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Expect the unexpected

You cannot change the past

Everly’s POV

I don’t know why, but it felt good to finally talk to someone about this. To finally confide to Brian, the story that I held in for so long…

Brian didn’t interrupt me, he listened, maybe asked a questions, but mostly he just listened and that was exactly what I needed.

He didn’t judge me, he didn’t look at me wrong, and mostly he just stared ahead, still listening closely but without the slightest bit of giving me a bad feeling of talking to him.

Maybe it wasn’t the best idea to tell him all this, especially with the way things were developing right now, because I had no idea, what was happening with us at the moment!

I don’t know why, but after confessing all this, I felt a tear slip down my cheek, it shouldn’t move me this way anymore, but it did. I had spent so much time with this man, shared my life with him, and I made a mistake in hoping and wanting to fix it, wanting to have the perfect life, which was a farce.

It never was the perfect life, it felt good at times, yes, especially in the beginning, but I should have realized sooner, that it wasn’t all red roses… I should have opened my eyes way sooner, and that was why I was so surprised when Chris was suddenly gone…

Brian grabbed my face in his hands and made my teary eyes look at him. “Hey… damn Eve, don’t cry! Please!” The way he looked at me made me sob even more and I felt embarrassed.

I was an ugly crier and having Brian looks at me so closely with a miserable look on his face as well, made me want to turn away and never see him again.

“Hey” Brian’s whisper was intense and I opened my eyes again, another tear slipping down my cheek. He cupped my face in his hands. “Don’t blame yourself for this, Eve.”

“But… what if I made the step, when I realized, something wasn’t right… but I didn’t… It’s my own fault.” I said and Brian shook his head. But it was as I said, I wasted years of my life, for a man who wouldn’t appreciate all the work and love I had put into this, and I was too-

“Damn Eve, I’m sorry this happened to you, and I wished I could take those memories, those doubts away from you. But I can’t… we can’t rewind the past. And trust me, I fucking hate it, too” Brian’s voice was hoarse, and I swallowed down the lump in my throat.

I closed my eyes, but I felt Brian’s lips close to mine, his breathe fanning over my face. I could already taste them and it soothed me, made me calm down.

“We probably face a lot of bend roads, lots of mistakes that happen and I guarantee you no one has ever lived to make the right decision every time. But you can’t get your past back, and you can’t spend your life wishing you could. You just have to trust that it was necessary bend in the road, and the steps you take from this point forward will get you where you are supposed to be.” He wet his lips when I finally met his gaze again. “Eventually, at least. Right?”

I hadn’t even noticed that I had my hands placed on his chest by now, leaning even more into him than before.

I nodded finally, “I think so” I felt like a weight lifted of my shoulder, being able to talk to someone, and having this reaction from him. Or not just someone, being able to talk to Brian like this.

“Thank you” I whispered, realizing as the words came out that I hadn’t thanked him often if at all to Brian like this and I meant it from the bottom of my heart, for everything he had done for me lately.

And the way Brian looked at me right now, it felt like this was a turning point for both of us. I couldn’t pin what the expression meant, but I knew it made me feel damn good. Warm and safe. Almost loved.

Sliding my hands up on his body, I hung them on his strong shoulders. And then before I could say anything more, Brian kissed me. His lips were so hot against mine I promptly lost every other thought I had a moment ago. I was more than fine with that.

My arms around his neck, I kissed Brian back, moaning softly against him, luxuriating in the strength of both his arms wrapped so tight around my waist, it felt like I was somewhere else – on our own island.

My body melted into his and I felt an odd sense of being okay, of belonging, as if I, for the first time in so long, were finally and actually in the right place.

Brian pulled away after a moment a small smile on his lips. My hands were still around his neck, and Brian still held me close.

“This feels damn good” Brian murmured against my lips and a smile formed on my lips “It really does” I nodded and Brian’s lips came back down on mine.

I let my hands run down from his neck over his chest, to his stomach. I let my hands dip underneath the shirt and felt his hot skin. I knew I wanted more, especially after the way he had made me feel hot and cold the last time we were together, but this time I wanted it all.

Brian’s POV

I don’t know which moment it was that turned into this sexual tension between us. Or rather for me it always felt this way when I was near Eve, but there was one moment, where we had looked at each other, sat so close to each other, where I couldn’t hold back anymore but kiss her.

She always tasted so good and it was so hard to resist her, it was always hard for me to resist, but now always being this close, having a small taste of her, I knew what awaited me, if she was really ready to give the go.

I wasn’t sure if she was ready, I didn’t want to push her. I just heard her cry her heart out and it shouldn’t be me pushing her too far into something she might regret.

And it would gut me alive knowing I might have done something more to hurt her. I couldn’t live with myself that way.

I surely did some questionable things in my past, and even one thing concerning Eve, that I am not proud of but I wouldn’t hurt her again… I wouldn’t put her in a situation like that ever.

So I pulled away, and looked at her, a smile was forming on my lips because, damn she looked so good, sitting on my lap, her arms around me, pulling me closer, her lips red and swollen from our kisses, if I could, I would stay just like this forever.

