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Shepherd of Fire

The Feeling of Being Damned Alone


I hummed to myself as I walked to the kitchen the following morning, overly happy after our amazing night. Two arms trapped me up against the counter as a smooth voice growled at me.

“I don’t appreciate being mind fucked by the demon I’ve sworn my life to, but can’t have.”

Whirling around, I gulped when narrowed black eyes bore into my wide ones.
“Synyster….” My breath left me for a moment, remembering the hot dream, “That wasn’t me.”
“Who the fuck else would it be, D?” He sarcastically looked at me--his closeness making my heart race.
“Andro...did that for me. She didn’t tell me she included you until after it was over.”

Gates finally stood up, giving me an annoyed look that said he believed me even if he was still put off, “Well I was in the middle of fucking Zack--he wasn’t too amused when I screamed your name as I came.”
My cheeks colored as I pulled at the back of my neck, “Sorry, Syn.”
The corner of his mouth curled up, “It was really hot.”
All I could do was nod.

Johnny entered the room, his eyes barely open and a smile on his face, “Hey, D. Syn.” He stretched and when he went about making coffee, both Gates and I noticed the bite marks at his neck...on his chest...over his abs…
I watched Syn’s brow furrow as he looked away, “Hey, short stuff.” He walked over to the now green-haired demon and tried to look overly cool as he leaned against the door frame, “I was wondering if I could have a star for later, I’m going to the bar.”

Johnny poured a cup and brought it to his lips as he produced two in one hand. Gates was about to thank him and take them, when one moved slightly and pricked his finger, before the other flew across the room and hit me in shoulder.
We both glared at him and Synyster snarled down at him, “NOT cool, you little fucker.”

The shorter one shrugged and grinned evily, “They slipped. Sorry.”

As the little one walked off, grinning, Gates ran a hand through his long black hair--exasperated, “That’s just what I fucking needed.” Our skin heated and our eyes reddened as we stared one another down.

We practically ran away from one another in search of others. Unfortunately, when I got back to our chambers, He wasn’t there.

*************

“Matthew, you shouldn’t be here.”

Shadows smile faded as He approached the angel.
“Why not, brother? You weren't protesting at all the last time I was here.” His voice was both teasing and rising with anger.
Michael attempted to gather his thoughts instead of thinking of their hot reunion, “That...that has to be the last time, Shadows...Aphrodite doesn't want me to be with you anymore. We are promised to one another.” His voice was soft and he refused to raise his eyes--knowing those hazels would get him into trouble.

The Fallen crossed His arms, eyes firing and unable to believe He for once didn't have the upper hand, “If I leave. It's the last time.”
Blue eyes finally raised, so the Devil would know he was serious, “I'm sorry, Matthew. But I love her. Please understand. You’re in love.”

Shadows’ wings bristled as He backed down. He knew He did understand and that He shouldn’t be angry, but after being with Michael for the first time in eons, it was hard not to expect something. Golden eyes falling and jaw ticking, He left.

***********************

“Zacky, baby--” I clutched desperately at his thick, black hair as my blood trickled over my breasts and down to where the vamp’s cock slammed up into me. He growled and bit down harder, my moans filling his dark, barely candle-lit quarters. I’d been riding him for a good half hour--having been bitten just about everywhere. The red in my eyes had finally faded several minutes ago, but green eyes just teased up at me as he continued to thrust up and bite me, thrust up and bite me. He let the blood escape from his lips so he could lap it up as I rode him harder.

Zack’s plush mouth opened over mine, taunting me with a kiss that he kept backing away from--grinning that bloody grin. I finally grabbed him by the hair and pulled his lips to mine--his sharp fangs nicking my lips. His tongue delved and licked and played.

All I’d done was walk into his room and he’d seen my state--the red in my eyes--and smirked before we immediately got to the fucking.

“Demon--fuck--yes, make me come--” The vamp grunted through clenched teeth before he sank them into me again the moment he finished.
I moaned as I held him close in my own release, wishing he didn’t have to wear a condom.

As the afterglow faded, I looked down at the young vampire, moving a lock of black hair out of his face, “You know, that wasn’t Synyster’s fault, Zack.”
He smiled lazily up at me, “Don’t defend him, D.”

“I’m serious. Andro did that for me, and involved him without asking or warning. She had no idea you guys are even together.”
The satisfaction in his green eyes faded and he moved from under me, shoving on pants, “We’re not together.”
I rolled my eyes, “Just promise me you’ll talk to him?”
Zack handed me my clothes with a frustrated look, “Fine.”

********

I found my Love hours later, sitting in the black gardens outside the castle. His large shoulders slumped and He didn’t look at me when I sat down.

Shadows’ sad eyes looked out over the rolling grounds of black roses and statues as He sighed, “Diem, I’m going to tell you something and I’m not sure how you’ll feel about it. Just know that I love you and just because this saddens me, doesn’t make me love you any less.”

I moved closer and put a hand to His back, letting Him take His time.

“I’ve been to Heaven a few times over the last six months. I told myself it was to check on our daughter, and maybe at first it was, but Michael and I….he was so happy and things have completely changed….I...Diem, I made love to him.”

