Girl I Know

I sat on my bed, eating my subway club while Zacky went through my closet, he kept pulling out stuff he thought I could use on the road. My suitcase sat open on a chest I had at the foot of my bed. “What about this?” He smirked at me holding up a black satiny nightie.

I giggled at him trying not to choke, “Zack, are we going to have any chances to fuck on tour?”

He shrugged and packed it anyways, “We’ll get a hotel every so often and if you could keep that pretty mouth of yours quiet we can fuck on the bus too.”

I laughed shaking my head, “Oh good lord, I can imagine Jimmy now.” Zacky smiled looking through my closet as I took another bite of my sandwich. Zack brought out a few sweaters and packed them, I couldn’t help but chuckle, “Zack, it’s literally about to be summer. Do we really need sweaters?” I pouted at him.

“You’d be surprised how many places have snow in May,” Zacky chuckled at my pout.

“Fiiiine,” I sighed knowing he was right. I’d lived in California too long, I was used to warm weather, not cooler weather like the Midwest had. Don’t get me wrong, it could get as cold as 40 degrees at night in California, but we were also right off the ocean. The Midwest when it was 40 degrees the winds were about 20-30 miles an hour constantly it seemed. “Where’s the first show at?” I asked curiously finishing my sandwich and taking a drink of my Dr. Pepper.

“Uhh, I think Seattle,” Zacky stated packing a bunch of heels.

I laughed, “Zack! I don’t even wear these that often. Working merch, I’ll fall on my ass trying to run around.”

“Well, you could just wear them when we go out,” he smiled innocently.

I laughed and shook my head pulling out all but two pairs of heels. I kept my rainbow studded 7” platform heels and my knee high, high heeled boots. He nodded approvingly and wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his head on my shoulder, nuzzling my neck. “Think that’s enough?”

I laughed, “Zack, there’s 2 sweaters, black satin nightie and 2 pairs of heels.”

He nodded and kissed my neck softly, trailing them up to my ear, “But I kinda started thinking of you in that nightie, riding me.” He nipped at my ear lobe.

I closed my eyes, my breath catching, “Zack…” I let out a soft moan. He smirked against my ear and spun me around picking me up. My legs wrapped around his waist, my arms around his neck as I kissed him softly. He instantly kissed me back, his mouth dominating mine, his kisses fierce and passionate. I nipped at his lower lip and he growled at me before throwing me on the bed and climbing on top of me.

He stroked my cheek and I opened my mouth allowing his tongue to dominate mine as he moved between my legs, pressing against my center. I gasped into his mouth as he pinned my hands down on the pillows on either side of my head. I arched my back up as we laced our fingers, my body pressed firmly against Zacky. “Hey look, free porn,” a voice said from the doorway causing us to break apart.

“Fuck,” I breathed out harshly. “Jimmy!” I yelled embarrassed as Zacky dropped his head onto my shoulder trying to get ahold of himself.

“What are you doing here Jim?” Zacky let out in a gruff tone.

He shrugged and came to sit on the bed, indicating that he wasn’t leaving us any time soon. “Casey showed up at Brian’s and they started fighting so I left.” He smirked at me, “I told you I’d be back. Atleast have the decency to close the doors like Matt and Savannah.”

At that moment we heard Savannah scream Matt’s name and we all started laughing quietly. “Well atleast someone was able to get off.” Zacky sighed moving off of me but laying down beside me, his head on my chest and arm around my waist.

I kissed his forehead softly, “Later tonight baby.” I promised as Jimmy laid down on my other side, mimicking Zacky.

“Me too right?” He joked as he joined our love fest.

I laughed, “Gotta talk to Zacky about that one.”

“Fuck no. She’s mine,” Zacky pouted.

Jimmy pouted back and I laughed pulling myself up letting the boys lay on the bed as I went back to my closet. They both flipped onto their backs; Zacky had one arm behind his head looking at me, the other resting on his thigh. Jimmy laid with both arms behind his head and crossed his legs. “Let’s see what you pack,” Jimmy grinned.

**Brian’s POV**

I sighed sitting on my couch, Casey had just shown up and was going on and on about something. I brought the beer in my hand up to my mouth as I watched her pace. “Are you even listening to me?!” Casey yelled at me.

