Save Me I'm Tripped In A Vile World

*Brian pov*
I look at Lily and see the face of fear growing on it.
"Are you alright Lil?" I ask kneeling down to her.
"N-no why did we have to come to the b-bar?" She ask almost crying.
"We can go somewhere smaller honey. Just breath and calm down."
"I can't please get me out of here Brian!" She start to run toward the door.
"Lily wait you could get lost!" I start to run after her loosing her in the crowd. I start to run outside to find her. I see her run to the alley behind the bar. I see her sitting down holding her knees.
"I'm so helpless I shouldn't be here. Maybe you guys should lock me back up." She cry and looks at me, "Why am I like this?"
"We aren't going to lock you up, you just aren't ready for this big of a place. With a whole bunch of people." I kneel down and hug her.
"I'm the only one with problems! The rest of you are all fucking normal. I have a fucking disease and I'm never going to be the same like I used to be!"
"We aren't all normal like you think. You just have really bad social anxiety, general anxiety, PSTD, and really bad depression. But you can make it a lot of people have made it." "Wanna know a secret?"
"Yeah you can tell me anything Brian." She smiles some and look up at me.
"I have a 'disease' like you darling."
"You do not! You are way to perfect." She lay her head on my chest still looking up.
"Yeah it's true I'm not as perfect as you think darling."
"Can I ask you some questions"
"Yea darling ask me."
"What is wrong with you? What do you have?"
"I have something called hypersexuality." I look at her and move her some.
"What is that?!" She get closer toward me.
"In other words I am a sex addict darling." I laugh some and sit down with her in my lap.
"O-oh that's something." She blushes and looks at me. "How do you deal with your problem." She get closer to me and lay her forehead on mine.
"Random hookups and other things." I whisper and wrap my arms around her.
"I don't like the random hookups so that need to stop Brian." She looks at me and wrap her arms around my neck.
"Well there not much I can do about it I don't have anyone special."
"Could I be someone special?"
"I mean if you want to be my special girl then fuck yes." I say lifting her chin up. I kiss her softly and pull away looking at her. She blushes and kisses me. Her kiss is more soft and gentle then my was. I try to hold myself back from getting rough with her. I pull away and look at her.
"I wanna be that special girl Brian."

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