Dear God; The only thing I ask
Final Song; A last request
Final Song; A last request
Zacky's POV
"A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find" I sing to myself as I try to figure out what I want to write after that. I've been missing Harley and my kids, although missing Harley really isn't something that I would tell the guys.
Matt is sitting by the window watching the trees go by as we make our way home from our US tour and home for some R&R before we head back into the studio.
"While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah"
Fusterated and annoyed with coming up with things I sit my note pad down and crab a beer from the fridge and slide in across from Matt.
"Sup bro?" I raise my eyebrow at him.
"Missing Val, ready for this tour to be over. What are you,- were you working on?" I shake my head.
"Nothing...just something that I have been thinking about lately."
"Like your kids and my sister?" He smirks at me. I fucking hate how he can read me like an open book. I pull on my nose ring.
"Yeah man, I miss them like fucking crazy." He shakes his head.
"Then why do you live in an apartment, when you can live in a house with my sister and your kids."
"I'm tired of the arguing Matt...They don't need to fucking hear that. They don't need to deal with it. My kids deserve better then Harley and I fighting."
He takes a swig of his own beer and twists it in his hands before he says anything to me. "Look, I can't tell you what to do here man- but she's my sister, and I can't let you keep hurting her. You both need to grow up a little bit. Pasily and Jax need the two of you to get on with each other. Without fighting."
I know he is right, but I am not going to admit it to him, inlarge his ego more isn't something I want to do, so close to being home. When I was with Harley, everything was perfect. Nothing could take us away from each other. I loved her, she loved me and that was that. I can remember her sneaking into my bedroom window at night when her parents went to bed, or Matt was out with the other guys. He used to be so pissed off when he figured out that she was with me.
I assured him that everything was going to be okay, but he still didn't give a damn. 'What the fuck are you doing with my sister?!'
'Nothing, I swear. Every night when your parents go to bed and your sister and you go out, she sneaks over here, we talk and then go to sleep I swear.'
I smirk remembering the day Matt beat the shit out of me the first time we told him we were dating and later that week I made her cry.
Zacky's POV
"A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find" I sing to myself as I try to figure out what I want to write after that. I've been missing Harley and my kids, although missing Harley really isn't something that I would tell the guys.
Matt is sitting by the window watching the trees go by as we make our way home from our US tour and home for some R&R before we head back into the studio.
"While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah"
Fusterated and annoyed with coming up with things I sit my note pad down and crab a beer from the fridge and slide in across from Matt.
"Sup bro?" I raise my eyebrow at him.
"Missing Val, ready for this tour to be over. What are you,- were you working on?" I shake my head.
"Nothing...just something that I have been thinking about lately."
"Like your kids and my sister?" He smirks at me. I fucking hate how he can read me like an open book. I pull on my nose ring.
"Yeah man, I miss them like fucking crazy." He shakes his head.
"Then why do you live in an apartment, when you can live in a house with my sister and your kids."
"I'm tired of the arguing Matt...They don't need to fucking hear that. They don't need to deal with it. My kids deserve better then Harley and I fighting."
He takes a swig of his own beer and twists it in his hands before he says anything to me. "Look, I can't tell you what to do here man- but she's my sister, and I can't let you keep hurting her. You both need to grow up a little bit. Pasily and Jax need the two of you to get on with each other. Without fighting."
I know he is right, but I am not going to admit it to him, inlarge his ego more isn't something I want to do, so close to being home. When I was with Harley, everything was perfect. Nothing could take us away from each other. I loved her, she loved me and that was that. I can remember her sneaking into my bedroom window at night when her parents went to bed, or Matt was out with the other guys. He used to be so pissed off when he figured out that she was with me.
I assured him that everything was going to be okay, but he still didn't give a damn. 'What the fuck are you doing with my sister?!'
'Nothing, I swear. Every night when your parents go to bed and your sister and you go out, she sneaks over here, we talk and then go to sleep I swear.'
I smirk remembering the day Matt beat the shit out of me the first time we told him we were dating and later that week I made her cry.
8/13/13