Jenny. I couldn’t get the name out of my mind. Did he really only hook up with her just the once? I wasn’t convinced and I hated myself for it.

We stayed for a while, talking and catching up as we watched everyone else enjoy the party. As we sat on the picnic table, people would come up to Brian to say hello, chat for awhile, flirt, and completely ignore my presence. He’d look over to me after each person or group of people walked away, smiling his apology as he shrugged. At first it was fine, but after the fifth blonde girl waved hello to him, I became agitated.

“I forgot you were a celebrity,” I grumbled, rolling my eyes as we waved goodbye to her.

“Rosie,” he started as if to scold me. I glared at him in response, stopping his words. Instead of whatever he had planned to say previously, he stated, “I’m sorry. I’m sure it’s annoying. It just part of the life.”

“How many of these people do you actually know? Or do they just recognize you?” I asked him, sourness in my voice.

“I knew everyone but that last girl,” he started, giving me a look. “What’s the big deal? It never bothered you at home when people recognized me.”

“It didn’t happen that often. Certainly not like ten people in a span of five minutes.”

“Well, I don’t know what to tell you. If we keep succeeding like we have been, it will probably only get worse.”

I sighed, knowing he was right. I started to shift off of the table, not really enjoying myself any longer. I really just wanted to go to bed and be alone, but I knew that probably wouldn’t happen.

“Where are you going?” he asked me as I got up.

“I don’t know. I’m tired,” I said, looking at the ground. I heard him shift off of the table and move over to me. He put his hand on my chin, gently lifting my face so I could stare up at him. He leaned down and kissed me gingerly, lingering on my lips before moving away again.

“I hope you’re happy,” he said softly, worry in his eyes.

“I am happy to be with you,” I said, doubt lingering in my voice. He frowned, not quite convinced by my words.

“Rosie,” he whispered, running his hands through my hair. “You didn’t have to come back if you didn’t want to...”

“Don’t say that,” I began, my voice catching. “I’m just having trouble digesting everything, I guess. It’s overwhelming.”

“Being here or seeing all of the girls talk to me?” he said, not even bothering to beat around the bush any longer.

“Both, I guess. How many were there, Brian?” I dared to ask.

He sighed. “I think four. I hate to admit it, but there was a night or two that I don’t even remember at all.”

“And none since-”

“No, Rosie. Ever since you came back to me everything changed. I haven’t smoked a joint since then, and I've barely drank. I haven’t even looked at a girl. I’ve just been waiting for you. Why would I mess that up?”

I chuckled a bit at his question before saying, “It was three for me. Just so you know. And it was awful every single time.”

“I know what you mean,” he said, kissing my forehead as he wrapped his arms around me.

“It helped me forget,” I started.

“But then you felt like shit in the morning,” he finished. I looked up at him again with a soft smile and nodded before he continued. “I used those girls to forget you. But when you came back and we were together in my dressing room… Rosie, I knew that I could never be with any other woman. When I am with you it’s like my soul is on fire. You are my Rose, my love. Nothing else compares to that.”

I kissed him then, worry washing away from me. I knew he was right; no other man I had ever been with could ever compare to the passion and love I felt for the man before me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him in tight before he lifted me into the air. I broke the kiss, laughing at him carrying my like I was his bride, moving as fast as he could back to the bus.

No one was there, which was lucky for us, but I had the feeling that Brian wouldn’t have cared either way. We made our way back to the bunks and Brian pulled me down to his bed, which was a tight squeeze for the both of us. Regardless, I laid down and he was immediately on top of me, kissing my neck and working his way down. He pushed up my shirt and planted kissed down my stomach, making me giggle as the touch tickled me. He unbuttoned my shorts then, swiftly pulling them down as he stopped his kisses.

He shifted up, almost smacking his head on the bed above his, making me laugh at him as he rolled his eyes. He leaned down by my ear and whispered, “You’ll pay for that.”

“Make me pay then,” I said back, leaning up slightly to nibble on his ear lobe.

He groaned and moved his hands towards my panties, slipping his hand underneath. His fingers touched me, making him chuckle when he realized how wet I already was. Gently he began rubbing his fingers on my clit in a circular motion, speeding up the pace as I began to pant. He kissed my neck and licked my ear, making me call out his name in pleasure. Just as I felt like I was about to climax, he pulled away.

“Brian,” I moaned in annoyance, glaring at him.

“I told you- you had to pay,” he said with a smirk. I intensified my glare and he said, “Don’t worry, baby,” before moving off of the bed to slip off his jeans and underwear.

I took off my own panties, not wanting to wait any longer and within seconds he was back on the bed and inside of me, pumping as fast and as hard as he could in the confined space. He held my hands above my head, his shoulders flexing and collarbone jutting out as he held himself above me. I practically came at the sight of it, but not wanted this to end, I closed my eyes to give into the the feeling of him inside of me.

His arms tired, Brian moved his arms, leaning them at my sides instead. He then started kissing me, first softly, but then his tongue was in my mouth, making me moan as he fucked me and kissed me. I broke the kiss, crying out his name again. I opened my eyes to see him grinning down out me.

