Dear God; The only thing I ask
Baseball PT 1
The week went by pretty quick and now its almost time for Zacky to come and get the kids. I’m kinda nervous because I haven’t seen him in what is forever and because David is here and he has been here since Wednesday.
Yes, I finally got the courage to ask him out, and he said yes…oh sweet Jesus, the sex…is incredible.
I know, you probably think I am a slut, but I’m not honest, I just really missed having sex. To be honest, being with David, feels like an actual home now.
David’s outside playing in the back yard with the kids, and I am cleaning up the dishes from lunch when I see Zacky pull in Gena in the front seat. I hesitate to answer the front door. I agreed to let him take the kids to a game, but I wouldn’t have had I knew about Gena going.
The door bell rings and I dry my hands on the towel and make my way to the front door. Zeke whines, he knows who it is.
“Sit Zeke.” He does as I tell him and I open the door. I literally almost stop breathing.
“Zacky.”
He smiles. “Hey Harley are they ready?”
I nod my head. “They are…why didn’t you tell me you were taking her?” I gesture to his car with my head.
He sighs. “Can we please not do this? I just want to take my kids to a game spend time with them and bring them home.”
“You know that you need to tell me if you are bringing someone with you, especially if it is her!” I start to raise my voice.
Before Zack can answer me the kids run to him. He kneels down and catches them.
“Hey guys!” He kisses their foreheads.
“Dad! Were ready to go. Can mommy come too?” Jax asks.
Zacky shakes his head. “Sorry buddy just us.” He frowns but nods.
~*~
They have been gone for a few hours now and David decided that he was going to go home for a few hours and come back over later. I hate being alone, because every time I am alone I always think about Zacky.
This is crazy I know but he was my first love and my children’s father…you just can’t forget things like that, as much as you want to..
Zacky has been a big part of my life, and I have wanted nothing more then to be with him. Remembering back to a week after Jaxson was born, I was hurt, I couldn’t believe that Zacky just up and left me. How could he do something like that?
Yes, I finally got the courage to ask him out, and he said yes…oh sweet Jesus, the sex…is incredible.
I know, you probably think I am a slut, but I’m not honest, I just really missed having sex. To be honest, being with David, feels like an actual home now.
David’s outside playing in the back yard with the kids, and I am cleaning up the dishes from lunch when I see Zacky pull in Gena in the front seat. I hesitate to answer the front door. I agreed to let him take the kids to a game, but I wouldn’t have had I knew about Gena going.
The door bell rings and I dry my hands on the towel and make my way to the front door. Zeke whines, he knows who it is.
“Sit Zeke.” He does as I tell him and I open the door. I literally almost stop breathing.
“Zacky.”
He smiles. “Hey Harley are they ready?”
I nod my head. “They are…why didn’t you tell me you were taking her?” I gesture to his car with my head.
He sighs. “Can we please not do this? I just want to take my kids to a game spend time with them and bring them home.”
“You know that you need to tell me if you are bringing someone with you, especially if it is her!” I start to raise my voice.
Before Zack can answer me the kids run to him. He kneels down and catches them.
“Hey guys!” He kisses their foreheads.
“Dad! Were ready to go. Can mommy come too?” Jax asks.
Zacky shakes his head. “Sorry buddy just us.” He frowns but nods.
~*~
They have been gone for a few hours now and David decided that he was going to go home for a few hours and come back over later. I hate being alone, because every time I am alone I always think about Zacky.
This is crazy I know but he was my first love and my children’s father…you just can’t forget things like that, as much as you want to..
Zacky has been a big part of my life, and I have wanted nothing more then to be with him. Remembering back to a week after Jaxson was born, I was hurt, I couldn’t believe that Zacky just up and left me. How could he do something like that?
Notes
Sorry this is short, the next part is a bunch of flashbacks and currents, I have to fix somethings before I post it.Comments. <3
8/13/13