Forever is Right Now

I crawled into Zacky’s bed, not wanting to deal with any of them. The one I’d run to that wasn’t my brother or Brian when shit got wrong was Jimmy, he wasn’t here anymore, which left the next one. Zacky. I curled up pulling the covers over me and wiped away the tears. I wanted Jimmy, I wanted Jimmy to make me laugh, to tell me it’ll be okay.

Jimmy was the one to always make sure that I was okay, he was the one to always make sure that I knew I was loved no matter what, other than my brother of course. I mean hell, he’d lied to Matt for me when he found out Scott was beating me, when I was fucking Brian. He protected me. At this moment, right here in Zacky’s bed, I felt more vulnerable than I had in almost 5 years.

Jimmy was always there, never asked questions that pried, but asked just enough to make me feel important to him. I wiped my eyes as I felt someone sit on the bed, I begged it not to be Brian. I couldn’t handle seeing him right now.

“Babe,” Matt’s voice softly called to me and I uncovered my head and looked at him with red puffy eyes.

“What?” I looked at him confused, “Why the fuck didn’t you tell me?”

“I just found out,” he said softly. Zacky’s the one that told me.

Instantly I felt like he’d just hit me in the gut, “You mean Zacky knew about this and didn’t tell me?” I instantly felt dirty as I lay in his bed.

“He didn’t want to rip everything else that you were holding onto out from under you,” Matt said and tried to reach for me, but I pulled back from him, out of his reach. I saw a flash of hurt in his eyes but I didn’t care at that moment in time.

“He should have told me,” I said softly, my voice cracking giving my emotions away.

“He wanted to, he almost did last night,” Matt explained to me, “He honestly wanted Brian to come clean with you. He thought that fucker atleast owed you that much.”

I nodded and wiped at the fresh tears that had spilled over, “I just…I don’t know what to do Matt. I’m running out of people to run to.”

Matt stood and picked me up not giving me much room to fight him on it and sat down on the bed with his back against the wall as he held me on his lap. I curled up in his lap giving into the comfort. “I got a hit on him before you stepped in,” He said softly against my hair and I laughed half heartedly.

“Well atleast one of us did, I was too upset to actually hit him…like I was in shock,” I explained softly, my hands gripping his Guns n Roses shirt.

There was a soft knock on the door and Zacky entered the room, “Em…I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner.” I just nodded at his apology and he sat next to Matt and took my hand into his, “Please forgive me. I couldn’t stand the thought of losing you too. You’re my best friend.”

I crawled onto his lap, leaving Matt’s and I curled up in Zacky’s arms cuddling into him much as I had Matt. “I’m sorry I’m such a crybaby lately.”

Matt was the first to respond, “Ember, don’t you ever call yourself that. You’ve dealt with so much on your own. You are allowed to lean on others when shit gets rough. That’s why we’re your family.”

Zacky nodded in agreeance and I sighed, “I’m just not used to this. I’m not used to being able to be open with anyone about what’s going on. I’m not used to having someone know what’s going on before I do.”

Zacky stroked my hair, “You never have to hide again Em. Noone’s gonna fuck with you and get away with it. Your brother caught Gates pretty well. Gave him a black eye, it’s already swelling. Short shit drove him home.”

I nodded and stayed silent, “Baby, do you want to stay with Zacky or do you want to come home with Simone and Me?”

“Stay with Zacky,” I said and looked up into his eyes, “If he still wants me here.”

Zacky nodded, “Of course babydoll, you’re always allowed here at casa el Vengeance.”

I couldn’t help but laugh at his ridiculous attempt at Spanish. Even Matt laughed, “Dude…you gotta work on your lines.”

Zacky shrugged, “Got you two laughing. It was worth it.”

“Zacky,” I said and looked up at him hopefully. “Can we dig out the N64 and play Mario kart?”

“Well, what if we just play Mario Kart on the wii?” he asked offering a substitution. “I have no idea where the 64 is, otherwise I’d say yes.”

“I’m going to clean out your basement Mr. Vengeance,” I told him matter-of-factly.

“I’ll help you with it,” Zacky offered smirking.

