How Could You.
Chapter 11
Cheyenne's POV
I just stared at Michelle for a minute letting it sink that she had just bitch slapped me.
"What are you even doing here?" Brian asked from behind Matt and I.
"I knew where the guys were going to be tonight since you all start tour tomorrow, if the guys were here that means you two would be here." Michelle said
"So? Doesn't mean you have ruin everything." Brian said from behind us.
"Kinda have to now since she ruined our relationship." Michelle spat.
"I didn't ruin a god damn thing, that was Brian's choice. You should know I'm not that kind of bitch." I spat.
"No bitch I'm blaming this all on you. You knew I was on vacation so you thought you could come back here and fake your shit to get Brian back." Michelle said.
"I didn't know a god damn thing! And I'm not faking this shit either!" I yelled. I was getting pissed, I didn't want to cause a scene but it was about to happen.
"Liar." she spat. I shoved Matt off of me onto Zack, and I lunged at Michelle. We fell to the ground, I pinned her hands with my knees, threw off my hoodie and pulled my hair up.
"Does this shit look like I'm fucking lying to you or the guys?" I spat. Michelle shook her head no.
?That's what I thought, like I fucking said before I didn't know shit about you two even being on the verge of breaking up, I thought you two were happy together, I only knew I could come to everyone about this because I knew they would help. I am apart of this family you know. I was there before you, but that doesn't matter. Now let me get MY boys home safely because we go on tour tomorrow." I said looking down at her.
"Ok." she said. I stood up and was going to grab Matt back from Zack but I saw Matt standing on his own with wide eyes. All the guys were looking at me with wide eyes and getting sober. I just walked out the door slamming it open. I hated to fight, but when I had to there was no way around it. When I reached Matt's car I threw the driver side open, then got in and slammed it shut. Matt and Jimmy got in Matt's car. Brian, Johnny and Zack got in Brian's car. I grabbed the key's from Matt's hand and started the car. I pulled out onto the road going towards Matt's house.
"Got any good cds?" I asked Matt.
"All of them are good what do you mean?" He said
"Got your self titled cd?" I asked voice thick with irritation.
"Yes here" he put the cd in.
When Critical Acclaim started I turned it up. I was too pissed off not sing.
Shh... quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me, motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others' insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds
Matt just stared straight ahead, Jimmy didn't say a word. They both knew when I was pissed off to just let me either sing it out or leave me alone. All of them knew that but Matt and Jimmy knew not to say anything. While Zack would try to press something out of me and Johnny would say something stupid. When we pulled up to Matt's house, I turned off the car and handed the keys to Matt, him and Jimmy got out and made their way up to the house, I could see Zack and Johnny do the same. I sat in the car for a hot minute. Before I knew it the door flew open I looked up and saw Brian staring at me concern written all across his face.
"Come let's go back to the hotel." he said quietly. I got out of Matt's car looking back at the house. Matt was standing outside.
"Thanks guys!" he yelled
"Welcome!" Brian yelled back. I gave him a small smile before going to Brian's car. I got in and shut the door and sighed. I really wanted to scream and cry but I couldn't. Brian got in and started the car back up and pulling out of the drive. I pulled with my hands, looking out the window.
"Stop playing with your hands dear." Brian said grabbing my left hand and holding it.
"Why?" I asked
"Because you do that when you get pissed off. First you listen to a song really loud and sing, or you won't talk at all. Then once you start really thinking you start to play with your hands. Now tell me why you're mad." He said smiling a little. He knew me so well that sometimes it scared me.
"Do I really have to?" I asked
"Yes, I will not let you go to bed mad and wake up tomorrow more pissed off." Brian said.
"It's just she knows I can't fuck up relationships like other girls can. I don't believe in cheating. Like if you're unhappy with that person then break up with them instead of hurting them. I mean yeah the break up might hurt them but it would be better than to cheat on someone and have the person you cheated on never trust someone again. I just don't understand. And I can't believe she thought I was lying about the abuse, that is something you can't make up." I said I was so upset that I started to cry.
