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Broken Arrow

How I Wish You Were Here

Brian's POV

I awoke the next morning to find I had two new messages on my phone.

From: Ruby
To: Brian

Jack heard me last night, he was pissed ;)


I laughed to myself - Good.

I opened the next message.

From: Ruby
To: Brian

I know I said I don't do nudes, but these should tie you over ;)



My breath caught in my throat as I scrolled down. She hadn't sent me nudes, exactly, she was still in her underwear. But fuck, that was all I needed.

I reached down, fumbling with the button on my boxers, ready to make full use of my morning wood - when suddenly, there was a knock at the door.

"Buzz off!" I called out.
"Breakfast." Zacky's voice came, along with another knock. "Get up."

I groaned as I laid there for a few moments, trying to will away my boner before I sauntered out to the bathroom to take a piss. I could hear the chatter as I headed downstairs, Jimmy talking animatedly and the clinking of plates and cutlery which meant everyone was already digging into breakfast.

"So pack your shit, we're heading up to Big Bear." Jimmy grinned.
"We just got back from tour." I grumbled, sliding into one of the bar stools and helping myself to some bacon and eggs.
"All the more reason to head out there for a little R&R!" he cried. "The smell of pine trees, a little fishing, relaxing in nature-"
"Still means up and moving again right after tour."
"Stop being a fucking baby." Matt cut in, shoving my shoulder. "You're not gonna stay here just so you can sit up in your room and sulk."
"Who said I was sulking?"
"You've been doing nothing but sulking since Ruby left for Chicago." he replied. "She's gonna be there for as long as she sees fit, I'm not happy about it either, but you're not just gonna go back to the way you were last time..."
"It's not like last time."
"It started exactly the same." Matt stated. "You holed yourself up in your room, sulked, got high, got drunk, jacked off-"
"Which I might've been about to do before you fuckers came and disturbed me." I muttered under my breath.
"What was that, asshole?" he challenged.
"None of your goddamn business." I spat.
"Enough!" Jimmy cut in. "Gates, you're coming to Big Bear, suck it up."
"Suck my dick." I snarled...

***

Needless to say, they got their way. The car bumped and swayed as we made our way into the mountains, our home away from home. I didn't hate Big Bear, it was peaceful here, but it usually meant the guys were ready to start writing again. We'd usually come up here to start jamming and brainstorming new ideas. That was the absolute last thing on my mind right now.



I was acting like a pathetic teenager, I knew that. For as much as last night's phone call had been great, it'd been agonizing to not be able to touch her. To breathe in her smell, run my fingers through her hair, trail my lips along her skin. See her moaning and writhing beneath me. My chest rose as I breathed in deep, the thought of it threatening another boner. Not the time, or the place, little guy.

"Hey, Dark and Broody." Jimmy said, nudging my side. "Chin up, will ya?"
I merely grunted in response, and continued to stare out the window...

***



The Cabin, or rather, small fuckin log-manor loomed up ahead as the sun set in the distance, and the guys all piled out. I leaned back in my seat, closing my eyes with a sigh before finally making a move to get out and join them. The wheels of my suitcase rolled loudly against the pavement as I dragged it toward the house and up to my room, setting it against the wall with a heavy thud. I flopped down on the bed, lighting up a cigarette and taking a drag, watching the smoke curl toward the ceiling.



"Knock knock..." Jimmy said, leaning in the doorway. "Come out and socialize."
"Leave me alone..." I grumbled, closing my eyes in frustration.
"You're not gonna sit in here and sulk like you did back home, get your skinny ass off the bed and come hang with us."
"Later."
"Is he still being a broody bitch?" Zacky chuckled, joining Jimmy in the doorway. "Get up, man, c'mon."
"Will you fuckers just leave me be, please?!" I snapped.
Zacky and Jimmy exchanged looks.
"Well... If you're not gonna get up..." Zacky smirked.
"We'll have to drag you out there!" Jimmy cried.

They charged toward me, flopping down on the bed and almost making me drop my cigarette, grabbing an arm each and pulling me to my feet. For a moment my dark cloud parted and a chuckle escaped me as they dragged me out to the dining area. Multiple plastic cups laid upon the table, which Matt and Johnny stood beside, Matt tossing a little ping-pong ball between his hands.

