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Almost Easy

The Past Caught Up

Auden's POV

"I like Matt a lot sis. He deserves you, you deserve him. Jake never deserved you. I never liked Jake. But I know what Matt wants his life to look like" Dylan said.
Yes I was talking to my dead brother in my dream, it was the weirdest most amazing feeling ever. My brother knew what was right for me, I couldn't blame him for not liking Jake. My brother knew me like the back of his hand, he knew exactly what I needed to hear.
"I love Matt a lot Dylan, he makes me happy, I finally feel complete with him. Plus the rest of the guys. Maybe not Brian yet but defiantly the rest of the guys" I said looking at Dylan next to me.
"Auden, you need to watch your back with that Brian guy, I don't like the way he looks at you. You might not think I'm not around but I am, I see and hear everything sister." he said.
"I haven't really got to know Brian yet, so I guess being his guitar tech will help" I said.
"It might, plus I'm proud of you for getting your dream job!" Dylan said giving me a side hug.
"I couldn't do it without your help or Matt's" I said with a smile.
"Really though Auden, I don't think Matt is going to leave you. You need to trust him more and open up to him more, even if it is about me. He needs to know what goes on in your head, you can't shut him out and think he is gonna hurt you like Jake. Matt loves you a lot sister, I promise"
"Dylan, do you think I'm hard to love?" I asked
"What? No! Auden why would you say that?" Dylan looked frustrated
"Because what if Jake fucked me up so bad mentally that I can't be loved" I said quietly.
"Auden, you're so easy to love. Yes you may be a pain in the ass but easy to love especially to the people who deserve it the most, like Matt, Aimee, and the band. Dad even loves you and misses you but understands what you're doing, I keep him updated" Dylan said sounding a little sad.
"Damn, I do miss dad but at least you keep him updated" I said with a frown.
"I love you Auden and I miss you so much, hell I even miss Aimee send her my love will you? It's time for me to go baby sister" Dylan said looking at me
"I will and I love you and miss you so much big brother, I will see you again soon" I said
"Bye dear" he said as he kissed my forehead then disappeared

When I woke up I felt sad but happy, I looked over at Matt. He was so fucking cute when he was sleeping. I looked at the clock on the nightstand by his side of the bed and it read 9 o'clock, I groaned and pulled my knees to my chest and laid my head in my knees and just sat there and stared at Matt. Tears were rolling down my face, I just replayed the conversation I had with my dead brother over and over again in my head, I was looking at the other side of the room and didn't notice that Matt was awake and looking at me, until I felt eyes on me.
"Morning Matty" I said looking back at him.
"Auden are you ok?" he said moving close to me wiping the tears away pulling me into a tight hug.
"Yeah I just had a dream" I said softly
"Tell me about it" he said with concern in his voice.
"You'll think I'm crazy" I said quietly
"Not at all, I'm here to listen and help you" he said softly
"So having a full blown conversation with my dead brother in my dream isn't crazy?" I asked
"No because he has been coming into mine also love." Matt said.
I just totally speechless, Dylan showed up in his dreams too?! Damn my brother was getting around.
"It just hurts you know? like it feels great to see him, but it hurts like hell when I realize that he isn't here in real life." I said.
"I know babe, I had that happen with my Grandpa" Matt said rocking me back and forth slightly.
"Well be glad he likes you, because he didn't like Jake and it took me a while to see why he didn't" I said.
"Why didn't he like him" Matt voice rose a little.
"Jake was mentally abusive, when everything happened with Dylan, Jake turned it into being all about himself and didn't want to help me through it, when I wasn't in the mood to have sex he forced me, then one night it turned into physical abuse" I said with tears rolling down my face again.
"You've got be kidding me Auden" Matt's voice was full of anger.
"I'm not babe.." I said quietly
"How long did that go on for?" he asked
"After he hit me, I called my dad and that was final. He never not to touch me again, but he haunted me every where I went, so one day I packed my shit with Aimee and we left and came here, she already had her job lined up out here and a place for her, all I had was Dylan's house and truck and money he left me." I said.
"I will never, ever do that to you love" he said as he kissed the top of my head.
"I know Matty I trust you." I said looking up at him.
"I love you baby girl" He said kissing me
"I love you too babe" I said kissing him back

After that conversation, we went downstairs and ate breakfast, after I ate I walked into the garage and open the door and put my music on and started working on my truck. I left Matt inside because he said he was going to make a few calls then join me later on.

