Shepherd of Fire

"Are you seriously okay with this?" Andro sat next to me among the crowds of the drunk and the high and the fucking. We both watched as my daughter straddled her Father's lap in His throne as they fucked in front of anyone who wanted to watch.
"No," I threw back another whiskey, trying to get and stay as drunk as possible, "But I deserve it."
"He's punishing you? For what?" Her brow furrowed, not approving of His discipline.
I turned away from the scene and refilled my glass, "Gates and I fucked, right after He told us not to. So I don't get to be with Him for thirteen of the longest, most horrible days of my life."
Andro raised both brows, "Thirteen days!?" Before she could go on, Synyster sat on my other side, straddling the bench to face me. He was getting pretty drunk as well.

"I'm sorry, ya know, for this morning. You didn't tell me about the thirteen days. Too bad I can't help you with that," When he touched my thigh, we both jumped back away from one another.
"Ow!! What the Hell, Gates!?" I sadly leaned over my whiskey.
"Hey, I didn't do it on purpose, D. Must be our new bond."

"New bond?" Andro rubbed my back and looked at Synyster. Not looking up at her, I answered, "Synyster is my First now. Like Nike is Shadows'. It's why he looks like that." I straightened as Syn looked down at himself happily, "Now that he is such, I guess we have some sort of unbreakable situation that keeps us from fucking. Or apparently even touching each other."

When I looked over my shoulder, Shadows was shoving her off of Him and zipping up. I knew He couldn't come in her--or come at all in this room. So once He was zipped, He patted her ass and they left together. I swallowed another glass of whiskey.

Now both Andro and Synyster rubbed my back. Then I could feel there hands slow to a stop and when I looked back up--they were scurrying away together. Just as I rolled my eyes and threw my head back into the table, there were another two bodies on either side of me: my two sons.

"Mom, you okay?" James hugged me in his long, lanky arms--immediately making me feel better.
"How was your day, James?" I smiled up at him.
His loud, no holds barred laugh lifted my drunken spirits.
"We got really fuckin' high, Mom, and Zack beat the ever living shit out of some guy that started making fun of him. I'm not totally sure he didn't kill him!"
My eyes widened, "Are you serious?! That's great!"
"Tomorrow you have to be at that same bar, though, cause he's gonna be there looking for you, k?"
"Sure," I gasped when Andy's hand slipped up my thigh and he nuzzled my neck.
"I've been helping Jimbo here for hours, Mom. I haven't had sex all day and I'm so fuckin' horny."
I looked up into ice blue eyes as he threw a leg over mine and in a second, we were both in my extra bedroom.

After kissing me and laying me back on the bed, Andy held me close, "Are you okay, D? Where's Dad? I didn't see Him in there."
I suddenly broke down crying into his chest.
"Mom! What the hell did He do?!"

I forced myself to stop crying and kissed Andy's sweet lips, "Just make me feel better, Andy."

He obeyed and kissed back--licking his tongue into my mouth. Knowing he needed a condom with me, he slipped one on and slipped into me--not bothering with foreplay or even removing my clothes, which I was drunkenly grateful for as I didn't have any patience at the moment. A lazy smile spread over my face and a happy one appeared on the teenager's.

Andy kissed up my my jawline to my ear and his deep voice whispered huskily, "That's it, D. Let my hard dick make you feel better, make you come. Forget everything, forget sad, forget happy, just give into your lust for me, my darling." I gasped at the sexy way he called me 'my darling' and his hot words as his cock pushed an orgasm out of me. Just as I was finishing, waiting for more of his dirty talk, I was flashed to His bed.

The last of my moan sounded before I turned my head and found Pandora crying on our bed, arms up over her face like she was defending herself. Shadows held Himself over her, a desperate look on His face.

"She's in my nightmare. Please get her out."

He moved so that I could wrap her in my arms. I closed my eyes and my mind reached out to hers, dissipating the nightmare for her. She cried and clung back to me.
Shadows sighed in relief, but then guiltily slunk to the edge of the bed, putting His head in His hands.