"Up for a little Beer pong?" he smiled. "1v1, Me vs You."
"What's the stakes?" I asked, cocking an eyebrow and taking a drag from my cigarette.
"Loser takes cleaning duty while we're here." he laughed. "And cooks all our meals."
"You're gonna have to sweeten the deal a little more." I replied, blowing out a wisp of smoke.
"Alright jackass, what would you suggest?" Matt smirked, folding his arms.
"You gotta do it in a skimpy little Maid outfit." Johnny suggested.
"Yeah, like anyone brought one here." Matt snorted.
"It can be arranged." I grinned, pulling my phone from my pocket. "Don't forget, Ruby's friends with Bam now."
"Alright, you're on." he nodded, holding his hand out to shake on it in agreement. "You're the one who's ass is gonna be hangin out." he chuckled darkly. "No underwear, just to up the humiliation."
"You just wanna see my dick." I smirked, narrowing my eyes at him as I shook his hand.

A quick round of Rock, Paper, Scissors decided who got the first shot.
Matt won.

"Alright!" Zacky cheered, clapping his hands together. "I'll keep score."

And so the game began...

"Come on, Shads, you got this." Johnny egged him on, his own personal cheerleader.
"Kill him, Gates." Jimmy laughed.

Matt took his first shot, and scored.

"That's One point for Shads." Zacky called.
"Drink up, Gates..."

I snatched up the cup, downing it and throwing it aside.
He took his second shot, and missed.

"Too fuckin bad, Asshat." I chuckled, snatching up the ball before it rolled off the table.
I took my shot, and scored.

"One for Gates!"

"Drink up, Shadows." I mocked him.
He rolled his eyes, downing the cup as I took another shot, and scored Again.

"Two for Gates!"

"Ohhh shit." I teased, watching as he drank again.

When I took my third shot and missed, Matt snatched up the ball.

"Alright Gates, don't get cocky." he snarled, bouncing the ball and growling when it flew off the table and rolled off to a corner.

"I got it!" Johnny called out, running over to retrieve it.
"Run little man, run!" Zacky giggled, now perched on the counter top nearby as he kept score.

"Simmer down there, too much force is just gonna send that ball flying again." I smirked, taking another drag from my cigarette as Johnny came back with the ball, placing it in my hands.

Several minutes later, we were neck and neck. The air was tense as we took our shots bouncing the ball across the table, trying to knock out each other's remaining cups, until finally...

"GET OWNED, SHADS!" I hollered, thrusting my fist into the air as Matt was forced to down the contents of his only remaining cup with a scowl. "Have fun cleaning the house with your ass exposed." I didn't even try to hide the triumphant smirk that spread across lips as I celebrated my victory.

"Whatever, Gates..." he grumbled. "I know you're just desperate to see my ass."
"Keep tellin' yourself that, dude." I chuckled, reaching into my pocket to withdraw my phone. "I'm off to call Ruby, and arrange that skimpy maid outfit."

I left the rest of the guys to drill Matt for losing, heading out to the back porch. Night had well and truly fallen, the air beginning to cool as the night chill set in. I took a few moments to take it all in, resting my arms on the railing and breathing in the fresh air, before dialing Ruby's number.

She picked up almost instantly.

"Brian?"
"Hey Gorgeous..." I purred.
I heard her suck in a breath. "I miss you."
"I miss you."
"Did you get my photos this morning?" she teased.
"Yes, I did." I licked my lips. "Very nice, thank you."
"I'll bet that got quite a reaction out of you."

