Cheyenne’s POV

When Brian and I got back to our hotel room, I started getting undressed for my bath. I was exhausted mentally and physically. I just wasn’t up for anything anymore. It just happens in waves, I will never know when it strikes I laid down in the bed staring at the ceiling.
“What are you thinking about?” Brian said leaning against the doorway.
“Everything” I said in a small voice. I curled in a ball.
“What do you mean” He asked.
“It’s coming back” I said sighing.
“Oh baby” He said walking over to the bed and leaning down. “Do you think you’ll have nightmares?”
“Honestly don’t know. That’s why I am scared” I said burying my head.
Brian started rubbing my back. “It’s gonna be okay baby I promise.”
“I don’t wanna have nightmares anymore” I said with tears rolling down my face.
Brian scooped me up and held me close.
“So we will get through it, I will be there for you every step of the way I promise” Brian said.
“What if it gets super bad, like I just shut everyone out.” I asked
“You know damn well you can’t really shut one of us out. You will pick which one you will rely on the most at this point, trust me you’ve done it before.” Brian said eyeing me carefully
“Sometimes I hate the fact that you know more about me than I usually know about myself.” I smiled small
“That’s what happens when you loved someone so long before you actually dated them.” He chuckled
“I’m going to go shower, I’ll be back” I said getting out of his arms and going to the bathroom.
Once I got in, I started the water got undressed and jumped in. I was currently just letting the water run over me when I felt another presence in the shower with me. I turned around so fast to see Brian wide eyed.
“What are you looking at?” I asked
“That ass though” He smiled
“Brian! Eyes up here!” I said
“Up where? Your boobs? Ok” he smiled devious.
“What do you want?” I asked smiling, knowing my core was getting hot
“Oh nothing just to be near you” He smirked.
“Don’t smirk” I said
“Why?” He asked with his eyebrows raised.
“Because I said so” I said.
“Why?” He stepped closer to me pulling me closer.
“Because you should know what it does to me” I said looking at him
“Should I really?” he said smirking again
“Brian Elwin Haner Jr. I swear to god!” I laughed.
He pushed me against the wall, his face really close to mine.
“God you’re unbelievably hot, you deserve the world” he said.
I looked at him and bit my lip.
“What are you about to do to me” I whispered
“Giving you a good time” his voice turned husky.
He slipped his fingers in between my legs.
“Someone is already excited aren’t they” he smiled
“Oh god you don’t know what you do to me” I said pulling him in for a kiss.
When our lips connected I could feel the electricity flowing through me, Brian pulled me closer then lifted me up, I wrapped my legs around his body. I felt his dick get harder. I pulled back.
“I love you so much and always will” I said
“I love you too Cheyenne” he smiled.

Notes

Had to leave a cliffhanger <3 Sorry I've been away from this story so long, every time I tried to write this chapter it didn't feel right!