anything to tarnish her. Truth be told, we all thought we would have boys. We were going to protect JJ like her life depended on it. She was whole world now.

When the final notes of “Warmness on the Soul” faded, I crept out of the room and headed to her mother’s room. Without knocking I entered and saw a sight I hadn’t seen in years. Hayley was naked, completely to the skin, naked. My mouth dropped. She was gorgeous; she always had been.

Hayley had scars that crisscrossed her body, but they were beautiful. In her time away from me, she had gotten a tattoo. It was a giant tree of life, the scars were the branches of her tree. It was beautiful, but I didn’t think I was supposed to be seeing it. Clearing my throat, I knocked on the door. My eyes still never left her body.

“Matt!” Her voice was surprised, but it sounded like a good surprise. She didn’t cover her body just walked over and shut the door. “Thank you for bringing the boys.”

I nodded, still taking in her body. It was still tight after years and years of rodeo. I was still amazed by how perky her tits were and how firm that ass was. I had no doubt that she could see the boner growing in my pants. I gulped again. I don’t know if I was going to be able to talk to her if she remained naked.

“Yeah, no problem. She wanted to meet them. She’s asleep now.” I kept staring at her body. She knew, I could tell by the way she kept twisting her body so I could see the best angles.

“Matt, if you’re going to keep staring, it’s only fair that I get to as well.” She waltzed over to me and pulled my shirt over my hide.

My swallow was audible this time. I slowly pushed my pants and boxers down, letting the erection loose. Hayley’s eyes widened as she took my cock in. I knew it had been a long time since she had seen it. My tip glistened as pre-cum started to leak out.

“Hayley.” My voice was a plea. I needed her, and I needed her now. “Please, baby.”

She was in my arms in an instant, her lips pressed flesh against mine. Our mouths moved together like we had never been apart. Her fingers snaked their way into my hair as my arms wrapped around her trim waist. My erection pressed between us, aching to be inside her.

Moans escaped her lips as I pulled her hair and started tracing my lips down her neck. She pushed her body closer to mine and I quickly but firmly slapped her ass. She groaned and took a little step back. Before she moved too far, I traced a finger down her slit. She was dripping. My woman was into the harder stuff.

“Do you want me to spank you again, baby girl?”

Her moan was more of a growl. I don’t think she could form words.

“Or would you rather I put you over my knee and spank that ass red for misbehaving like you have been?”

Her eyes flashed as I did just that, her going over my knee as I spanked her over and over. They weren’t hard hits, just enough to make her ass red. She moaned and groaned, her wet pussy dripping onto my lap. It only got me harder the more she moaned.

“Are you ready for me?” I asked, inserting two fingers into her pussy and thrusting them like they were my cock. Her pussy clenched around me as she came and her juices leaked down my hand. I stuck my fingers in my mouth and leaked them clean, flipping her over so I could pull her tanned legs apart and spank her cunt.

A moan loud enough to wake Julianna came from her throat. I spanked her wet pussy again and more juices started to run down her legs. She liked a bit of pain, controlled pain. Her legs widened as I spanked that pussy again and pulled her up to my mouth.

Her pussy was creamy, delightful. My tongue ravished her as I trailed a finger over her anus, just teasing. Her thighs tightened around my head as her fingers laced into my hair. She started to grind her pussy against my face, seeking another orgasm.

“Come for me, right now.” Her orgasm hit me as I sucked on her clit. She held back a scream as she slumped away from my chest, but I wasn’t done yet.

I rolled her over and put a pillow under her stomach. That delectable ass was in the air as I trailed kisses down her back and licked her dripping pussy again. With a quick smack to her ass, I pushed into her tight warmth. We both moaned as the tip of my cock hit her cervix. She thrust back into me, but I held onto her hips.

“I’m in control tonight, baby girl.” I leaned over her back, pushing her into the bed as I started fucking her like I hadn’t had sex in years.

Reaching around for her tits, I pulled her against my chest and fucked her as I twisted and flicked her nipples. Her pussy clenched around me as more of her cream poured down our thighs. As she came again, I once again changed our position.

I sat her on top, pulling her arms back so I could thrust up into her. She ground her pussy and clit against my chest and abs. She was going for a fourth orgasm as I pushed my way for a first. As she started to moan, I came at the same time she did. It was wonderful and completely and totally what we needed.

“I wasn’t sure you would be into that,” I said as I got up to get her a warm towel, wiping her juices off my body.

She sighed happily. “Me either. I am. It was needed. Are we going to try to be a couple or do what we think is best for Julianna?”

I turned to her and gathered her against my chest. “That should be a discussion for the morning. Right now, let me just hold you like you were my wife.”

Notes

I know I’ve been away again for a long time. I wouldn’t be surprised if you all had given up on me at this point. As grad school starts, I definitely will not be updating as much, though I will try. My nana died, and her death hit me harder than I thought it would. As I worked my way through her death and having to speak at her funeral, I also found out the expense of tuition. I’ve been stressed from that and dealing with my relationship with my father and a boy I am crushing on.

About a week ago, I found out that the benign cyst on my brain stem was growing. And while it’s still benign, they are worried. I was going to tell my boy about it, but his friend went into surgery today for a brain tumor and his twin is in the ER, incredibly sick. I couldn’t bear putting more on his plate. But… I am worried. Brain stems… are a difficult thing. And it explains a lot of my health issues. Thanks for sticking with y’all.