Matt's POV

I was sleeping and I felt like something wasn't right, I had a weird feeling coming over me, that's when I woke up and saw Auden sitting on the bed with her knees pulled to her chest and her head laying on her knees looking the opposite direction, I knew something was bothering her because that is usually what she does. When she looked at me I could see that she was crying, man did that hurt like hell. It broke my heart a little.
"Morning Matty" she said in a soft voice her blue eyes staring back at me.
"Auden are you ok?" I asked as I wiped her tears away. I can't stand to see my girl upset. Her brother knew it, he would visit me in my dreams sometimes like my grandpa used to do. She told me everything about the dream, she thought I would think she was crazy. She isn't crazy, she's just grieving, I understood it all.
"He likes you, he didn't like Jake, it took me a while to see why he didn't" Auden said. Who the fuck was Jake and why didn't Dylan like him?
"Why didn't he like him?" I was scared to even ask, I didn't want to get angry in this moment.
"Jake was mentally abusive, when everything happened with Dylan, Jake turned it into being all about himself and didn't want to help me through it, when I wasn't in the mood to have sex he forced me, then one night it turned into physical abuse" she said with tears rolling down her face again.
"You've got to be kidding me Auden" I said full of anger. How dare a guy do that to a girl that was going through a tough time. It was absolute bullshit. Auden didn't deserve that.
"I'm not babe..." she said quietly
"How long did it go on for?" I asked still pissed.
Then she told me everything, I was proud she got out of that situation fast but still didn't help the fact that if he was to come near her ever again he wasn't going to be alive.
"I will never ever do that to you love" I said kissing the top of her head, damn her hair smelled wonderful, like vanilla and lavender.
"I know Matty I trust you" Auden said looking at me.
"I love you baby girl" I said kissing her.
"I love you too babe" she said kissing me back.

After we ate breakfast she went into the garage, I heard the door open and her music start playing. I called Zacky praying he was with Aimee.
"Baker" he said answering the phone.
"Are you with Aimee?" I asked
"Yes I am why?" he asked.
"Put me on speaker and you'll find out" I said anger filling me again thinking about this Jake guy.
"Morning Matt, is everything alright?" Aimee asked.
"Who is Jake?" I asked. I heard Aimee groan
"He's Auden's ex? Why did he come finding her?" Aimee said in a high pitched voice
"No, she told me about what he did" I growled through the phone
"Wait, what am I missing?" Zack asked. Aimee went into full detail about everything, it made me see red.
"YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!" Zack yelled.
"Nope" Aimee and I said at the same time.
"I already told myself that if he tried to come find her he is dead" I said.
"I will gladly help" grumbled Zack.
"Aimee?" I said
"Yes Matt?"
"Dylan is showing up in my dreams, he gave me the blessing with Auden, is that a good sign?" I asked
"Hell yeah it is! Dylan loved Auden so much that when Jake tried to ask for Auden's hand in marriage he got a fist in the face" said Aimee. "Wait did you even ask Dylan?"
"No, he just told me." I said
"Shit Sanders, he really likes you then" Aimee said.
"Thanks Aims, and thank you Zack" I said.
"No problem" they said, then I hung up.

I couldn't believe this Jake guy, if he came around her I would most likely cause him to go to the hospital. No one hurts my girl like that, she shouldn't even had to go through that. Thinking about that made me sick. I can't wait for tour, Auden needs to have a good time with her best friend and the guys. I needed to see her smile more, her smile and soul was so beautiful, it made me feel complete.

Notes

So we learned a little more of Auden's past, and now we know Dylan is also visiting Matt. What do you think is going to happen?

Thank you for commenting and reading! It means a lot to me! Love you all lovely people <3 I will update again when I can!

Please leave comments! <3

Comments

@Avengedlover
I'm not dropping Cold Little Heart, I have the next 3 chapters written, just not sure when I'll post them. I apologize if I came across harsh. Everyone was coming at me hard and the story has only just started. I was getting blamed for a lot of stuff and I still don't understand why. And a person can only take so much at a time, and if everyone knew exactly how much Jimmy did mean to mean they would understand I'm very sensitive when it comes to him. But that's not something for a comment. Still love you too. <3

foREVer_Mandy foREVer_Mandy
3/28/17

@foREVer_Mandy

I didn't mean it like that dear! I promise, I was just kidding. Don't scrap it I love the story! You do a bomb ass job at writing. I will take back whatever I have said. You can take all the time you need dear, I will wait patiently. I promise! Mad love to you <3. And we will see what Auden really has to say to the both of them. The scene with Dylan crushed my black heart too but I had to put it in there. More will be coming soon. Also, I don't know what is going on with my accounts its all sorts of fucked up

Avengedlover Avengedlover
3/28/17

Brian has been trouble since deciding he wanted a piece of Auden. However, it's not fair for everyone to blame the accident on him. Sure they had an upsetting conversation, but Auden was the one who took off and wasn't paying attention. He didn't run after her or push her. He feels bad enough she's hurt and about confessing, don't put that on him too. I'm glad she's going to be okay, and the scene with her and Dylan crushed my cruel heart a little bit.

Now, as for this being my fault? Why is that? I haven't broken Jimmy's heart. That story is only four chapters in so it's in it's infancy. Is he a little sad now? Well yeah maybe, but nothing good ever comes quickly and without a little drama. Give me a break!!! Or we can just pretend I never started it and I'll scrap it on here and delete it just like I did the Matt story. I'm gonna go take another Xanax and cry some more.

foREVer_Mandy foREVer_Mandy
3/27/17

Oh poor Brian :(
She's going to stay with Matt, and that's just gonna break his heart!

Holly Holly
3/27/17
So much drama!!! Can't wait for more!
HometownGlory HometownGlory
3/27/17