I shook my head, “It should be me offering to help you Mr. Baker.”

Matt laughed, “You two bicker like an old…” he trailed off, realizing what he was about to say and I shook my head at him.

“You can finish the sentence Matty, because it’s true we do,” I said softly. The words played in my head, but I was the one who cancelled the wedding…good thing too. “Well I guess I did something right.”

Matt raised an eyebrow, “What’d you do baby?”

“Cancelled the wedding this morning with Camilla,” I told him not meeting either of their eyes.

Zacky hugged me tighter and kissed my forehead,” Well, you do the right thing most of the time. Except when it comes to Mario Kart, that’s when you falter and let Vengeance fuck you senseless.” He trash talked me trying to amp me back up to where I’d be smiling.

I shook my head, “You wish you could fuck this ass.” I smirked and Matt covered his ears immediately.

“Eww, Ember, I did not just hear you say that to Zacky,” Matt shook his head feigning disgust.

I smirked and straddled Zacky’s waist, “Oh yeah Matty. Better leave, I’m gonna rock his world right here, right now.”

Matt laughed and hit me with Zacky’s pillow knocking me off of Zack and onto my back on the bed. I laid there with my legs tangled over Zacky’s as the boys just laughed at me. “Don’t think you’re riding anyone’s cock right now.” Matt smirked triumphantly.

I sighed, “True. But it’s been a few weeks…” My eyes went wide, “The fuck. I’m just now realizing that it’s been 2-3 weeks since Brian’s fucked me.” I shook my head, “I’m so fucking stupid, I should have realized that he was fucking someone else. We never go that long.”

“Hey, no B-word and you’re NOT stupid,” Zacky said gently patting my legs.

“He’s right, you guys want to order pizza and have a couples night?” Matt said before slapping his head.

“Dude, your foots all up in your mouth today,” Zacky said laughing.

I laughed at Zacky’s teasing my brother and my brother groaning looking at the ceiling, “Stop being a pussy around me. I’m not a china bowl.”

Matt looked at me, “No, but you are my little sister and you’ve dealt with a shit ton this week.”

I nodded, “Everyone has though. It’ll be alright. I’ll be fine, but yes, a couple’s night sound fun.” I looked at Zacky, “Will you be the other half of my couple?”

He smiled, “You gonna get drunk with me?”

I scoffed, “Of course. I don’t need to be sober to beat your ass on the wii. In fact, let’s make this more interesting…”

Matt gave me a look, “If it involves ANY of your clothes coming off, I don’t wanna be apart of it.”

I pouted at Matt, “Fine…we’ll save that until after you and Simone head home.”

Matt nodded then realized that Simone was still downstairs…alone. “Fuck,” he jumped up and went downstairs. I laughed and stood offering Zacky a hand up and he pulled himself up then hugged me tightly.

“Are we good?” He asked softly.

I nodded, “But if you ever keep something like that from me again, I will kick your balls all the way to Thailand.”

Zacky laughed and nodded, “Deal.”

After 4 hours of having our couples night, preggy lady ended up feeling a little frisky and they had to go home before she dropped Matt’s pants in front of us and went to town. I laughed with Zacky after they walked out the door, “Unbelievable. Does that happen to every chick that gets pregnant?” He asked.

I shrugged, “Dunno, haven’t ever been pregnant,” fuck another lie…but technically it was over before anyone knew.

Zacky nodded, “True…” He finished off his Jack and coke then looked at me as I downed another shot of fireball. “I don’t know how you can drink that shit straight with no chaser.”

I shrugged, “I’ve been addicted to this shit since I discovered it. But I think I’m gonna make a Malibu Dr. Pepper, do you need anything?”

He shook his head then looked at his empty glass, “Wait, yeah. I’ll come with you.”

I smiled and held out my hand which he grabbed and we walked to the kitchen, stumbling into each other. “Oh fuck, we’re out of Malibu.” I pouted at him.

He pouted back, “I’m sorry, want a Jack and Coke?”

I shook my head, “I bought Bacardi Hurricane for a reason.” I grinned and pulled out the huge bottle filled with blue liquor.

