The Arrangement

Brian was in the bathroom rinsing his hands. I realized that I had gotten carried away in Matthew and neglected him.
“Brian,” I let him know I was entering the bathroom behind him.
“What,” he grouchily responded.
“Let me see,” I sighed. There was really no reason for me to see as I was not a doctor but that was what women did in the movies, so I took his hand gently.
“It’s fine,” he stared down at me.
“Yeah, I know, but it still worries me.” I explained.
“Here,” he passed me a towel “be gentle” he turned his hand in mine.
“I’ll try,” I smiled as I slowly patted the towel over his knuckles.
He flinched every now and then but was quiet for the most part. Once finished he tossed the towel in the sink and pulled me in to him. His embrace was warm and secure, I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his shoulder. It felt so natural to be wrapped up in his arms, to take in his sent, everything about Brian drew me in.
“The water is still warm if your up for a bath” he pulled me away lightly.
“Maybe I should just take a shower, then I can spend more time with you,” I shook my head out of his grip and rested it back on his shoulder.
“Sure” he rested his chin on my head.
Soon it was time for me to shower and get ready for my wedding night with Matthew. I was nervous and excited all at the same time. I made sure to lather up well all over so that there were no surprises or offensive smells. Once out of the shower I dried my hair and pushed it behind my ears, I wasn’t sure if I was expected to use make up or not but since I didn’t see any I just walked out in a towel.
Brian was in the room with some lingerie laying neatly over the bed, He was standing by the window with his hands in his pockets. I wanted to be close with him and feel his skin over mine.
“Brian” I called ignoring the feelings.
“Yeah,” he turned, He didn’t hide his eyes rolling over me.
“I don’t want to go tonight,” I admitted.
“I’m sure it’ll be okay, you will be okay.” He assured as he walked over, “do you know how to put these on?” He pointed down at the lingerie.
“I think I can manage,” I blushed.
“You want me to step out?” he asked.
“Kind of,” I was divided.
“Alright,” he laughed and walked out in to the hall way.
The out fit was an almost white baby doll lingerie that showed off almost my entire body, with a matching thong and a mesh robe. I pulled it all on and looked in the mirror, I looked scared and inexperienced. My hands trembled lightly as it dawned that this was it, I would have to have sex with someone I did not know. Yes he was handsome and had shown a slightly softer side, but I had also been warned twice about him already. Brian knocked on the door lightly, I quickly grabbed his jacket and held it close to my body after slipping my arms through.
“Come in,” answered.
“How’s it going,” he asked as he walked in.
“I’m nervous, I look like a child who has been caught stealing cookies and is being punished,” the words came out faster than anticipated.
“I’m sure you look fine,” he smirked and leaned on the wall.
“Want to bet?” I offered with a raised eyebrow.
“Okay, if you look like some kid who is about to get there ass whooped I’ll let you kiss me, however if you look as beautiful as you did earlier in the white dress you can never say that you don’t look good again. Deal?” he confidently said.
“A real kiss, open mouth and all,” I asked
“Yes with a three minute minimum,” he winked.
“Deal,” I dropped his jacket and then untied the mesh robe so that it would follow.
“You look smoking, Elizabeth.” He exaggerated with a whistle.
“You lie” I challenged.
“This doesn’t lie,” he grabbed his crotch.
“How so?” I blushed.
“Trust me.” He smiled walking over and picking up the robe.
“Come on that’s not fair you have to tell me that I’m beautiful,” I argued.
“No, if you looked bad I would let you know,” then he helped me in to the robe and tied it.
“Rudeness,” I whined receiving a chuckle in return.
“Alright, now we wait.” His fingers trailed down my arms.
“How will I know what to do?” I looked up at him.
“Most of it will just come naturally in the heat of the moment,” he ran a hand through my hair.
“And the rest?”
“The rest Matt will do,” he sighed.
“Will it hurt?” I wrapped my hands around his bare chest once more.
“It shouldn’t, you will be so wrapped up in it that you won’t think of that, Matt knows you haven’t done this before, so he should go pretty easy on you,” he held me to him.
“Syn,” Val called from the hall.
“Come in Val.” He called back letting me go and getting as far as he could from me.
“Hey guy’s Matt’s ready when you are,” she looked over at me “nervous” she asked.
“A bit,” I tried to cover up.
“Don’t worry he is just as nervous, you don’t have to get right to the sex you could talk with him a bit to” she explained.
“Is that what he wants,” I wondered out loud.
“He wouldn’t mind it, he isn’t as bad as everyone thinks he ism” she reminded.
“Thanks Val,” Brian said.
“Matt will respond to you appropriately, if you initiate conversation he will talk. If you go and get physical so will he.” She threw in as she untied the robe and tied it over again, “there now all you have to do to get this off is pull this ribbon. Major sex appeal for men.” She smiled and walked off.
“There are a few things women know more than men,” Brian shrugged.
“So, it’s now then?” I asked.
“Yeah, it’s now,” he smiled.
“Okay, I can do this,” I rolled my shoulders.
“You will be fine, hell you might enjoy it.”
“Okay lets do this,” I walked to the door.
“Alright then,” he smiled and exited the room with me. “when we get there, I will walk in first. Since Val and I must witness it happening, I will walk over to her. Once I move from in front of you, you pretend it’s just you and Matt, understood?”
“I think,” I looked around when we arrived at a set of double doors.
“Hey before we go in,” he stopped me “If He gets to rough or hurts you a lot say ‘pineapple’ and I will have you out of there within the minute.”
“Why pineapple,” I laughed.
“Because it will throw his concentration off and give me the upper hand in getting him off of you,” he pulled my head to his and pressed his lips on my forehead.
“Okay, will you be in there the whole time,” I questioned.
“No once he cums Val and I will walk out quietly. We will wait outside these doors until Matt or you call us.” His serious face was back.
“Will you get any sleep?” I touched his chest.
“Probably not tonight, shit wait here I forgot a shirt.” He ran off back to the room and emerged buttoning up incorrectly.
“Come here,” I laughed,
“What’s up,” he asked.
“You skipped a button,” I un buttoned his shirt and re buttoned it correctly “all better”
“Thanks,” he inhaled and opened the doors.
The room was marvelous and spacious, Matthew sat on a small couch in front of a canopy bed still shirtless. He looked up from his hands, he wasn’t grinning or smirking, he wasn’t mad or sad, but something about him was off. My eyes followed Brian who had walked over to Val like he said, to the side of the room then back to Matthew. The door behind me abruptly shut making me jump in surprise, this made Matthew half smile. I stretched my fingers out at my sides trying to get the blood to flow back to them, he watched curiously.

Notes

Alright were at the should there be smut or not part. now i can go tasteful and skip details or go in detail and make peoples ovaries blow up lol. your choice.