Brian looked at me, "Look I'm sorry it happened. It shouldn't have but it did. She knows how you are, she's just upset that I broke up with her. "
"It's whatever. I'll just take a bath when we get back to the hotel, I will relax a little before we go to bed." I said quietly.
"Ok babe, I am sorry this happened though." He said pulling my hand up to his mouth kissing it.
"It's not your fault Bri." I said.
A few moments later we pulled up to the hotel, we got out of his car and made our way back to our room. Once our room door was open, I was stripping off my clothes making my way to the bathroom.
"Damn it Cheyenne keep that up and you won't be taking a bath" Brian said. I shook my ass a little walking into the bathroom and closing the door. I walked over to the tub and turned the water on, added some bubbles. Once it was filled I climbed in and set my head on a pillow and closed my eyes. I was only in the bath for 10 minutes before I heard the bathroom door open then close. I opened my eyes and looked at Brian.
"I'm joining you" he said before stripping his clothes.
"Ok do you boo" I said. He walked over to the tub and leaned over me.
"Lean up please" he asked, I leaned up and he got in, I was now sitting on his lap.
"Jesus Cheyenne are you trying to melt your skin off?" he asked
"Maybe, if it gets rid of these bruises." I said looking down at my arms, Brian's hands wrapped around the bruises lightly/
"Cheyenne stop beating yourself up, these bruises will go away." he said
"But the memoires won't" I said just above a whisper
"They may not but you will eventually stop thinking about it all the time. You will be able to be yourself again. I will be here the whole time" Brian said. I leaned into him more.
"You're right but for right now I will think about them until they go away." I said.
"I can't tell you what to do but I can give you advice." Brian rubbed my arms
"Yeah but will I take your advice?" I asked playing with the water.
"No of course not" he chuckled.
"This is why I love you." I said
"I love you too babe" he said and kissed the top of my head.
I just stared at Michelle for a minute letting it sink that she had just bitch slapped me.
"What are you even doing here?" Brian asked from behind Matt and I.
"I knew where the guys were going to be tonight since you all start tour tomorrow, if the guys were here that means you two would be here." Michelle said
"So? Doesn't mean you have ruin everything." Brian said from behind us.
"Kinda have to now since she ruined our relationship." Michelle spat.
"I didn't ruin a god damn thing, that was Brian's choice. You should know I'm not that kind of bitch." I spat.
"No bitch I'm blaming this all on you. You knew I was on vacation so you thought you could come back here and fake your shit to get Brian back." Michelle said.
"I didn't know a god damn thing! And I'm not faking this shit either!" I yelled. I was getting pissed, I didn't want to cause a scene but it was about to happen.
"Liar." she spat. I shoved Matt off of me onto Zack, and I lunged at Michelle. We fell to the ground, I pinned her hands with my knees, threw off my hoodie and pulled my hair up.
"Does this shit look like I'm fucking lying to you or the guys?" I spat. Michelle shook her head no.
?That's what I thought, like I fucking said before I didn't know shit about you two even being on the verge of breaking up, I thought you two were happy together, I only knew I could come to everyone about this because I knew they would help. I am apart of this family you know. I was there before you, but that doesn't matter. Now let me get MY boys home safely because we go on tour tomorrow." I said looking down at her.
"Ok." she said. I stood up and was going to grab Matt back from Zack but I saw Matt standing on his own with wide eyes. All the guys were looking at me with wide eyes and getting sober. I just walked out the door slamming it open. I hated to fight, but when I had to there was no way around it. When I reached Matt's car I threw the driver side open, then got in and slammed it shut. Matt and Jimmy got in Matt's car. Brian, Johnny and Zack got in Brian's car. I grabbed the key's from Matt's hand and started the car. I pulled out onto the road going towards Matt's house.
"Got any good cds?" I asked Matt.
"All of them are good what do you mean?" He said
"Got your self titled cd?" I asked voice thick with irritation.
"Yes here" he put the cd in.
When Critical Acclaim started I turned it up. I was too pissed off not sing.