Just then, Andy crashed through the door, growling, "I wasn't finished with her, Father!!" As soon as he could see something was going on, he quieted, but didn't look any less angry.

Pandora flew out of my arms and into Andy's. While her brother tried to soothe her, she clothed herself and Andy scowled at his Father, "What the Hell is wrong with you?" Before either of us could answer, they were turning and leaving.

"Pandora!" Shadows stood and begged after them. After they shut the door, He walked sullenly over to His window, putting a hand up on the wall, "I'll let you get back to whoever was fucking you."
I wasn't angry, just sad, "I was fucking Andy, so...." When He turned, I met His hurting green eyes, "I'm sorry, my Love."

He walked over to me, jeans on but shirtless, and turned my chin up with a hand so I looked up at Him from where I sat on the bed, legs folded under me, "Diem...I basically can't fuck anyone else. You can, but that doesn't mean I'll allow it. Those times with Synyster were because I let you. You expressly did not have my permission this time. You accepted my terms before I claimed you as mine and you're the one that went after me, darling. You were made for me.....so I let you in," The pain in His eyes brought tears to mine as His fingers bunched into my hair, "There's not much left of my heart, D, but it is yours...I'm begging you not to grind it into dust."

Quickly wrapping His thick waist in my arms, I gazed up at Him while hot tears spilled out over my cheeks. As I tried to speak, He was petting me once again, "I had no idea you cared this much, my Love. I apologize for not taking you more seriously--I guess after all the times we'd been with Synyster I thought you wouldn't be too mad..." I raised up on my knees on the mattress so we were almost eye to eye and ran both my hands over His taught jawline while His softening green eyes held mine, "I love you, Darling. No more demons. Only you. For the rest of eternity. I'm sorry, Shadows, I never meant to hurt you." Softly pressing my lips to His, I put my arms around His neck as His pulled me closer.
Absolutely terrified just seconds before, I was inwardly sobbing with relief at the feel of His hands on me. When His lips refused to open to my advances--even though otherwise He was pressing His lips back to mine--I pulled away, tracing my fingers over His face, "Please let me make love to you, baby. I need you, and you need me."

For what seemed like minutes, His questioning dark gaze searched my face--trying to decide. Eventually He gave the slightest nod of His head and opened His lips to mine as our tongues found one another. My legs flew up around His waist and He caught me as He continued pressing His lips to mine and needily flicking His tongue into my mouth. Falling back on the bed, we moved our bodies against each other until I was trapped under His bulk of a body. Satan stopped to look down at me, dimples popping in a wide grin that melted my heart.
A fire began roaring in the fireplace, the whole room was lit with candles, and champagne and strawberries appeared next to the bed. I arched and eyebrow at Him.

"Let's do it up, shall we?" Shadows' face turned from happy to taunting as He raised one of the glasses of champagne to His lips, only taking a small sip into His mouth before He leaned over and captured my mouth so I could drink it. I let the cool bubbly calm me before a second later I had a small red fruit in my mouth.
Now we were naked and under the sheets and His hips rested between my thighs as His hardness beckoned to me. The Devil bit His lower lip when I bit the fruit and kept His gaze seductively. Red juice spilled over my lips and His hot tongue didn't waste any time in licking at it. Scooting down my body, He poured more of the ice cold liquid over my nipples, making them even more sensitive to the shocking contrast of the heat of His tongue as it lapped at where He had poured. Shadows' eyes were now a teasing honey as He moved between my legs. My hips jerked when more of it spilled over my clit and over my warmth--the cooling effect making me gasp. The champagne still wrapped in one hand, His head dipped and His long forked tongue was inside me--making me shake and scream as I came.