He pulled out then, catching his breath before grabbing at my hips. He gently tugged at me, signaling for me to flip over. I rolled to my stomach and stuck my ass into the air as much as I could and he leaned above me, unable to fully kneel because of the bed above us. Slowly he entered me, causing to to wince slightly at this new angle we had never been at before. I felt tight around him as he slowly pumped into me, getting me used to it. As I began moaning more and more he quickened his pace, slipping his hand under my stomach to reach my clit. The moment his fingers touched me I began to shake, reaching my climax. His fingers stilled slightly as he tried to hold me up, my body quivering with orgasm beneath him.

I fell slightly after I came, unable to hold myself up. He grabbed at my hips, pulling me up so he could continue thrusting into me. I was practically screaming by the time he came and hearing him call out my name sent me over the edge.

He pulled out of me right away and fell next to me on the bed to my right. I moved my head to lie on my other cheek as I gazed at him, panting and sweating. He gently tapped my ass, grinning like a fool as he caught his breath next to me. I laughed and shifted to lay on my side, wrapping my arm around his torso.

“I think I can handle the tour life,” I said, kissing his shoulder.

-0-

We unfortunately had to get dressed, then laid in the bunk kissing and talking, enjoying the fact that we were actually alone. Brian told me that we needed to take advantage of the opportunity. He was right- within a few hours they were back, loud and stumbling from their drunkenness. We ignored them, Brian stroking my hair as we cuddled and attempted to sleep.

We were both ripped out of unconsciousness by a loud bang in what seemed like only moments later, but I couldn’t be sure. I leaned up from my position next to him, squinting into the darkness to see what was happening. Brian turned to his other side attempting to do the same, jumping when he heard Jimmy calling his name.

“He must be drunk,” Brian grumbled as he began to shift out of the bunk.

“GET OUT HERE HANER I SWEAR TO GOD!” I heard Jimmy yell, his voice much more serious than I expected it to be. I furrowed my brows but didn’t move, still too groggy to get out of the bed.

“What?” I heard Brian yell back. He stopped in his tracks in the hallway between the front area of the bus and the bunk area. Subtly he glanced back at me, attempting to see if I laid back down, then bit his lip before going to the front of the bus. I heard hushed tones of their voices, but as soon as I heard an unfamiliar female giggle, I was out of the bed in an instant.

Near the steps that led to the bus stood a blonde girl that I didn’t recognize. She was pretty, but clearly drunk, not noticing how her breasts were close to popping out of her shirt. She was leaning on the railing, trying to plead with Brian and Jimmy to let her on the bus so she could “figure things out,” whatever that meant. I leaned against the wall and crossed my arms, clearing my throat to signal that I was present.

Brian was facing the girl with his profile to me and I saw him grimace when he heard me, making it obvious that he didn’t want me there. Jimmy had his back to me and turned his head to look at me, making an “uh-oh” face before he looked over to Brian and then the girl.

“Who are you?” she said when she finally noticed me, taking another step into the bus. Jimmy took a step forward as if to stop her.

“Rosie…” I answered, not knowing what else to say.

“Oh, you,” she practically growled. I frowned at her and bit my lip, nervous about her reaction.

“Jenny, come on,” Brian eventually said. Oh… Jenny.

“You said what we had was special, Syn,” Jenny practically begged.

“No, I said what I had with her was special,” he said while pointing to me. I almost started to laugh at her reaction. “That’s why I’ve told you to fuck off for the last week.”

“You are WRONG!” she yelled. “You said you could fuck me all night!”

Brian groaned. “People say stupid things when they’re drunk. You should know that. Get off my fucking bus before I get the cops over here!”

“Come on, Jenny. I know this guy Joe who wouldn’t mind fucking someone as bat shit crazy as you,” Jimmy said, physically forcing her out of the bus.

Brian looked over to me as soon as they left with puppy dog eyes, already begging for forgiveness before he even opened his mouth. I couldn’t help but laugh and shake my head. Even though I didn’t quite understand what had just happened, I laughed to the point where tears rolled down my cheeks.

“Rosie…” Brian began, worry in his voice.

“I’m sorry, but Jesus Christ,” I said in between chuckles. “You should see your face. And Jimmy’s comment about Joe? Fucking classic.”

Brian smiled and ran his hand through his hair, relaxing as he walked over to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my forehead before shaking his head and chuckling along with me.

I wiped the tears from my cheeks and hugged Brian back, biting my lip to stifle the laughter. I shook my head at him as well and smiled at him before he kissed me.

Nuzzling my face into his neck I said, “You know, this is not something I plan on getting used to.”

“I know, I’m sorry baby. Every once in awhile one of us hooks up with a crazy groupie and shit like this happens. But you’ll never have to worry about that happening to me again. Just Johnny and Jimmy,” he said with a small chuckle. “You gonna watch me play tomorrow?”

“If you want me to,” I said softly, sleepiness starting to take over. “Just help me get out of merch duty.”

“You’ll get a pass to see me if I’m nice enough to Andi. She’s fucking fierce, you know.”

“That’s why I love her,” I half yawned.

“Come on, my Rose. Let’s go back to bed.”

We laid back down, snuggling up to each other again just like before. I was exhausted from everything that had happened over the last few days. Starting the tour life and experiencing all of these new things on top of the awkwardness between Brian and I was just too much. But ending the day like this, with peace in my mind and wrapped in his arms, I knew that I could handle it.

Notes

It has been too many chapters since we had some good smut, so here ya go ;)

xoxo JJ