The Arrangement

The next day I woke up to a cool breeze and the bright sunlight hitting my naked body. In the distance I could hear Matthew speaking on the phone though I could not make out the conversation. Groaning I rolled over and pulled a pillow over my head. My body refused to return to its resting state, my skin felt sticky, not from sex but from the warm ocean air so I decided to shower while Matthew finished his call.
The shower was small compared to the one I used before the trip at the mansion, yet the water felt the same, soothing, and cleansing. I wrapped a fluffy white towel around my body and made my way to the glass doors that lead to the out door living area. I smiled watching Matthew leaning on a railing bare foot and only sporting his black slacks.
As if he could sense me watching him he turned and stared back at me, his light eyes didn’t waiver from mine. It felt nice to have some one look at me not because they had to but because they wanted to. I carefully made my way out to him, his muscular arm lifted to make room for me. once I was close enough he pulled me between him and the rail. I was a bit nervous because what if the rail broke and I fell, but that thought quickly subdued by his hand moving to my stomach.
I looked out in to the clear blue waters and relaxed hearing Matthews end of the call “Yeah I know this Zacky, I’m working on it. Chill,” he groaned loudly “don’t put Jimmy on, I’m sure you can handle that on your own. Its ice cream let him eat it and buy a new one of yourself.” Matthew leaned over and pressed his lips to my cheek.
Looking back to catch his kiss I saw him rolling his eyes with annoyance and shaking his head. I pulled on his arm to reach the phone, but Matthews ear still attached came down with it making me laugh “Let it go,” I whispered playfully. He bit his lip and slowly passed me the phone. I held it up to my ear as Matthew watched carefully.
His friend Zacky was on the other end talking “So was she a virgin? Because she looks like a prude man, I don’t know how you are going to survive the shitty sex.” My mouth fell open at the crude comments.
“My being a virgin or not is hardly the appropriate topic to bring up while Matthew and I are honeymooning, wouldn’t you agree Zacky, is it?” I raised an eyebrow knowing he was unable to see it “So were clear Matthew is strong independent man who is fully capable of informing his new wife of her inability to sexually satisfy him.” Matthews face quickly transitioned to the furrowed eyebrows, and thin lip look.
“oh, um Elizabeth?” Zacky lowered his voice “I didn’t know were there, I didn’t mean.” He stopped mid-sentence “shit.”
“Indeed,” I agreed feeling slightly bad for ruining Matthews phone call. “I’m still on the line and I expect you to apologize profusely.”
“I’m so sorry, it wasn’t meant to be taken seriously.” He began to ramble on as I held the phone up to Matthew.
Matthew pulled it to his ear “Inability to sexually satisfy me?” His voice was low and icy.
Uncomfortable with the topic I ducked out of my place in front of Matthew and headed back to the bed. Shortly after Matthew came over and crouched down next to the bed. My cheek was resting on the pillow he slept on the night before.
“You okay?” he asked giving me a weak smile. I shrugged in response, I though I was doing great in the bedroom. He sighed “Zacky was just teasing don’t mind him,” his finger traced my bottom lip “Elizabeth, say something.”
“Is it really boring for you?” I pouted my lip at him as he smiled.
“No, sex with you is not boring.” He brought his hand back to the bed and added “It wasn’t what I was used to before sure, but I hardly expect you to ask me for anal the night you lose your virginity. These things take time and work, well build up to all the other crazier shit eventually. Right now I’m having fun just exploring your body, figuring out what drives you crazy, and what you aren’t comfortable with just yet.” He was caring while he explained himself.
“Don’t laugh, but what’s anal?” I gulped feeling the heat rise in my cheeks.
“Uhm I think that’s a little to uh,” he looked around the room and then came back to me “advanced for you at the moment,” his shoulders slumped a bit.
“Well now I want to try it,” I sat up defiantly. Why tell some one they cant do something if you don’t want them to try.
Matthew laughed and pulled me to the side of the bed so he was between my legs “Elizabeth, anal is like sex but instead having my dick in your pussy you would have it in your ass.” He finally explained it and he was right that sounded terrible.
“Oh, erm,” I bit my lip and smiled “can I retract my earlier statement?” I couldn’t believe some women let him stick it in their well ass.”
“Yeah but I can’t erase the image of you on all fours asking me for it just so you know” he smirked and kissed me. “Elizabeth as much as I enjoy fucking you and running my hands over your naked body we actually have some work to do,” his tone became serious.
“What work?” I stretched.
“Well you know how you and Brian have this connection?” he asked as I nodded “Well its like that.”
I stared at him, “What’s the difference?”
“We won’t be able to go to long without seeing each other for the rest of our lives.” His eyes danced over my face.
“How so?” I was curious if I would love him the same as Brian.
“You wont love me like Syn,” he said it loudly “it’s hard to give you exact details because I don’t have them. Once we bridge you to me you will have enough strength to call on your own demon.”

Notes

Hey thank you for all the comments and reads! this one was a bit of a filler the next one Ill post next week by thursday.
My surgery went amazing and I am doing so well I am 1 month post op and had the VSG done.
also If any one is interested in Kylo ren lol I had one of those fics floating around .. man i cant believe i was like 15 years old when I first had a crush on M Shadows.. Im 28 now.. lol he keeps getting more handsom!!