Downing the rest of the glass as He stood up on His knees before me, He then grabbed another strawberry, dipped it between my legs until it was pressing into me, and then brought it to His mouth. As He bit into it, He made sure to groan to show me He approved of the taste and when He pulled the rest away from His mouth, His teasing tongue ran over His bottom lip slowly while His golden eyes made my heart stop.
Strong arms held the Wicked One over me and His hot lips softly found mine, His tongue darting out into my mouth so I could taste its sweetness mixed with sour. Moaning quietly, I could hear a soft laugh sound from deep within His chest as He continued kissing me.

When I gently pushed at His chest, He gave easily and I pushed Him under me, straddling his abs. Putting both hands behind His head (knowing it showed off His arms), Shadows watched as I picked up the other glass of champagne. Drinking some first, I then slowly dripped some onto His pecs--smirking as it sizzled and steamed off. His eyelids fluttered shut as I continued and the divine look on His face made me instantly wetter. Before He could open His eyes, I materialized one of the cubes of ice around the champagne bottle in between my teeth, put the champagne back, and leaned over so the ice caressed over His nipple. Satan jolted under me and I moved to His other nipple, the ice quickly gone--melted by His heat. When I sat up, I was looking over a heaving, rock hard chest with hard nipples and a groaning Devil with flexing arms. Good Lord.

"More, baby...fuck..." The words sent heat spiraling in between my thighs. I immediately grabbed another ice cube and dragged it down His chest and abs until it disappeared--leaving a line of steam down to His dark curls that He kept cropped short. Settling between His slightly bent legs, I ran my cold tongue up His shaft and a high whine escaped the Dark One's throat and He had already began to leak. Lapping up His precum as He spasmed and moaned, I moaned as well before swallowing as much of Him as I could--my mouth going instantly from cold to hot.
"Queen--" Shadows uncontrollably bucked up as He grabbed the headboard and came in my warming mouth, groaning and gasping. As His nightmare spun, I ran a hand up His abs and chest--pulling Him in with me. I thanked Him in silent prayer for staying hard.

Pushing me under Him, He took me at once as His lips found mine and His tongue dove in between my lips. With all the ridiculous foreplay, I came instantly--calling out into the beautiful chaos. Satan held my neck in one hand and my thigh in the other as His thickness slid in and out of me in a strong yet gentle stroke. I was panting and He was flexing and the evil around us ensured neither of us would last long.

When He pulled away so His beautiful dark gaze could meet mine we both knew instantly--inside an intimate, shocking gaze--that He was about to get me pregnant again. So when He came, I desperately did as well--relishing in it as He passionately kissed my lips and emptied into me.

"Fuck, I love you, honey--" His sweet lips breathed heavily against my ear.

I smiled dreamily as my Love gasped for breath over me and His nightmare left. When our eyes met--His softening green eyes held all the exquisite, deep-seated emotions of the night.

Still initmately inside me, I stroked His long hair and smiled at Him, "Forgive me, my Love?"
His dimples popped and my heart melted once again, "Yes, D." He ran a finger down my cheek as His eyes sparkled, "Will you forgive me for keeping you barefoot and pregnant all the time?" His laugh sounded and I inwardly cried as my heart leaped at the gorgeous noise.
I bit my lip and looked lovingly up at Him, "I love having your babies, Shads. Hopefully this one doesn't tear me in two."
Shadows finally left me and sat up, offering me His hand, "Maybe we should check on the party."
I shrugged. Whatever He wanted.

We were almost immediately in clothes and downstairs. I gasped and then laughed at the scene, covering my mouth in my hands. James was in the middle of the room, the only one left standing. Bodies littered the floor, all passed out drunk or close to it. His Father's boisterous laughter filled the room.
James only shrugged, finishing off the ale in his hand, "What? They all challenged me to drinking contests and they all lost."

Notes

Sweet dreams!

If you wanna hear exactly how Andy says "my darling" listen to "Love Isn't Always Fair"--it's HEAVENLY.
Some of the champagne/ice stuff is shamelessly ripped off from the first 50 shades movie, but most of it's mine!
Hope you enjoyed this ridiculous, hot chapter :)

One day. They didn't even make it one day! :)