And there it was. I knew something had happened, but I wasn’t ready to hear it in those words. I pulled my hand away and kept my eyes forward.

“I went to see him this morning and he told me that was to never happen again. Aph doesn’t want us seeing each other. I realized then that I wasn’t sure how you’d feel about it, either, but it’s over. Just thought you should know.”

He looked so heartbroken, it was hard to be mad at Him. I stood up and turned to that I was standing in front of him, holding His head to my chest. Slowly, Shadows wrapped His arms around me. This was so unlike Him.

After awhile, He looked up at me, “You aren’t angry at me, darling?”
I smiled faintly and smoothed a hand over His beautiful hair, “I’ll be alright, Shads. I’m sorry he hurt you, Love.”
Standing, His hazel eyes finally brightened a little as held my chin up with a thumb and forefinger, “You are too good to me, Queen.”
I threaded my fingers into His, “Let me comfort you.”
Shadows held me closer and a shy smile played at His lips before He was suddenly over me in our bed.

An impressive hour later, the Shepherd sighed satisfactorily as He put a hand behind His head, “You sure know how to satisfy your King, Lover.”
I could only smile--still not pregnant but extremely satiated as I snuggled into His hard chest.

Suddenly, Satan sat up in bed--His face turning from lazily happy to serious and business.
“What is it?”
“War.” He stood up and was at once in His dark armor, “Suit up. The Angels gather in Purgatory.”

Rather than line up and face off--Hell appeared in a flash of lightning and we charged before the bright beings even knew what was happening. The Elite, our forces, Gates, Nike, and most of our children joined in the charge and it was over before we even got to enjoy ourselves. I held a Senate member in front of me, Nex at her throat. Synyster, James, Pandora and several others held angels hostage as well.

Shadows stalked forward, His blade once again resting on His shoulder, towards another Senate member that had led their silly skirmish.
An arrogant grin spread over His face as His deep laugh echoed through the wasteland, “That was cute and foolish. What the fuck are you doing here.”

The archangel’s brow furrowed, “You killed three Senate members. Do you think we’d just let you get away without any repercussions?”
“Yes.” Satan’s smile only widened. He sheathed His sword and folded His arms, “Where’s your leader?”

The angel bristled, clearly annoyed by the reference, “Michael refused to fight. He’s too busy playing house, I guess.”
“Well, go home and lick your wounds. You wanna play again, you know where to find me.” Shadows flashed a smile again before flashing us all back to Hell.

The Devil used the victory as a reason to throw a party and we all gathered in the Throne Room with some of the Elite and some of the soldiers. I knew He had been hurting, so I was overjoyed as I watched Him enjoy Himself--playing drinking games with His two sons and grandson.

He’d kept His armor and pleats on, knowing I wouldn’t be able to stop staring at His tall, muscled frame as the souls moved in His breastplate. As the night wore on, we all got fairly drunk and I noticed dark hazel eyes lustily looking me over. I was currently near the fireplace and I watched as the Devil confidently walked to me, took my hand, and lead me to one of the long tables where our soldiers sat around drinking.

Shadows’ large hand moved stealthily over my face, “Let me fuck you on the table, D.” His eyes sparked and my breathing picked up, “Go on, lie back.”

I did as I was told and lay back on the table as the fighters made way for me, now all paying attention with smirks on their faces and dark looks in their eyes. Lying back, I spread my knees as the Devil stood in between them. His hand moved in between the pleats that fell over my body so I couldn’t see His beautiful cock. I felt it push inside me and I gasped when Shadows immediately started into me with complete, quick thrusts. Throwing my head back into the wood of the table, I came soon and the others applauded. He went faster, growling and holding onto my knees until I arched higher and came again to more clapping and cheering.

“Baby-yes--” I moaned as His head fell back. For some reason, not being able to see His dick slam into me was kind of hot. The males started chanting “Sha-dows” and in turn, the females began chanting “Di-em.”

We grinned at one another before getting swept back in by the ecstasy. He felt incredible and the crowd egging us on made my heat rise a little higher. The cheering rose as Satan thrust harder and culminated as He slammed forward, coming with a snarl and taking me with Him as everyone yelled.

I closed the nightmare with a smile as I noticed I still wasn’t pregnant.

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Notes

Haha, Johnny's a little trouble maker.

I swear there's more story, that I was totally going to write in this chapter, but my fingers wrote smut instead. Enjoy!

Comments

@Buggaloo
A year?! No way! Sooo sorry guys! I do love this story but man am I stuck! Other stories have captivated my attention, plus I'm trying to re-write Blinded into an actual story to try and get printed :)
I will consult with Overneath, she's really great at jumpstarting me sometimes!

violetvictoria violetvictoria
4/24/20

A year, Shade. A whole year. I've been patient. Please?

Buggaloo Buggaloo
4/23/20

It's been 2 months. I'm pouting over here. I need more.

synology synology
5/10/19

@synology
Haha, thanks for the reminder! Good to know this is still being read, lol!!

I need moooore.

synology synology
5/2/19