How Could You.
Chapter 6
Cheyenne's POV
Brian kissed me.
Brian fucking kissed me in the same club that his girlfriend was in. I kissed him back though, when he felt me kiss back it turned into making out. I could blame the alcohol on this but it defiantly all Brian. I pulled away looking at Brian, trying to catch my breathe.
"What was that?" I asked
"Something I needed to do" he said smirking
"Brian your girl is out there and you just made out with an ex girlfriend. That won't go over well." I said
"No one will know." He said looking at the floor.
"Then why did you do it?" I said placing my hand on his cheek, making him look at me.
"Because Cheyenne I have always loved you, I always will. When you showed up at the concert and Matt pointed you out it felt like I was falling for you all over again. It was like I saw you again for the first time like high school. I had the feelings again, I tried to push them away put I can't. When you're in the room I can't breathe. You cloud my mind. When you told me you were going to find someone to take you home tonight I got jealous." he said
"Yeah well I'm pretty sure when you hugged Chelle I got jealous." I snapped.
"What you jealous of her?" he laughed.
"Brian she has you, I don't. I want you but you have her. You need her. You of all people should know that I'm not the one to ruin a relationship as much as I would want to." I said shaking a little bit.
"Yeah she has me but she doesn't have me like you had me, or have me Cheyenne. Yes I am with her right now, she was there for me after you left." Brian said. I just stared at him, I couldn't believe what he was saying to me.
I turned and walked away from him, I need fresh air. I walked about the table heading straight for the doors.
"Cheyenne where are you going?" I heard Matt yell. I just kept walking, knowing the fresh air would do me some good. Once I made it out of the bar, I walked to the alley and sat against a wall. I thought for sure Brian followed me out but I was wrong.
"Well well well look what we have here." the voice came from the darkness, I knew that voice, that was a voice I didn't want to hear for the rest of my life. I froze when Nathan came out from the shadows.
"Think you could get away from me that easily?" he chuckled
"Yeah because I'm tired of your shit." I said
"Oh Cheyenne, you are stupid." he laughed stepping closer to me, I stood up backing away.
"You're not getting away from me this time."
"The hell I am! You have no control over me, it's over and done. You can leave now." I said looking at him, rage flowing through my body.
"You're coming home with me now." he said grabbing my arms tight.
"NO, let me go!" I said my voice raising.
"You can't run anymore Cheyenne, no one is here to save you." He said having a grin on his face.
"But there is, all the guys are inside." I said. When I said that I knew I shouldn't have said that because Nathan removed his hands from my arms and moved them around my neck and slammed me against the wall.
"You think they are going to save a little whore like you? No one can save you. You are mine." he hissed.
"Back away from her." Jimmy's voice came from my left side but I couldn't look, I was barely breathing.
"What are you going to do." he looked at Jimmy.
"Oh you don't want to know what I would do to you. Let her go" Jimmy warned.
"Make me." Nathan said. Next thing I knew I was laying on the ground catching my breathe and Jimmy was fighting Nathan. Jimmy was winning. I was still laying on the ground when I heard more foot steps coming our way.
"Holy shit!" I heard someone, maybe Johnny say
"Come on Jimmy get off him, you did enough." someone else that sounded like Zack said.
"Fuck Cheyenne!" I couldn't tell if it was Brian or Matt, it wasn't until I felt the hand run over my hair. It was Brian. I opened my eyes and looked straight into brown eyes.
"I wanna go home." I said surprised I could even talk.
"Matt get Val and Michelle and tell them we are leaving. Johnny go pay the tab." Brian was ordering everyone around.
"It's going to be ok Cheyenne, I'm not leaving you." He said picking me up.
"Jimmy, I need you to come to the hotel with us, you are going to watch her while I go home and grab some clothes."
"Ok dude." Jimmy said, I looked at him he didn't have a single mark on him, I looked down at Nathan he was coughing up some blood and holding his side.
"Brian put me down." I said feeling the anger running through my body.
"I don't think that is a good idea." Brian warned.
"Fucking put me down." I hissed. He immediately put me down. I walked over to Nathan hovered over him.
"Think I can't get away from you?" I was kicking his side.
"Think I am a whore when I have only been with 2 guys in my entire life." I was going to town kicking the hell out of him. "YOU'RE A PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BURN IN HELL." I was starting to throw punches when I was dragged back.
"Cheyenne that's enough." Matt said.
"But." I said
"Enough. Time to go." He warned. I walked away, anger still flowing through my body, I just wanted to sleep.
