Best friends, again?

The next week goes by pretty event less. City after City, show after show and to much people crammed into to little space. I smile as I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket thinking it is Jimmy answering my text but it all to soon turns into a frown as I read the text
You really thing you can rat me out? I told you, I control you. Now it is just a couple of deleted songs but if you EVER even think of telling someone again I'll fucking ruin them for good, got it?
What, what, what no! I didn't want this. I immediately answer him that I am sorry and that I will never tell anyone but to please stop.
“Hey you okay?” I look up to see Matt leaning down to press a kiss onto my lips and I smile into it. I nod my head and pull him down to deepen the kiss, pulling him over me as I lay back on the couch. Matt smirks against my mouth as his hands starts wandering under my shirt. Things are about to get really heated when I feel my phone vibrate under me and I can't help but wince, causing Matt to pull back, worry etched into his face
“Are you sure you are okay?” I smile up at him and run my thumb over my cheek, He can't know so I nod up at him and press a soft kiss against his lips
“It's probably just one of the boys, I was just not expecting it to start vibrating under me” I lie smoothly and Matt leans down, kissing me but we are interrupted by the boys stepping into the bus before we can take things further.
I sit up and take my phone in my hand shaking as I press the button to turn on the home screen but I let out a breath of relieve as I see it is from a very familiar number
Hey princess! How are you doing? Brian and me texting has become a pretty regular thing at this point but apart from the old nickname it is not even close to how it used to be. We talk but only about unimportant things or about the band or about how I am doing on tour but it is hardly personal, still it is nice to be talking to him again.
I'm doing great, how are you?
We are all pretty bummed out. Somehow some of our songs got deleted and no one knows how or why so that puts us back a couple of weeks. I wish I could tell him. So much but I would only make it worse so I take a deep breath – thank god I turned out to be such a skillful liar
That sucks. I am so sorry for you guys. I am sorry but I gotta go – the show is in 30 and I still need to get my gear!
Okay bye have fun
I walk back to my bunk, throw on Matt's jumper over my tank top and grab my camera, walking into the venue seeing the last preparations for Bullet being made, Matt walking up to me with a teasing smile on his face
“Where is loverboy?” I roll my eyes at his teasing manner and shove him with my shoulder telling him to quit it. But he just laughs it off and ruffles my hair.
It is true, Matt and I have been pretty inseparable this tour and just thinking about him makes me smile. I don't know how we will make this work once I go home but for now it feels great. I feel great.
I take some great shots of both sets and do the usual stuff of working on them, publishing them, writing on my blog and all that stuff that comes with being a tour photographer. I am shutting down my lap top as Matt walk in and throw himself onto the couch next to me and places his arm across my shoulders, pulling me against him, where I happily cuddle myself into a ball, feet tucked under myself, my face on his shoulder. He smiles down at me and kisses me sweetly
“Get dressed up! I want to take you out tonight!” I smile and get up after yet another lingering kiss I walk to my suitcase and take out a cute baby pink 50th style of dress with white polka dots on it and a petticoat to fluff out the skirt. Curling my hair and putting on my make up I finish my outfit of with a cute little white purse and white high heels. Walking out to the living room area Matt stands up, dressed in slacks and a white button up and holds out his hand for me to take.
Intertwining our fingers Matt pulls me out of the bus and onto the sidewalk, strolling into the city not far from where we are parked
“You look beautiful, baby” I smile up at him and thank him, leaning up to kiss his cheek with makes him smile.
“You clean up petty good too handsome” I giggle as Matty tickles my side before he pulls me into his arms and twirls us around in a circle. Putting me back on my feet he wraps his arm tightly around my shoulder and I melt into his body. We chit chat as we walk into the city and up to this cute little Italian Restaurant sharing an amazing dinner and talking of us and our future.

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