On Tour

She was full. Really really full.

Karma felt like her stomach was exploding from how far it was stretched. More importantly, she felt like she’d gained five pounds just by looking at the food. Pounds that she really needed to lose for the upcoming solo tour.

If I’m done with singing for the album tomorrow, and that’s pretty possible, I can go on tour right after this one is finished, she thought, and I really have to look good for that, she thought, then realized that she should be relaxing when Matt was here, not thinking about the next big thing. It was hard when people like Trey and Alex were encouraging her to think as big as she always dreamed she would.

"Sweetie?“ Matt’s concerned voice interrupted her thoughts. "Uh, yeah?“ "I said you barely even touched your food,“ he whispered, not wanting the other guests at the restaurant to know what he was talking about, "are you sure you’re alright?“

"Yeah I am,“ she let out quickly. She needed to brush it all off. That was nothing to share with him. That was her very own journey, and oh he was going to love how she’d look in the future.

"You do know that if you’re ever going through a rough time you don’t have to do it alone, right?“ He said as his thumb soothingly stroked across the back of her hand. He’s perfect. "I do, I’m just not too hungry today,“ she reassured him with a smile.

Is he buying it? I don’t think he is. In Karma’s mind, all the alarm bells were ringing, and red lights were flashing. She couldn’t risk for him to find out how self-conscious she was feeling these days, which was none other than Trey and that coach’s fault.

To prove him she was feeling fine, she took a few more bites. I might throw up later, she thought. To her, it felt like not a single drop of water would fit into her stomach anymore.
"How do you feel about walking back?“ She suggested, hoping a walk would soothe her stomach and help her not to feel guilty anymore.

"That sounds wonderful,“ he replied as he handed the waiter his credit card.

During their first date as a couple right after their trip on the yacht, Karma had wondered whether or not to pay separately. It felt wrong to constantly get paid for just because she was a woman, and she earned more than her lovers anyway, Matt included.
But he’d read her thoughts. "Karma, don’t even think about it,“ he’d said with a grin, "not gonna happen.“

And ever since then, she’d felt somewhat comfortable letting him pay. Up until her newly acquired weight problems, she’d made sure to at least pay for an ice cream or anything else later or on the next day.

The streets were surprisingly empty as they walked. Karma smiled when his hand reached for hers, which fit perfectly in it. "You know, I’m really glad you came,“ she said as she placed her other hand around his arm, feeling his muscles play underneath his shirt.

"Oh me too, it’s good to be with you,“ he replied. "I get it that you don’t have a lot of time these days and I support you. I mean, we’re a couple, so I’m definitely gonna find a way to fit into all of this, right?“ He smiled at her, and Karma had to laugh since the end of his fake mustache was poking into one of his dimples.

"That shit makes me get a rash, you see how many risks I’m taking for you,“ he commented. "Well,“ Karma said as they came to a halt, "do you seriously expect me to kiss you with that?“ He grinned as he ripped it off.

"That, too,“ he said pulling off the wig, "it really itches.“
"I agree, and it’s dark enough,“ Karma said, taking off hers, too.

Karma walked into the hotel through the front entrance, then opened the back door for Matt. After they arrived at her room, she felt two strong arms pulling her into a built body. "I missed doing that,“ Matt whispered against her neck, and she let her head rest on his shoulders, "you’ve been gone for far too long.“

"Me too,“ Karma replied as Matt walked them towards the bed slowly, careful not to break their embrace. "There’s something else I missed,“ she whispered, and Matt effortlessly picked her up as he let himself fall into the bed backwards. She landed on him, and although his muscled body was a rather hard thing to fall on, it didn’t hurt.

"I did, too,“ he confessed, biting his lip. "But we don’t have to if you don’t… I mean, I get it.“ He quickly added, and Karma had to think about their last night together again. She’d rejected him.
"I didn’t say that for no reason,“ she replied and then softly kissed his cheek.

"Good,“ he grinned before finally connecting their mouths in a tender kiss. She moaned against his lips. They felt so good on hers. Matt seized the opportunity to slip his tongue inside her mouth, and she happily granted him access.

His arms snaked around her body, holding her even tighter against his than before. Their tongues were wrestling for dominance as he flipped them around so he was on top. Karma felt the movement in his pants. She let her fingers run through his hair as they made out.

Breathless, they pulled apart. Her fingers moved to unbutton his shirt, and she pulled it off him once she was done. I will never get tired of seeing this body, she thought as her fingernails traced the edges of the tattoo on his chest. He let out a groan, then she felt his lips against her neck.