I climbed into Brian's car, Jimmy climbed in the back. Brian got in and started the car. I felt bad that Michelle had to ride home with Matt and Valary but I didn't care at that point. I just wanted to lay down. When we got to the hotel we piled in the elevator to head to my room, I looked at Jimmy sideways, he didn't look like hell. I'm pretty sure I did. When the doors open I made a beeline for the room. I threw open the door, stripping out of my dress I didn't care. I grabbed a t-shirt that was laying on the floor, I saw it was Brian's I put it on and climbed into bed. I faced the wall and pulled the comforter all the way up to my head. Jimmy and Brian were in the living area talking. I just laid there, I knew I was tired but I couldn't fall asleep.
"Cheyenne, I'm leaving. I'm going home to grab some things." Brian said. I didn't answer him, I didn't want to.
"I know you're not sleeping yet because if you were I would hear you little snores."
"I don't snore." I said
"Yeah you do. But anyways Jimmy is here. I'll be back." He said as he leaned down to kiss my head. When I heard the door shut, I sat up. There was no way I was going to sleep tonight. I ended up on the balcony staring at the ocean.
"Beautiful isn't it?" Jimmy said standing next to me lighting a cigarette.
"It is." I said looking at him
"That's why I love this place so much, the beach is so calming." He looked at me.
"I know, one of my favorite things. Thank you for saving me tonight." I said
"Not a problem cupcake. I just had bad feeling in my gut all night. I'm glad I acted on that feeling after you walked out. I made sure everyone else followed." He said pulling me into a side hug. I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"I feel like a burden though." I said
"You're not, we all are more than happy to help. We seriously haven't seen Bri this happy in a while. He talked about you from time to time. He tried to hide that he wasn't hurt when you left. But I knew better. Even when Michelle came along he wasn't happy. Still isn't." Jimmy said.
"But I'm not going to break them up that's not who I am." I said
"I know he will do it on his own terms. I won't be surprised if she starts a fight with him when he gets home." Jimmy sighed. I could tell he wanted Brian to be happy so bad.
"I think i'm going to go sleep now." I said breaking away from Jimmy.
"Ok dear, I will be in the living room if you need anything." He kissed my head
"Thank you JimJam you're the best" I smiled
"So I have been told." He said walking back inside with me. I crawled back into bed letting my mind pull me into a deep sleep. I thought I could stay up and wait for Brian but I was wrong again.
Brian kissed me.
Brian fucking kissed me in the same club that his girlfriend was in. I kissed him back though, when he felt me kiss back it turned into making out. I could blame the alcohol on this but it defiantly all Brian. I pulled away looking at Brian, trying to catch my breathe.
"What was that?" I asked
"Something I needed to do" he said smirking
"Brian your girl is out there and you just made out with an ex girlfriend. That won't go over well." I said
"No one will know." He said looking at the floor.
"Then why did you do it?" I said placing my hand on his cheek, making him look at me.
"Because Cheyenne I have always loved you, I always will. When you showed up at the concert and Matt pointed you out it felt like I was falling for you all over again. It was like I saw you again for the first time like high school. I had the feelings again, I tried to push them away put I can't. When you're in the room I can't breathe. You cloud my mind. When you told me you were going to find someone to take you home tonight I got jealous." he said
"Yeah well I'm pretty sure when you hugged Chelle I got jealous." I snapped.
"What you jealous of her?" he laughed.
"Brian she has you, I don't. I want you but you have her. You need her. You of all people should know that I'm not the one to ruin a relationship as much as I would want to." I said shaking a little bit.
"Yeah she has me but she doesn't have me like you had me, or have me Cheyenne. Yes I am with her right now, she was there for me after you left." Brian said. I just stared at him, I couldn't believe what he was saying to me.
I turned and walked away from him, I need fresh air. I walked about the table heading straight for the doors.
"Cheyenne where are you going?" I heard Matt yell. I just kept walking, knowing the fresh air would do me some good. Once I made it out of the bar, I walked to the alley and sat against a wall. I thought for sure Brian followed me out but I was wrong.
"Well well well look what we have here." the voice came from the darkness, I knew that voice, that was a voice I didn't want to hear for the rest of my life. I froze when Nathan came out from the shadows.
"Think you could get away from me that easily?" he chuckled
"Yeah because I'm tired of your shit." I said
"Oh Cheyenne, you are stupid." he laughed stepping closer to me, I stood up backing away.
"You're not getting away from me this time."
"The hell I am! You have no control over me, it's over and done. You can leave now." I said looking at him, rage flowing through my body.
"You're coming home with me now." he said grabbing my arms tight.
"NO, let me go!" I said my voice raising.
"You can't run anymore Cheyenne, no one is here to save you." He said having a grin on his face.