I looked up into her blue eyes, “Are you actually trying to make a solution to the problem or just bitching about it.”

“UGH,” She half growled, half yelled at me. “Do you even want to be with me, Brian?” She stood there crossing her arms staring down at me.

Not really, I thought to myself, but in my experience it’s always better to NOT get hit by a girl. It ends up pissing me off to where I really wanna hit them back, so I end up hitting a wall, “Of course.”

“Then you need to stop this bullshit, stop hanging out with them,” Casey demanded.

“Babe, they work with us,” I tried to reason with her. I swore I saw a demon enter my girlfriend, “I can’t just stay away from them.”

She narrowed her blue eyes into slits and stared at me, “Brian, please.” She sighed, “I don’t want them to manipulate you.”

I looked at her and had to hide the amusement in my eyes, “Casey, the only one who’s trying to manipulate me, is you. No one else,” I took another drink of my beer.

She sat next to me slowly calming down, but I knew it was just the eye of the storm. “I don’t want you to leave me behind, while you take them with you. It makes me feel like I’m not wanted, that I’m not invited.”

You’re not. I thought to myself but grabbed her hands, “Babe, if there was going to be more room on the bus and I could invite you on tour with us this late in the game, I would.” I lied, but fuck I couldn’t stand being around this girl right now. Maybe after a few months on the road, I’d be ready to be with her again, like we wouldn’t fight constantly. “I’m sorry you feel like we excluded you, but the bus we currently have only gives us the maximum occupancy of 10.”

“There’s only seven of you,” Casey pointed out to me eyeing me suspiciously.

“There’s the guys an I, Savvy, Tenney, Matt B. Jason, and our driver,” I counted off to her. Again it was a lie, Jason and Matt usually were on the other bus, but I seriously didn’t want her there.

She eyed me carefully, “Brian, if I find out you’re lying to me I’ll seriously kick your ass.”

I rolled my eyes, “Why would I lie to you?”

“I don’t know, between them and that Ember girl, you’re spending a lot of time with other girls,” She glared at me.

Oh fuck no, she’s not gonna talk about Em like that. “Ember is Matt’s sister, she’s been one of my best friends since we were kids.”

She scoffed, “She’s still a child Brian. Be a man and realize that.”

I shook my head, “Casey, you need to drop all of this shit. You’re not going to talk shit on any of my best friends.” She squared up her shoulders to me. “You wanna fight me on it, or are you going to drop it?”

“What are you gonna do, hit me?” She growled at me crossing her arms over her chest.

“I’d never hit a woman, but I’ll kick you the fuck out of my house and break our relationship off. You’re not worth more to me, they are,” I snapped at her.

She looked like she’d been slapped, like my words had a force behind it. “You’d leave me over them?”

I pretended to think about it, “Yes. I would.”

She must have realized that she was getting close to showing her emotions, “Brian. I want you to end the band, I want you to cancel the tour, and I want you to—“

“Get the fuck out of my house,” I said in a tone I barely recognized to be me.

“Brian, I—“ She started realizing she’d gone too far.

“I said,” I started in that same tone that was eerily calm. “Get the fuck out of my house.” She stayed right where she was, “NOW!” I yelled at her making her flinch. “You don’t get to tell me how to run MY life. You don’t get to tell me WHO I hang out with. The fuck are you Casey? I am in control of MY life, and obviously, you don’t need to be in it.”

She stood there, tears filling her eyes and I sighed. “Brian, you don’t mean that.”

“Casey, you need to leave. I need to pack. Get. Out.” I said sternly but softly. She grabbed her jacket and walked out of the house.

Notes

Title Credit: An Epic of Time Wasted -- A7x

Sorry for the delay guys...had some major stupid dramatic shit happen yesterday and I didn't get this updated...or well any of the stories updated. Smh people are fucking stupid trying to manipulate others.

Never let anyone change you, you are perfect, beautiful, and worth more than the universe. Never let someone tell you otherwise. You're amazing just as you are. Don't be afraid to show the world your true self. Life's too short to sit around being miserable, (sounded like a Rihanna song, eh? Just changed a bit) but seriously y'all. Be proud to be you.