“You’re gonna drink that shit straight?” He asked as he made his drink.

“Fuck no, although it’s good straight. Tastes like kool-aid.” I pulled out the big jug of orange juice out of his fridge and then grabbed a big glass out of his cabinet.

“What are you making?” He asked curiously, watching me, his eyes slightly glassy from the alcohol.

“A Loki’s revenge,” I smiled as I filled the cup up ¾ with Bacardi Hurricane and then added ¼ of orange juice. “Hand me a knife?” He nodded and handed me a butter knife, watching as I stirred it curiously.

When I was done the drink was bright pea green and Zacky looked at it suspiciously, “Is it safe to drink?”

I laughed, “Well yeah, wanna taste?”

He looked at me skeptically, “Yeah, I’ll try it.” He took a drink and ended up taking another, drinking half the drink.

I laughed the pouted at him, “You drank half my drink.”

He stared at the concoction in my glass then looked up at me as I pouted my lip out and I saw him bite his lip, his eyes get darker with an emotion I couldn’t put my finger on, “Fuck I wasn’t expecting it to be that good.”

I nodded, “Right? A friend and I actually made that drink up in high school. It got me through many nights.”

He laughed, “So Miss Sanders, what was your idea earlier that you wouldn’t say in front of Matt?”

“That we take the trash talk to a higher level with a game of strip Mario kart,” I smiled at him as I mixed up another batch of Loki’s Revenge.

He smirked licking his lips, “Alright. You’re on. But you have to make me one of those things after I finish this Jack and Coke.”

I laughed, “Deal.”

“Even if you’re naked,” he said and I saw him look me up and down subtly but didn’t think anything of it, the alcohol clouding my judgment.

“Alright, deal,” I smirked back at him. “Let’s go.”

Eight matches of Mario Kart later, I had just beaten the shit out of Zacky. I stood in my black and purple bra and booty shorts; meanwhile, he’d just lost his pants and stood in his boxer briefs. I gotta say, Zacky in just his underwear, with his dick outline showing through the thin material? Probably one of the hottest sights in the world, “God damn Vengeance, no wonder that’s your stage name.”

He smiled as the liquid courage took over his ego, “Fuck yeah baby, you know it.” He slurred out as he moved closer to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist as I finished the final few shots of Fireball straight from the bottle.

I let out an “ahh” after I finished it then made a face as the cinnamon burned all the way down to my belly. “I believe I owe you one more drink, Mr. Vengeance.”

He nodded as he nuzzled my neck, “That you do.”

I smiled and walked to the kitchen swaying my hips as I moved, teasing him. I knew it was wrong in some part of my brain, but in that moment in time I just didn’t give any fucks. I made 2 more Loki’s Revenge and leaned over the counter seeing Zacky stare openly at my tits. “Like what you see?”

He nodded as he looked in my eyes, that look from earlier was back and I figured out what it was, “You’re gorgeous Em.”

“And you’re horny as fuck, Zack,” I smirked at him and bit my lip.

He nodded, the alcohol not even allowing him to deny it. “Let’s go upstairs?” He asked taking a step out on the branch.

I thought about it a moment, but decided what the fuck, we both needed to kick the stress out of our lives. I set my glass down and walked over to him, grabbing his hand and pulling on it as I lead him out of the kitchen. He followed close behind, remembering to lock the door on our way up the stairs. Which let me tell you, it took us about 10 minutes to make it up the 25 steps.

We kept giggling and almost falling, at one point I may have taken my bra off, letting my tits spring out, which caused Zacky to miss a step and fall but he scampered right back up and continued up the stairs behind me.

When we got to Zacky’s room we were on each other in an instant, he pinned me against his door after closing it, I moaned as our lips connected. He was instantly throwing in the passion and I knew that I’d made the right choice coming upstairs with him in that way.

He gently cupped my face, his body pinning mine to the door as my hands went to his hair and the back of his neck. I kissed him passionately and gently nipped at is lower lip. He moaned and opened his mouth, allowing me access. Our tongues fought for dominance, but he took control, moving the battle back into my mouth.