"But there is, all the guys are inside." I said. When I said that I knew I shouldn't have said that because Nathan removed his hands from my arms and moved them around my neck and slammed me against the wall.
"You think they are going to save a little whore like you? No one can save you. You are mine." he hissed.
"Back away from her." Jimmy's voice came from my left side but I couldn't look, I was barely breathing.
"What are you going to do." he looked at Jimmy.
"Oh you don't want to know what I would do to you. Let her go" Jimmy warned.
"Make me." Nathan said. Next thing I knew I was laying on the ground catching my breathe and Jimmy was fighting Nathan. Jimmy was winning. I was still laying on the ground when I heard more foot steps coming our way.
"Holy shit!" I heard someone, maybe Johnny say
"Come on Jimmy get off him, you did enough." someone else that sounded like Zack said.
"Fuck Cheyenne!" I couldn't tell if it was Brian or Matt, it wasn't until I felt the hand run over my hair. It was Brian. I opened my eyes and looked straight into brown eyes.
"I wanna go home." I said surprised I could even talk.
"Matt get Val and Michelle and tell them we are leaving. Johnny go pay the tab." Brian was ordering everyone around.
"It's going to be ok Cheyenne, I'm not leaving you." He said picking me up.
"Jimmy, I need you to come to the hotel with us, you are going to watch her while I go home and grab some clothes."
"Ok dude." Jimmy said, I looked at him he didn't have a single mark on him, I looked down at Nathan he was coughing up some blood and holding his side.
"Brian put me down." I said feeling the anger running through my body.
"I don't think that is a good idea." Brian warned.
"Fucking put me down." I hissed. He immediately put me down. I walked over to Nathan hovered over him.
"Think I can't get away from you?" I was kicking his side.
"Think I am a whore when I have only been with 2 guys in my entire life." I was going to town kicking the hell out of him. "YOU'RE A PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BURN IN HELL." I was starting to throw punches when I was dragged back.
"Cheyenne that's enough." Matt said.
"But." I said
"Enough. Time to go." He warned. I walked away, anger still flowing through my body, I just wanted to sleep.
I climbed into Brian's car, Jimmy climbed in the back. Brian got in and started the car. I felt bad that Michelle had to ride home with Matt and Valary but I didn't care at that point. I just wanted to lay down. When we got to the hotel we piled in the elevator to head to my room, I looked at Jimmy sideways, he didn't look like hell. I'm pretty sure I did. When the doors open I made a beeline for the room. I threw open the door, stripping out of my dress I didn't care. I grabbed a t-shirt that was laying on the floor, I saw it was Brian's I put it on and climbed into bed. I faced the wall and pulled the comforter all the way up to my head. Jimmy and Brian were in the living area talking. I just laid there, I knew I was tired but I couldn't fall asleep.
"Cheyenne, I'm leaving. I'm going home to grab some things." Brian said. I didn't answer him, I didn't want to.
"I know you're not sleeping yet because if you were I would hear you little snores."
"I don't snore." I said
"Yeah you do. But anyways Jimmy is here. I'll be back." He said as he leaned down to kiss my head. When I heard the door shut, I sat up. There was no way I was going to sleep tonight. I ended up on the balcony staring at the ocean.
"Beautiful isn't it?" Jimmy said standing next to me lighting a cigarette.
"It is." I said looking at him
"That's why I love this place so much, the beach is so calming." He looked at me.
"I know, one of my favorite things. Thank you for saving me tonight." I said
"Not a problem cupcake. I just had bad feeling in my gut all night. I'm glad I acted on that feeling after you walked out. I made sure everyone else followed." He said pulling me into a side hug. I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"I feel like a burden though." I said
"You're not, we all are more than happy to help. We seriously haven't seen Bri this happy in a while. He talked about you from time to time. He tried to hide that he wasn't hurt when you left. But I knew better. Even when Michelle came along he wasn't happy. Still isn't." Jimmy said.
"But I'm not going to break them up that's not who I am." I said
"I know he will do it on his own terms. I won't be surprised if she starts a fight with him when he gets home." Jimmy sighed. I could tell he wanted Brian to be happy so bad.
"I think i'm going to go sleep now." I said breaking away from Jimmy.
"Ok dear, I will be in the living room if you need anything." He kissed my head
"Thank you JimJam you're the best" I smiled
"So I have been told." He said walking back inside with me. I crawled back into bed letting my mind pull me into a deep sleep. I thought I could stay up and wait for Brian but I was wrong again.
Notes
Finally going to get a POV from Brian. and we saw some Jimmy!
I love it. I laughed so hard about the waiter hitting on Brian. I'm sure he gets it all the time!! Hahahahahaha
6/10/17