Shh... quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me, motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others' insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds
Matt just stared straight ahead, Jimmy didn't say a word. They both knew when I was pissed off to just let me either sing it out or leave me alone. All of them knew that but Matt and Jimmy knew not to say anything. While Zack would try to press something out of me and Johnny would say something stupid. When we pulled up to Matt's house, I turned off the car and handed the keys to Matt, him and Jimmy got out and made their way up to the house, I could see Zack and Johnny do the same. I sat in the car for a hot minute. Before I knew it the door flew open I looked up and saw Brian staring at me concern written all across his face.
"Come let's go back to the hotel." he said quietly. I got out of Matt's car looking back at the house. Matt was standing outside.
"Thanks guys!" he yelled
"Welcome!" Brian yelled back. I gave him a small smile before going to Brian's car. I got in and shut the door and sighed. I really wanted to scream and cry but I couldn't. Brian got in and started the car back up and pulling out of the drive. I pulled with my hands, looking out the window.
"Stop playing with your hands dear." Brian said grabbing my left hand and holding it.
"Why?" I asked
"Because you do that when you get pissed off. First you listen to a song really loud and sing, or you won't talk at all. Then once you start really thinking you start to play with your hands. Now tell me why you're mad." He said smiling a little. He knew me so well that sometimes it scared me.
"Do I really have to?" I asked
"Yes, I will not let you go to bed mad and wake up tomorrow more pissed off." Brian said.
"It's just she knows I can't fuck up relationships like other girls can. I don't believe in cheating. Like if you're unhappy with that person then break up with them instead of hurting them. I mean yeah the break up might hurt them but it would be better than to cheat on someone and have the person you cheated on never trust someone again. I just don't understand. And I can't believe she thought I was lying about the abuse, that is something you can't make up." I said I was so upset that I started to cry.
Brian looked at me, "Look I'm sorry it happened. It shouldn't have but it did. She knows how you are, she's just upset that I broke up with her. "
"It's whatever. I'll just take a bath when we get back to the hotel, I will relax a little before we go to bed." I said quietly.
"Ok babe, I am sorry this happened though." He said pulling my hand up to his mouth kissing it.
"It's not your fault Bri." I said.
A few moments later we pulled up to the hotel, we got out of his car and made our way back to our room. Once our room door was open, I was stripping off my clothes making my way to the bathroom.
"Damn it Cheyenne keep that up and you won't be taking a bath" Brian said. I shook my ass a little walking into the bathroom and closing the door. I walked over to the tub and turned the water on, added some bubbles. Once it was filled I climbed in and set my head on a pillow and closed my eyes. I was only in the bath for 10 minutes before I heard the bathroom door open then close. I opened my eyes and looked at Brian.
"I'm joining you" he said before stripping his clothes.
"Ok do you boo" I said. He walked over to the tub and leaned over me.
"Lean up please" he asked, I leaned up and he got in, I was now sitting on his lap.
"Jesus Cheyenne are you trying to melt your skin off?" he asked
"Maybe, if it gets rid of these bruises." I said looking down at my arms, Brian's hands wrapped around the bruises lightly/
"Cheyenne stop beating yourself up, these bruises will go away." he said
"But the memoires won't" I said just above a whisper
"They may not but you will eventually stop thinking about it all the time. You will be able to be yourself again. I will be here the whole time" Brian said. I leaned into him more.
"You're right but for right now I will think about them until they go away." I said.
"I can't tell you what to do but I can give you advice." Brian rubbed my arms
"Yeah but will I take your advice?" I asked playing with the water.
"No of course not" he chuckled.
"This is why I love you." I said
"I love you too babe" he said and kissed the top of my head.
Notes
Sorry for the cliffhanger! and sorry I haven't been around much. I just moved and I don't have wifi yet or a laptop. So updates may take a few. I'm sorry! If you stick with me through this bless your soul <3
I love it. I laughed so hard about the waiter hitting on Brian. I'm sure he gets it all the time!! Hahahahahaha
6/10/17