I moaned and he cupped my ass giving me the silent order to jump up and wrap my legs around his waist. I could feel his boxer brief clad erection pressing against my center perfectly. It rubbed right against my clit and it made me dry hump him like crazy, craving his dick inside me.

Zacky smirked against my lips and moved to my neck biting down before he released it and playfully threw me onto his California king bed. I laid there and couldn’t resist touching my pussy, I saw Zacky lick his lips as he slid his boxers off.

He crawled up between my legs and smacked my hand away, “No-no.” He tsked me before kissing and sucking on my inner thighs. He hooked his thumbs into my panties and slid them down my legs.

The instant they were off, he latched his mouth onto my clit, sliding two fingers inside me and moaning. I threw my head back, fuck I’d missed feeling someone eating me out. “God damn Ember, you’re fucking tight.”

I bit my lip as he attacked my pussy with his mouth again, “Fuck Zacky.” I moaned and pulled on his hair holding him to the most delicate part of my being. He tongue fucked my pussy unexpectedly and I was right there on the edge, but he pulled away and instantly I whined. “Zacky, what the fuck.”

He smirked, “I don’t want you to cum just yet sweets.” He winked at me and slid up between my thighs. He kissed me allowing me to taste myself on his tongue and it made me hotter.

I grinded against his dick, catching the tip of it within my folds and arched my back, impaling myself onto his dick. Zacky threw his head back moaning, “Oh fuck…Ember, yeah.”

I smirked knowing I was turning him on, I loved that he was vocal, he didn’t know how much THAT turned me on. He slid in and out slow at first, he laid down on top of me, sliding in and out of me as he kissed and sucked on my tits. My fingers went to his back, leaving scratches as he went harder and faster.

“Fuck yeah Zack, right there,” I moaned as he hit my spot dead on.

“Yeah? You like my cock baby?” he asked as he kissed up to my ear, sucking on my ear lobe.

My nails dug into his ass pulling him deeper into me, “Oh yeah.” I arched my back rocking my hips up to meet his thrusts.

“God damn Ember, you’re so fucking beautiful,” He kissed me briefly before holding himself up on his knees and gripped my hips going harder and harder, deeper and deeper inside me.

I reached my hands up, grabbing the pillows edges and digging in, “Fuck…yeah, Zacky I’m close. I’m so fucking close.”

He smiled and grabbed my hands in one of his pinning them above my head as he went as fast and hard as he could, by the way he’s breathing I could tell that he was close too. He grunted a few times as he reached down rubbing my clit. “Cum on my cock Ember…cum all over my cock.”

I moaned out and arched my back, pushing my tits up to his chest. The over stimulation did it, I released all over his dick, my juices gushing and my walls clamping down around him. He let out his own moan and I felt him cum inside me which prolonged my orgasm. He rode out his orgasm, making soft moans after the initial spurt and released my hand before he stilled, staying inside me.

I kissed him gently, we were both sweaty as fuck, but it was too late for a shower. He laid his head on my chest placing a butterfly kiss on my scar. “You’re so fucking beautiful,” he whispered against my skin sending chills over my body.

He looked up in my eyes as he pulled out, both of us noticing the lack of the other and let out a small groan. He laid on his back and I cuddled up to his side, my left leg going over his right, my hand drawing shapes on his chest as I relaxed. His arm pulling me securely against his side, my head on his chest. His heart was pounding so damn hard, I thought it was going to come through his skin.

“That was amazing,” I purred as we settled into the euphoric sensual high.

He nodded, “Yes it was. You’re amazing.”

I smiled and looked up at him as he kissed my lips gently but not lacking in the passion from before. I kissed him back before resettling on his chest. I smiled as I heard light snores come from Zacky and I laid on his chest, falling asleep myself with a smile on my face in the first time since Jimmy died.

Notes

So we finally have our first sex scene of the story....Ironically while writing the sex scene, "I'm Coming Home" by Avenged came on and I took that as a sign that this was definitely what was supposed to happen between Zacky and Ember...question is...what will happen now for Brian and Em??? Guess we'll have to wait and see eh?