“This feels damn good” I said softly, I wanted her to know just how good she made me feel, how I longed to feel her like this and to my relief she felt the same way “It really does” She nodded and I couldn’t help it but just kiss her again.

My tongue slipped past her lips, her tongue met mine in a sensual dance. Her hands slipped underneath my shirt, making my muscles tense up.

Her nail were racking over my skin, sending goosebumps over my whole body. God, I loved when she did that. And it was even harder for me to keep my mind straight, to keep me from going too far.

Because I wanted her, and wanted her whole, but I knew I shouldn’t and I couldn’t have her, not when she was still confused and wasn’t ready.

Eve began to move on my lap slowly, her hips moving on mine and I swallowed the moan that wanted to escape. I gripped her waist with my hands and stopped her movements, if she would continue like this, there was no sense inside me anymore and I knew I would make her mine right here and now, damning all the consequences.

“Eve, stop” I groaned out and I must not only sound to my ears like a plea.

Eve looked into my eyes, I could see clearly lust in them and it was one of my hardest moves to gently push her away “I can’t” I said slowly and hoped that this time she wouldn’t get my answer wrong, we had moved so much forward, I hoped that I wouldn’t break it all down again.

“I want to” Her three words and wetting her lip were breaking my wall down, that I had tried to build up firmly, to not do the wrong thing.

“I don’t want you to regret it later, Eve. If we do this, I want you to fully know what we do and not regret it when we wake up together.” I looked at her intensely and she swallowed thickly, but then her eyes met mine and I saw determination in them.

“I know what we do, and I know what I want.” Eve pulled me closer with her arms around my neck again. Our lips were almost brushing but not yet “And I know I want you” And with that she crashed our lips together, and finally my resolve was done.

Even with the greatest effort of will that I had put into resisting, I couldn’t. I wanted her more than anything I had ever wanted in my life.

I grabbed her waist in a firm grip and turned us around on the lounge chair, the day had turned to night by now, the stars and moon shining upon us, setting Eve in a beautiful light.

I let my hands trail all over her body, while her hands were pushing my shirt up and I easily complied in getting rid of it.

Her hands were back on me within a second, nails lightly scratching over my skin, then massaging my shoulder, making me wild.

I shoved her shirt up and almost groaned seeing her dark red lace bra, I quickly threw the shirt away and moved with my lips down to her cleavage, sucking, licking and freeing her breasts from their cage.

Eve arched her back giving me more access and I took it to good use. I threw the bra away and opened her pants, expertly shoving them down her legs, together with her panties and baring her beautiful body before me.

I quickly kissed my way up and down her curves, not nearly having enough time to worship her the way I wanted.

“Please… I waited too long” Eve moaned and I smirked, her hands were fumbling with my belt and I helped her to free me. I shoved my pants and boxers down, hearing a small ‘oh’ from Eve making me satisfied as her eyes were glued to my erect dick standing to attention.

I leaned back down on her, letting her feel my weight, kissing her hungrily. She widened her thighs to let me fall into the crook of her legs.
I felt her hot and wet crotch, and it was almost making me lose my mind.

“Brian! Don’t tease” I began to rub up and down against her, while kissing my way to her throat and ear.

“But I want you as out of your mind as I am” I growled and she laughed out a little “Believe me I am”

I took her word, grabbed my pants and pulled a condom from my wallet. I quickly rolled it on and positioned myself between Eve’s legs.

“You sure you are ready and want this? Because when we do this now, I am not able to hold back” I looked deeply into her eyes and she nodded, biting her lip in anticipation. “Ready”

I slowly pushed forward, I tried not to be too eager, but it felt so damn good, like fucking coming home after a long tour. My eyes almost rolled to the back of my head when I was finally completely sheeted inside her.

“God Eve, so good” I moaned out and heard her panting “Brian, move…” She groaned out wiggling beneath me, while I wanted her to fully adjust and not hurt her in any way.

I slowly began to push in and pull out, a slow rhythm for both of us to adjust to each other, which quickly turned into faster and harder. Eve gripped my ass, digging her nails into me and I couldn’t hold back any longer either.

“Fuck Eve, I’m close… so fucking close… you gotta come for me, babe…” I moaned into her ear and as if she just needed my voice to finally send her over the edge, she moaned loudly my name, which was like music to my ears and began to tremble and finally tumbled over the edge making me follow her right away with a loud groan of my own.

Notes

So little comments last time... Are u still there?!

Here is a chapter for the long easter weekend!
Wishing u a Happy Easter!!

Comments

@goldeheart_rebelfist2
Thank you, good to hear form you!

@synology
Oh thats sweet, thank you!

MeRi MeRi
1/24/19

Don't care who disagrees. Most awesome story on here. Period.

synology synology
1/23/19

I loooooved this story !! Such a great ending :D

@MeRi
You know I will! Always!

Kimmie Kimmie
12/10/18

@Kimmie
Aww thank you :) And for staying with me all this time!

MeRi MeRi
12/10/18