"Unfortunately, Vengeance interrupted me before I could really make the most of them."
"Always getting cock-blocked, even when I'm away, huh?" she giggled.
"At least it wasn't Jimmy for once." I chuckled.
"I swear, he has a sixth sense that just knows when we're about to get busy."
"Probably."
"So what's up?" she asked.
"I need a reason to call my girl?"
"No." she replied. "But it's nice to hear your voice."
"Right back 'atcha." I smiled. "So Shads and I had a little Beer Pong battle, loser has to clean the house for the next couple of weeks. - In a skimpy-ass maid outfit, bare-ass and all."
"You boys..." I could practically hear her roll her eyes.
"Shads lost, and I need you to get in touch with Bam to get a hold of that outfit, knowing that guy, he'd be able to find the most humiliating one possible."
"You're like, Twelve, I swear." she giggled. "But sure, I can do that."
"Thank you."
"But you better take photos, since I can't be there to laugh it up with the rest of you."
"Done." I agreed. "Or you could just come home..."
"You know I can't..." she sighed. "As much as Jack is really grinding my gears..."
"What's he done this time?"
"He..." she was silent for a few moments. "He more or less confirmed what I always suspected... That he did cheat on me..."
I clenched my jaw; "And you're still there, why?"
"Sam's stuck here. Her family moved interstate, all her friends left her when she stopped partying, she's all Jack's got." She explained. "I can't just leave her here, cleaning up after my mess of an Ex, all by herself."
"Then both of you come back, fuck him."
"And then she's gotta uproot her whole life and start all over. That's not fair."
"She can crash at my place until she gets settled."
"Brian just... Stop."
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath so as to not lose my temper. "Fine."
"I will come home, I promise..." she sighed. "Just not yet."
"Mhmm..."
"Brian, don't be like that."
"Can you blame me? Things started to get real fuckin' good between us, finally fuckin' settled, and you run off back to Him."
"Don't start."
"Start what?"
"Being the bratty diva Synyster Gates again, turning into an ass when he doesn't get his way."
"Well, Jack acted like that the entire time you were with him, and you still stuck with him, so..."
"That was uncalled for."
I bit my tongue before I could say another word. She was right, I was being an ass. "I'm sorry..." I breathed.
"You should be."
"I just don't wanna lose you..."
"I know." she replied. "You won't."
"Just don't make me wait forever..." Fuck.. tears. "I already miss you so much its making me sick."
"Don't go soft on me now..." she giggled. "I do like a little bit of that Rockstar snark, it turns me on."
"Don't." I groaned. "I'm already fucking dying to bury myself inside you again, don't make it worse..."
"You've got those photos, they'll have to do for now."
"Just do what you gotta do and get back home to me, okay?" I chuckled.
"Okay."
"Goodnight..." My chest tightened as the urge to tell her I loved her raged inside me. But not like this, not over the fucking phone.
"Goodnight, Brian."



The Moon looked a whole lot bigger up here than back home. It loomed over the mountains, bathing the world in a soft silver glow, its reflection distorted on the surface of the lake. The eerie serenity was comforting, nothing but the sound of chirping crickets and the quiet sloshing of the lake water.

She would've loved it here...

Notes

More Pictures of the Cabin in Big Bear Here: https://imgur.com/a/8sy22Zo

Fuckin Christ... Four Months...
I know that was a horribly long wait. I'm sorry!!

I just haven't been able to write. Busy, not motivated, whacked-out sleeping pattern, a million other stresses and shit to deal with. And playing far too many video games, in all honesty. I'm basically living out Broken Arrow in The Sims 4 now hahaha! Ohhh boy...
Oi but no shit my Sim of Brian is fuckin BANGIN



But you finally have your update, I hope it's alright. I feel like my writing is kinda goin' downhill...

Until next time!! xx
Whenever the fuck that is...

Comments

@Ghost-On-A-Sea-Of-Wine
I totally get where you are coming from! Hopefully inspiration comes along

VIISYNS VIISYNS
8/7/21

@VIISYNS
YOU'VE READ IT FIVE TIMES???
Omg, that's amazing!! And such a compliment
THANK YOU!!
I'm sooo sorry I haven't updated it in two fucking years shiiiit
I promise I still care about this story and I really do want to finish it eventually
I reckon once the guys put a new album out my inspiration will come back

Totally understand writers block having it myself but I sure hope there's an update soon. I love this story so much...this is my 5th time reading it <3

VIISYNS VIISYNS
3/4/21

@Holly
I'm tryingggg!!
I want more as much as you do, it's my brain that's not working with me here...

PLEASE UPDATE *CRIES*
THIS IS MY FAVORITE BRIAN STORY UP HERE


Holly Holly
4/25/19