Save Me I'm Tripped In A Vile World

It's been weeks since I've been off my meds. I don't feel as tired as I was and I can remember some stuff from my pass. I remember everything and why I shouldn't be in this place. I should of been long gone out of this hellish place. The nurses come to get me for my checkup with Doctor. Haner, I pray he can get me out of here. I wanna be normal again.
"Nice to see you again darling." Doctor. Haner smiles and get up to shake my hand.
"Hello Doctor. Haner." I smile some as I shake his hand. I sit down and watch him sit down beside me.
"What can you remember now? What is your name?"
"L-Lily, I remember-I remember my parents locked me up into because I was depressed and they didn't wanna deal with the actually problems with our fucked up family." I start to cry some and look at my arms. I see all the scars on my wrist.
"It's going to be okay I will help you."
"You don't understand! My father would do horrible things to me! He would sneak up to my room and night and rape me." I curl up in a ball and hold my knees.
"It's going to be okay Lily I am going to get you out of this place." Doctor. Haner pulls me into a deep hug. I start to cry in his chest. I look up and stare into his eyes.
"I feel like I know you from somewhere." I whisper and dig my head back into his chest.
"I can assure you we never met before baby girl." Brian whisper in my ear coldly and holds me tighter. That when it hits me like a brick. Brian and I used to flirt with each other! We were friends.
"Bri-an."
"Yes?"
"I missed you so much." I move around to wear Brian have to let me go. I get into his lap. Brian looks down and doesn't say anything. It's like he just seen a ghost or something bad.
"Brian look at me!" I demand and start to cry some. I put my hands on his face and lift it up some. Brian wrap his long muscly arms around my waist. I lean in close and kiss him softly on the lips. Brian start kissing me back, it feel like being kissed by an Angel. Brian rub up my hips and smiles,
"Oh I've missed you!" Brian start to kiss my neck softly. I close my eyes and smile.
"I'm in heaven." I moan I wake up to oa loud banging nose. I wake up in sweats, I look to my door and see it opening. I drop to my knees as it open, scared it's the nurses to come and beat me. I close my eyes and start to whimper.
"Please if you are going to beat me do it slowly and painful so I can be free!" I scream tears running down my face. I hold my knees and close my eyes tight. I feel someone in front of me I start to move away.
"I'm not going to hurt you I'm here to recuse you from this fucking place." The voice tell me pulling me into a hug. I still have my eyes close not wanting to believe this person. Because it could be another sick trick. The person pull my head out of my tight grip and hold my face.
~Third Pov~
"Look at me Lily! It's me your fucking brother!" The man yell holding his younger sister face. The man is name Zachary Baker, he just started to remember his younger sister after his parents were in a horrible accident. One dying and the will saying to let out the girl they left. Zack have been having nightmare about the past, seeing his little sister get abused and rape by their father. All Zack wants is to let her out and give her a normal life again.
~Back to Lily POV~
I look up and start to cry harder then I was. It's my father the man who attacked me when I was younger. I start to push away from him, I slap him in the face hard.
"Stay the fuck away from me you evil son of a bitch!" I scream and start to get up. The man is laying on the flood holding his face.
"I'm not dad you fucking cunt!" The man scream and get up looking at me like he was going to hurt me. I start to back away from him.
"Look I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to yell like that I get it if you don't remember me!" The man steps closer to me. I start to scream for help not looking at him. Doctor. Haner comes in and pull Zack away from me.
"Zachary she probably doesn't remember you yet! I fucking told you to give her fucking time!" Brian yell at Zack, I look at Brian and start to cry. It start to come back to me slowly. I just slapped my brother, how could I do that to him. I called him my father. I look up and see Zack crying, not crying balling his eyes out.
"I just want my little sister man!" Zack yells at Brian.
"She doesn't even know her own name!" Brian yell pulling him away from me.
"I do too!" I yell with attitude, looking at the both of them. Brian smirks and looks at me laughing some.
"Alright darling tell us your name." Brian looks me and winks, probably thinking I'm going to say my numbers again.
"My name is Lily Baker, you are my brother friend Brian and that man you are holding back is my brother Zachary James Baker!" I yell and run over to Zack pushing Brian out of the way. I hug Zack tightly and whisper in his ear.
"What are you doing here?!" I wrap my arms around him.
"I'm here to get you out! Pack your stuff we are leaving." He kisses my head and pull away.
"Do you remember why you are in here? Do you remember me?" Brian says sounding a little scared. I just laugh some and look at him.
"I'm here because my father and mother didn't want me to go to the cops about the abuse and the rape so they would take a razor blade and cut my thighs and arms every hellish night until I almost bleed out. You are Brian the guy I used to have a really big crush on." I sigh and look down to my feet. Zacky just hugs me tighter and hold me close to his chest.
"You are finally going to be free little bird." Zacky smile and kisses my head gently.
"How long have I been in here?"
"Too long." I start to cry tears of joy, laying my head gently on his shoulders

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