Matt sucked at her skin, first gently, then a little stronger. Karma let her fingers travel up and down his back, softly scratching. A wave of tingles rushed down her spine as he dug his teeth into her flesh. She felt herself getting wet from his actions.

His fingers moved underneath her skirt, then up and down her thighs. She let out a moan when he finally reached the line of her soaked panties. "Someone’s wet for me,“ he commented with a dirty grin.

"How about we spice it up a little? I think you deserve to be punished for neglecting me so long,“ he whispered, then pulled a rope out of his backpack. Seriously? Never knew he was into that, Karma thought with a grin. He never ceased to amaze her.

„Sounds good to me, big boy,“ she cooed. Matt grinned, then forcefully pressed down her wrists. He wrapped the rope around them, then tied them together. "Such a beautiful view,“ he husked, showing her exactly how much she turned him on by pushing his rock hard member against her core. She moaned, enjoying the friction.

"You’re still looking,“ he commented, then slipped out a blindfold, much like the ones you get on a plane. Gently he pulled up her head so he could put it on. A thrilling darkness greeted Karma.
"Better,“ he husked.

Before she could say anything, she felt how he pulled aside her panties and slipped a finger into her. She gasped from how good it felt.

She felt his weight being taken off from her. His head suddenly disappeared under her skirt. His hot breath met her core, and she couldn’t help but moan. Matt added another finger into her and started pumping inside her. She closed her eyes and dug her fingers into the mattress.

Karma inhaled sharply as his tongue met her clit, slowly licking around it, but picking up the pace quickly. He rammed his fingers inside her, hitting her spot every time they were fully inside. His name left her lips over and over again as he finger fucked her hard and sucked her clit into his mouth. Her body started sweating. He brought her close so quickly.

Suddenly, he let out a moan. His lips vibrated against her lower lips and she moaned, feeling her orgasm approach. He roughly licked up and down as his fingers pumped inside her insanely fast. She came hard against his face, screaming his name over and over. Her entire body trembled and he continued to lick until she laid totally still, drained out from what he’d done to her.

"Mhm,“ he said as he audibly sucked off his fingers, "you taste so good.“ She grinned and pulled away the blindfold, then reached for his belt, ready to return the favor to him. Karma kissed and licked the skin on his stomach as she opened his pants and tugged them down, taking his boxers with him. His dick sprung to life, and she had to wonder once again how it ever fit inside her.

She started pumping him with her right hand, earning a groan. Then she licked from its base to the top, but Matt pushed her away gently. He turned them around again, then positioned himself at her entrance. "I’d much rather do this,“ he whispered. His voice made goosebumps spread all over her body.

She nodded and dug her fingernails into his back as he pushed inside her. His dick hit her spot deep inside her as he filled her up completely. Even after being with him for a while now, it still took her some time to get used to his size.

Their moans filled the air as he worked up a quick pace, thrusting in and out of her fast. Karma knew she was leaving marks on his back, but she didn’t care. She needed to let it all out somehow.

With every thrust, Matt brought her closer and closer to her peak once again. He seemed to feel how tight she was growing around him. His fingers moved to rub her clit, and she screamed as she came again, even harder this time.

She felt her muscles contract around his member, milking him. He spurted inside her just as her orgasm subsided. "That was…“ She brought out breathlessly. "Yeah,“ he replied with a grin, understanding what she wanted to say.

"Why do you never let me blow you again?“ She heard herself say. Matt took a deep breath while running his fingers through his sweaty hair. "I don’t know. It just… it just doesn’t feel right. It, uh… it feels like you’re one of those girls,“ he confessed, his voice becoming quieter with every word, the 'those girls' barely audible, but she understood.

"Same goes for some positions, as you might have noticed,“ he said, "you know I’m glad you brought that up, somehow. Only thing I really never did was like now, me on top… That’s why I love that with you. You’re special. And I love you. And looking at you.“

She smiled at his words, although it was a bittersweet smile. She wasn’t going to change his past, ever. But she was determined not to let it get in the way of now, or the future.
"Ready for another round?“ She asked with a dirty smirk, and she didn’t have to say that twice.

"More than ready,“ he grinned, and his lips finally claimed hers again.

Notes

Hey guys, I'm sorry it's been longer than usual since my last update. Thanks for all your lovely comments!

Hope you guys like this update as much as I liked writing it. Don't worry, more drama is up and coming ;)